Independence – A Reflection

Women have railed using railing rapid speeches story telling invective you name it to fight for their rights…Women demand equality with men the right to vote to equal pay and equal power…Then women complain piss and moan about how and why it is that men do not act right…Impossible demands are made on men these days…Men are expected to be knights in shining armor to bend over backwards for excessively demanding women…The woman refuses to stay home and raise the children she prefers to do the work of men to act like a man and as a result we have men who are like lost boys lost children who enjoy sex with women much like one enjoys candy or a toy…We also have women who are also lost girls who act the same with men…My observations from my own observatory is from my own personal experiences so I limit this reflection to exactly this my own personal observations leaving room for plenty of other ideas and opinions…After all we are all entitled to our opinions or shall we say epinions since this is an internet blog post…As I write I have to pause and do laundry as every year on December 31st or new year weekend I clean thoroughly…I do a thorough house cleaning because to me the new year represents a fresh start…Pause…While I do housework the work of a woman and work many men have to do anymore because women don’t have time between full time jobs raising children and a myriad of other duties women carry…Phew – this was a rather long pause today is January 5th 2022…Like most folks these days I have a lot going on…I have a lot on my plate and I am only one person…So between new years eve and early Wednesday morning I was extremely busy and had no time to finish my little reflection…Independence is a fine thing and there is nothing wrong with women having equal rights…Where I see things being out of balance is as follows…Family life has been destroyed across the board…Men no longer have the motivation to marry that was there a few short years before…Motivation to marry was important throughout the centuries to ensure the fabric of society family life remained well preserved and intact…Wars came and went and with wars came bloodshed and families torn apart…A third world war ensued which I call the silent war on all flesh except this war on all flesh was not very silent…In this war on all flesh came music rock music rock concerts lots of drugs sex alcohol n rock n roll…All of these types of activities were hell sent and hell bent on destroying families…The devil is very cunning and the devil is not a very nice fellow…The devil is a male fiend from hell expert in the dark arts of making contracts with lucifer who is the devil look attractive…While many folks who are sober and of sound mind would refuse to sign a blood pact with satan many did sign blood pacts with satan as follows…From the roaring 20’s to this very day waves of music has flooded our planet…Different kinds of music that was hell bent on compromising the senses of humanity you add alcohol and drugs to the mix you have a recipe for disaster…Many a sexual encounter occurred over the years from drug infested or alcohol induced altered realities of men and women lusting after one another at many a dance hall…The devil inserted himself into every human activity and through the powers of suggestion using the powers of speech through music and a song and dance the devil seduced the nations…While many were busy living a party lifestyle industrial schools around the world were full of holy innocent children forcibly removed from their parent’s homes for the crime of being poor for the crime of being a child without a mother or a child without a father…Children were punished these past five hundred years or more for crimes they never committed…While wars raged in many lands children were also being systemically and categorically destroyed…The Native American’s in the USA often speak of the tragic loss of their Tribal identities and destruction of their nations and families done via land acquisitions land that was forcibly taken from them and industrial schools that destroyed their children…The same was done in Ireland and Canada and other parts of the globe…Google search industrial schools and study this…

…Letterfrack one of many Industrial School Nightmares…

In the war on all flesh the devil understood that to destroy mankind he must first set about destroying the scriptural “Cedar’s of Lebanon” [Holy Bible] – A Cedar of Lebanon according to sacred scriptures were the strong families the men and women who got married lived simple holy lives and raised their children…The Cedars of Lebanon were fearless and were not afraid to raise however many children the God of life sent to their marriage unions…Cedar’s of Lebanon lived together often in silent unity in a very full and prayer filled simplicity that is lacking these days…Cedar’s of Lebanon pleased the most high God of life because they reproduced and had families both large and small…No birth control practices were done among these Cedar’s of Lebanon…Cedar is a mystical term and means the tree of life…With the industrial revolution came a more comfortable lifestyle and more office jobs and factory jobs affording women and men more opportunities to leave their homesteads and work to provide for their families…The problem with the industrial revolution is the modern slavery that came with it…Modern slavery looks very different because modern slavery looks attractive…Many today work for years to live in homes they cannot afford and take years many years to pay off in full via modern mortgage loans…Many also accrue mountains of debts via the modernized educational system which is a very complex educational system…This wealthy individual is on to something…According to the media he sold his properties and downsized to a tiny house…Is he a pioneer a modern pioneer??? — I let my readers decide…I believe he is a modern pioneer…

…Sustainable tiny house…

What used to me more simple has become more complex what used to require two years of study often requires four years of study…A good example of this is the Nursing profession…You can still become a registered nurse in two years in certain parts of the world but more often than not a four year nursing degree is now required…I started to add to this blog post at 3:30 am but got interrupted at 4:20 am by my son who cannot sleep for more than three or four hours at a time…This is our normal it is not my son’s fault he is like this…My son had colic when he was an infant then when my son was returned to my care after being in foster care from age 2 to age 3 almost four…My son was damaged by severe trauma done to him by his foster father…I had my suspicions then and reported my suspicions to the authorities including child protective services…Nothing was done…I requested a medical examination to find evidence of abuse and nothing was done…Years later at the age of thirteen my son is having flashbacks and nightmares of his childhood trauma a trauma that I could not protect my son from…Words cannot express my rage words cannot express my anger I am extremely angry over this…I once more reported to the authorities in South Dakota what was done to my son…Now the burden of proof falls on the shoulders of my child a burden of proof that could have been procured years ago but was not procured due to gross neglect and vile misconduct on the part of all authorities involved who refused to listen to me and refused me the medical examination that would have produced evidence…The wife of the foster father is wicked evil horrible because she knew he was doing this and did nothing and turned a blind eye…She is no different than the diabolical wife of Jeffrey Epstein…The wife of that foster father also a military woman is a beast and deserves the same just punishment as her vile perverted husband…Now as I write I wait for corn dogs to be heated up for my son…My son loves corn dogs on occasion and sometimes in the wee hours of the morning instead of a bowl of cereal or pancakes or waffles my son asks for corn dogs…Given how my son suffers this is not asking too much…I have concluded it is not possible to heal from certain childhood traumas…I have also concluded that it does not help to bring up what happened to my son…Instead I simply encourage my son to stay up that when he wakes up from yet another nightmare yet another flashback…To focus on the present moment to remind himself that was then this is now…To press forward with his day and to not allow these bad dreams to ruin his joy…My son is doing much better with this approach and we no longer discuss what happened…While I am full of rage over what was done to my son as a holy innocent toddler…I realize that no amount of torture that I could do to that foster father and his wife would undo the damage done to my son…Also that is how evil works…The evil that was done to my son wants me to do evil in return…That former foster couple resides in a different state far enough away from my son and I…When I think of the nerve of that bitch of a foster mother who stalked me for a time after my son was returned to my care…My blood boils and I am filled with a rage full of adrenaline…I hate her the same as I hate her husband…When I hate I hate with a passion…Through the powers of strong emotions I conjured and sent angry demons after this couple…Whenever my blood is drawn via small accidents which do happen not by any self harm that I do to myself…Under the banner of my sacred blood that drips under the ancient title of Sanguine De Muerdago I cry out to God himself for vengeance and for punishment to befall that wicked couple…I get so angry that I do not feel physical pain I could drive glass or a knife into my body during my Druidic High Priestess Rage and not feel a fucking thing…What preserves me from self harm is this…My son cuts himself my son uses razors to cut himself to release the pressure of his emotional pain…I realize that if I also cut myself I am perpetuating a vicious cycle of self harm…My son will tell you that when he cuts himself he feels little to no pain…That is the power of my son’s rage my son’s out cry a rage that will manifest at the appointed time a rage that will thrash the wicked…My son will one day be a grown man and mark my words this grown man will become an angelic thrasher of the wicked…My son has stopped cutting himself and both my son and I take things a day at a time…My son is receiving the professional help that he needs to learn how to cope with his pain his burden…We also get family therapy family counselling which helps a lot…I am also getting individual therapy which helps me…I can only hope and pray that time will heal my son’s pain and my pain…I also pray and invoke under Druid Rage the blood of my holy innocent son that was shed when he was abused in foster care years ago and the blood that my son shed from his emotional pain…I thank God as I understand God to be that for now my son has stopped cutting himself…I do not believe in self harm I also abhor suicide as a sign of weakness for the weak…I do however believe in the power of rage the power of emotions to manifest and exact justice in the mystical angelic realm…Many do not understand the power of rage…Many also underestimate the power of Druid rage…An angry woman can be worse than ten armies…Many forget this particularly when that angry woman is a Celt and a Druidic High Priestess…A Druid can harness the forces of nature and a Druid is a force to contend with…This is mystical and yes a Druid can exact justice in the mystical angelic realm…A Druid can punish bad intentions and bad deeds and a Druid can reward good intentions and good deeds…A Druid can through the power of emotions invoke and evoke the mystical powers that be both from Heaven above and Hell below…The ancient Druids not the modern Druids full of witchcraft can punish witches for their malice their bad intentions particularly when a black witch purposely tries to harm and destroy a Druid…The Druids were the originators of the original contracts with lucifer…The Druids taught many of the esoteric dark arts found in the book of lies…The Druids were given great knowledge of the esoteric…Part of the test of mankind was this would those in positions of power abuse their power???…There is a Hollywood in the hills of County Wicklow Ireland that is ancient…The Druids invented Hollywood and the secrets of Hollywood are known fully by none other than the Druids of Ireland…Part of mankind’s test was this…Would Hollywood abuse their powers??? — Hollywood has abused their powers to seduce many nations into a lost westernized iconography that is wicked idolatry…The popular show American Idol comes to mind…I enjoy the show American Idol as it showcases incredible talents…The talents showcased are wonderful it is the idea of putting human beings on pedestals to be idolized like Gods that is not good for mankind…When we place one another on pedestals to be idolized we all have much further to fall when we fall than those of us not on vile pedestals…Hollywood in America and Bollywood both failed many a mystical test…The link below describes Hollywood in Ireland…

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hollywood,_County_Wicklow

What many do not know is that Ireland is an ancient sacred Island a mystical place that will belong for all eternity to the Druids no mortal will ever destroy Ireland…God alone can and will destroy Ireland this destruction will happen in the year 2026…A tsunami caused by a volcanic eruption in the canary islands will cause Ireland to be destroyed by a great flood a flood prophesied centuries before…Seven years before the last day Ireland will be submerged by the sea…2033 will be the final judgement because mankind failed the diabolical birth control and abortion tests…The Druids welcomed the Christians in Ireland because the Druids prophesied the coming of Jesus Christ centuries before…The Druids can and will punish these false Christ Christians for their wicked idolatry and birth control practices and abortions…

…The ancient prophecy of the End Time Flood of Ireland…

Ireland was also tested and when Ireland voted in abortion on demand Ireland failed her mystical test…Ireland was one of the last strongholds against abortion on demand Ireland and the Philippines were the last strongholds against abortion…No nation to date has escaped the war on all flesh which I call the silent third world war…The war on the unborn child the war on the woman and her child a war waged against mystical Mary and her mystical children…A war that heaven will not let mankind ever forget a war that has yet to be acknowledged on earth…Billions of children were systemically and categorically destroyed throughout recent centuries culminating in abortion and birth control as the perfection of the dark arts of annihilating whole nations…The third world war is called the annihilation of nations done by vile birth control practices and abortion…The blood of the innocents cries out to the most high God for vengeance and as the Druid blood courses through my veins mark my words vengeance will be had…I have it in me to do murder I have a rage in me that is centuries in the making a rage that when made manifest can do great damage…The only reason I am not in prison for murder is because I have learned how to express my rage in a safe way and also how to harness the esoteric mystical realm to exact justice in God’s time not my time…In my mind the foster parents who harmed my son no longer exist they are dead to me…It does not matter to me whether they live or die they are already dead to me…For my own continued mental health and well being I have commended the justice to be served that beastly couple of the beast who are religious to God himself…Leaving me free to focus on being there for my son who really needs me…My son gets cranky and mouthy and so do I…This morning while serving my son his corn dogs which he enjoys I was cranky…I told my son the following…”Son I am being a cranky bitch right now…Do not take this personally…I love you very much and I am happy to take care of you”…My son smiled his warm smile and nodded that he understands…I told my son that I have also learned to overlook and ignore his lippy mouth when he gets lippy and mouthy with me…When my son is lippy with me I am able to remain calm and push past his smart mouth and let him know that I know he loves me his mum but that he needs an outlet for his rage and that no amount of harsh words will ever change his love for me or my love for my son…This approach seems to help my son who is very good about doing what is asked of him despite being lippy or mouthy at times…By my example my son also understands that I also get lippy and cranky and that I am able to express this without my son feeling like he is the target of my rage or cranky moments…Something I am learning to do is to meditate and to enjoy and savor meal times as a sacred moment to relax…I do give wee talks on YouTube sharing what I am learning to do at age 49…

…Relaxation for myself and many others is a lost art…

…Relaxation is a lost art…

This is funny I had just recorded that wee talk and was trying to upload it but my stupid piece of shit android smart phone would not work properly…I got so fucking angry that I whacked the phone on the counter top…I share this because I have no patience I hate shit technology I get mad that no standards are put in place to ensure that consumers are getting good quality technology instead of piece of shit phones like my stupid android dumb fuck phone…Yes I smashed my fucking phone on the kitchen counter…I was so fucking angry that in the process I whacked my finger and gouged my finger which oddly enough did not hurt…I discovered that due to my rage that was directed at my dumb fuck piece of shit android phone that the adrenaline I experienced in that moment prevented me from feeling pain…I bandaged my bleeding finger it is much better now and I did not break or fracture my finger…My rage came out sideways as I would not normally be that angry at my dumb fuck phone…But I had just poured time and energy into going to the local police station to get something done…I was told to go in person and so I followed the instructions I was given…Only to be told nothing could be done…This is not a legal matter and no person is in trouble…This was something I was instructed to do…I was given bad advice from an officer who was not dressed in her uniform she was wearing a hoodie and stepped outside of her bounds or scope of practice by giving me bad legal advice…She was polite and courteous but not helpful at all…The intake coordinator at the front desk was laughing when I explained what I was instructed to do…These women were not professional or helpful…That could have triggered in me a very angry response…I had to take the fucking bus to get there and the bus does not run after six pm…I was also expecting to attend a meeting for the alumni of the local citizens police academy program that I graduated from…I was told that meeting was cancelled…No one bothered to make the effort to tell me that in advance and I was once more spinning my wheels with a broken police department whose staff do not communicate effectively with each other…I was asked the name of the officer I spoke to which at the time I could not recall as this was a phone conversation…The female officer then berated me as follows stating…”I thought you said you did not want police help.” — “Remember I came to your home and listened to you before.” — This officer then mentioned something out of turn forgetting the pattern that I was describing that had gone on for a year and a half…Both women refused me the necessary paperwork…I was outraged I was fuming…I had just taken the fucking bus to get there to be told this…I was angry…I followed up with a phone call and both women agreed I did not yell and both women did not feel yelled at…Nothing was done then the police wonder why they are hated by many…I do not hate the police but I do not respect when I am told one thing then I go to do that thing only to be told another thing when I go in person…It is not professional it is outrageous and I have better things to do with my time than to pour time and energy into taking steps I am told to take that are not honored when I show up to do what I am told to do…I contacted a woman from the alumni and she agreed to email me if the meeting that was rescheduled changes…When I recently had a family emergency and my son was in the ER I called that woman and other people who said I could call them…Not one of them answered…I told this woman that I had called her at an odd time due to a genuine family emergency she was kind and apologetic…This type of apology always feels fake it feels false and I wonder too as the police departments in America continue to be torn apart and destroyed how much of that destruction is happening from within due to internal conflicts and discord…It is hard to watch and painful to see…That is why military police are the wave of the future of the United States of America…I stand by our men and women in Blue I wish their internal affairs were in better order so that when instructions are given followup can be completed…Now that you know why I was pissed…My rage was not at the police or both women who are simply doing their jobs…I could tell that the advice the officer gave me was from a good place and full of good intent…She pointed out the steps I need to take going forward and I will do as she advised…My rage has to do with bullshit I have had to put up with for some time now…I told that very kind police officer that I do need police help but that I do not always know how to go about obtaining their help…The advice I received was very helpful…The confusing part is I am often told I can take certain steps and when I take those steps I am given a different answer…The burden is on my son to heal himself with professional help and the burden is on me to see to it that my son gets through this difficult time…So when my dumb fuck phone would not work properly I lost it and smashed my fucking phone…I figure tis better to smash my dumb fuck phone than to smash dumb fuck humans who piss me off on a regular basis…By dumb fuck humans I do NOT reference the police department or any decent hardworking individuals who are doing their best to help others…As a thank you for your follows likes and shares enjoy more YouTube stuff…

…………Namaste…………

…Learning to savor small moments helps me…
…Exercise helps me…
…Little Things help me…
…Riding my bike helps me…
…Cold Water helps me…
…Happy New Year Reflection…

…A person’s trash can become another person’s treasure…

…I found this chair by the dumpster & was given permission to take it for my kitty cat…
…Meditation helps me…

…Singing and humor helps me…I don’t have a husband which makes this song ridiculous which is my point…

…Humor helps me…

…Writing blog posts also helps me…

…The Four Agreements helps me…