Bad Habits – A Reflection

Whether we like it or not all of us or most of us have bad habits…My bad habit was gambling I was a terrible gambler…I got permission from one of the local stores to record a tick tok of my triumph over my bad habit of gambling…I was having a bad day and lets face it we all have bad days from time to time…Today was a particularly bad day…Normally on very bad days I would gamble I would feel triggered by the upsetting event and gamble…Triggering events for me are disappointments when I feel let down or disappointed by false promises then I would get a case of the fuck its and go gamble…Anyone in addiction would understand what I say here…Alcoholics would go drinking when triggered and other addicts the same…A number of months ago something shifted inside me…I no longer felt excited when I saw scratch off cards…The feeling of what if excitement was replaced with the reality that these scratch off tickets destroy trees and people’s lives…Sure people win from them but winning is rare meanwhile countless lives and trees are destroyed…Once the scratch off card is scratched the streets are often littered with losing scratch off tickets…My victory today is this…I did not let a disappointment ruin my day and I did not gamble…I will not mention the triggering event the disappointment because it is not worth mentioning…When we mention disappointing experiences we feed that negative energy and we feed the ego or egos of the ones up to no good…I prefer to feed my head with positive things…Happy Holidays one and all and it is my hope that my experiences of strength and hope inspires others in recovery to understand that there is always a silver lining no matter how small…As a thank you for your follows likes and shares enjoy more you tube stuff…

…Gambling makes my bad days worse…I am glad I finally quit my terribly bad habit…

…………Namaste…………

For some folks like Josh Duggar bad habits can land you twenty years or more in prison…

https://www.yahoo.com/news/jury-deliberations-resume-josh-duggar-161316005.html – Justice is served and this pervert belongs in prison and well done to the Federal Judge and the Federal Court System for hauling his sorry ass to prison…U download that filth U do the time…The individuals used for such abuse are innocent and not filth they are beautiful holy innocent flowers destroyed by vile filthy perverts like Josh Duggar…The tragedy is that his whole family suffers and I want Josh Duggar’s family to know that I do not judge or condemn the whole family for choices badly made by one Josh Duggar…As parents we all do our best…I am grateful that in this case justice is finally being served for this individual’s diabolical terribly bad habit…

Honorable Mentions:

I would like to give an Honorable Mention to my oldest brother Michael R who is clean and sober for at least a year now…Drum Roll Please for Michael R…Well done big bro…

I would like to mention my dear friend Lynne who quit her gambling habit as I have and who also works as a Psychic reader and Healer…

I would like to give an honorable mention to my dear friend Heidi H who is a stage four cancer survivor who stopped drinking and stopped her bad habit of opioid pill addiction for many years now…Drum Roll Please for Heidi….Well done spiritual sister…

I would like to give an honorable mention to my dear friend of many years Suzie Z who stopped drinking n drugging among other bad habits and is doing fantastic…

I also include everyone not listed here who are in recovery from bad habits and addictions here in my honorable mentions…Rock on…You got this…

Meanwhile At The Office…I caught the scoundrel who caused me to have a disappointing day…He was hiding at the bank and get this…He was wearing Dunder Mifflin socks I caught him in the act he is in big trouble now…Satire intended on purpoise…Purpose spelled wrong on purpoise…

…I caught the latest Dunder Mifflin Scoundrel hiding at the office…

I also got some Holy Grail Mystical Justice after so many Centuries…

…Holy Grail Justice…

Even The Nutcracker is in Hiding…

…The Nutcracker is in Hiding…

Why is the Nutcracker in Hiding you ask???—I will let the Christmas Gnome tell you why…

…Very Naughty Indeed…

Even my ugly Christmas sweater agrees…These children are very bad…

…My ugly Christmas Sweater Agrees…