Pain – Perception – A Reflection

I thought I would write a reflection on Pain and Perception for a few reasons…The featured image I choose for this reflection is your silly blogger it is a photo that I used a smart phone to manipulate to make it appear as if I have two heads…Concept being that two heads are always better than one…Tis a good thing I do not have two heads in reality…Pain happens to all of us because life is pain life is torture life is gain and life is rain and life is full…How do we live life more fully amidst our painful human condition…As human beings we are all a very frail humanity…Something about me that is true is this…I enjoy excitement and adventure but I cannot handle too much excitement or adventure…If someone or some thing appears too good to be true I tend to shut down and become like a turtle…I retreat into a mystical turtle shell for fear of getting hurt by the what if’s presented to me with no clear or real answers…When I don’t get anything real from a mystical what if scenario I shut down inside I simply turn the outside world off and enter into my own mystical space called the turtle shell…For people like me though I have intelligence I am used to being very small…I enjoy being very small so when someone or something presents itself as brilliant or huge or too big little wee folk like me simply say no way this cannot be true and we retreat…With no real answers provided folks like myself retreat…There is an old saying in Ireland that goes like this…”There’s nothing as queer as folk.” — I would agree wee people who are folk can be queer this kind of queer is a mystical queer and has nothing to do with sexual orientation…I recently injured my right wrist and was experiencing severe pain in my right wrist…With thanksgiving just around the corner I decided to walk slowly to the local pharmacy…I was feeling tired when I walked but I kept going and received reassurance that a scab is forming and that I do not need a doctor at this time…This lifted my spirits as I was genuinely worried about my injury caused by friction from doing the same repetitive motions with my right hand…Feeling relieved I experienced a bounce in my steps on my way home…In fact I was so relieved that the pain did not seem as great as before…I saw a lady with a lovely very large German Shepherd I requested to pet the dog…The dog is only a year old and is already huge…German Shepherds also known as Alsatians are brilliant dogs very intelligent and loyal…I felt so relieved that I did not have an infection I got back home and instead of going inside right away…I simply headed for the pool took off my socks and shoes and jumped into the pool…Now the pain was still very strong in my right wrist but when I got out of the refreshing cold water I felt better more alert…You see the water is cooler this time of year so it is a cool pool jump that I did…I went into the office and chatted with the lovely staff and other neighbors got my Chi latte and headed home…Upon coming home my dog was thrilled to see me as she always is when I return from being gone…I took care of some odds and ends chatted with my son then took a very nice hot shower…While in the shower I envisioned what my dream husband would be like and I decided that my dream husband would be like Jesus Christ…I experienced a fun mystical vision of Jesus Christ looking very handsome tall and dark in a white shirt that made him irresistible to me…Jesus Christ told me that I am beautiful when I am angry and that I am beautiful when I am sad that I am beautiful when I am happy and that he loves all of me moods and all…Jesus told me that he loves me for me because I am not lukewarm I am Mercury and he is Mars…Jesus said forget about Venus I want Mercury and I am Mercury Retrograde madly head over heels in love with you…This was mystical and it was a fun experience…I experienced a mystical dance and Jesus kissed my sore wrist…Jesus told me that he is an exceedingly jealous husband who will punish anyone who thinks they can mess with my head and treat me badly…What is so remarkable is this…After my hot shower and this mystical experience…The pain in my right wrist has lessened there remains some pain as this kind of injury takes time to heal…Jesus Christ told me mystically that hell hath no fury like a woman scorned and that the Jealousy of Jesus is far worse than the Jealousy of all hell…Jesus Christ told me that he is crazier than anyone else on planet earth because Jesus was mad enough to allow himself to be brutally tortured and killed per the deal made between God and the Devil who is Lucifer…No man is a match for Jesus Christ and his kind of Jealousy and madness…Jesus told me the reason the world is so delusional about who Jesus Christ really is – is because of lies and deceit and a mystical web of wormwood spun by none other than Lucifer himself…Jesus Christ said that I am his mystical bride but our mystical unity had to remain hidden from the world until the appointed time…Jesus Christ said that he has been madly in love with his wife throughout these centuries but that his wife had to remain hidden thanks to the stupidity of fallen man who are so gullible and think that Jesus never took a wife…Jesus told me on no uncertain terms that he is my lion and I am his lioness and any one who dares to mess with this union will be destroyed…I was mesmerized by this and floored also by this mystical experience but Jesus has been trying to tell me this for years…But as a stupid Roman Catholic I could not hear Jesus I was deaf to Jesus’s loving words…Jesus took me back throughout the years of my life and reminded me of memories only I could recall…Jesus told me that the reason I never married is because I was promised to Jesus prior to my birth…Jesus understands why I was so lost and confused and forgives me my infidelities with other men who pursued me…Jesus understands I never pursued men…Men pursued me…Jesus is fed up and sick and tired of stupid men hitting on his wife…Jesus told me his is Aslan Mystical King power and I am his Mercurial Queen…Jesus told me that no man will ever demand an abortion or birth control from me for I am a Prince’s daughter whose womb and eggs are sacred…Jesus said that he will punish all who tried to corrupt and destroy me…Jesus said that the devil and his armies are nothing but attention seeking whores who are weak pussy cats compared to Aslan…Jesus said that he has been falsely presented to the world as weak and soft but in truth Jesus is strong and worse than all hell when Aslan Justice falls…Jesus said no mortal man can destroy hell but Jesus Can and Jesus will…Jesus said he is the only man who can withstand severe torture and enter the gates and bowels of hell and return unscathed…Jesus said no man is a match for Aslan…Jesus said his unity with me is sacred and written in the ancient Druidic scrolls not kept on earth but kept in heaven…Jesus said he is full of rage over how I was treated so far in a world gone mad with no empathy care or concern for the Mystical Blue Diamond that is the spouse of Christ himself…Jesus said if these idiots do not stop their stupid games when it comes to me that Jesus will see to it that their house of cards and sand castles built on greed and lust and towers of power are destroyed…Jesus said no man has any business presenting royalty with false love false hope and no future unless this man is willing to emulate Jesus Christ and become the next Jesus Christ Superstar…This is a mystical expressive writing as pure artistic expression nothing more and nothing less…This reflection is not meant to be taken in the literal it is purely mystical so the bat shit crazy roman catholics can take a chill pill and keep their false celibate Christ which is bull shit of the lowest order…They can keep their shit and make room for some realism for a change that Jesus Christ does not dine with horse manure gobshites who abuse their own children who abuse religion by hiding behind the name of God to ruin family life…Jesus Christ wants the world to know that you will not find Jesus in any of the seven churches around the globe for all seven churches destroyed themselves from within and are vile filth full of ungrateful swine with whom the pearl of great price Jesus Christ takes no part…Mystical writing allows a freedom of expression that is much needed in our world gone stark raving mad…Jesus is very handsome and I am pleased that Jesus loves me as his mystical bride his mystical wife…Jesus told me that our union was negotiated centuries before in ancient Ireland among the Druids…Jesus said he could not resist a beauty like mine with dark eyes and pearl skin and Mercury storms through powerful emotions…Jesus said that he lost no time making sure that he would be my fairy prince in a land of elves hidden throughout the sands of time…Jesus said as the centuries passed the wind that shakes and shook the golden barley is none other than the mystical armies of heaven the winds of Mystical Caravanserai…Jesus said that I am his lotus flower and he is my humming bird drawn to my nectar and that his love for me spans the centuries and has never changed…Jesus said that it is mankind who changed for the worse and my role is to teach mankind how to emulate the true Jesus Christ as the man that he once was who loved much and was crazy enough to withstand torture as part of the mystical deal…A song that describes the mysticism behind Caravanserai is a song by Lorena McKennitt…To understand me a woman of God is to understand the mystical songs of Lorena McKennitt…

…Caravanserai…
…The Wind That Shakes The Barley…
…Lorena McKennit…

The tribe of Dan is a mystical tribe never to be destroyed thanks to our mystical unity with Aslan power the power and might of none other than the true Jesus Christ who had a wife…Whose wife remains in mystical unity with her one and only true love…A true love through whom the world was populated with many lovely lilies of the valley…Lilies meaning children…

I would like to write about perception how we must never trust our own understanding of what is real…A good example of perception is a short story about my dog…I was out with my dog this morning and was laying down on the grass or on the lawn shall we say…Looking at the sky…I have always loved to gaze at the sky by lying down…It is a very simple and enjoyable mystical exercise…My dog got upset she would not have it…My dog is a female dog…My dog was indignant this was her precious walking time not silly human staring at sky time…My dog got upset with me and let me know on no uncertain terms she was not going to lie down with me while I stole from her some freedom some walk time…I decided to let my dog off her leash to let her run around for a wee while…Where I rent they have gotten to know both me and the dog and we have an understanding that if my mad dog gets off her leash to just let her be she will run around and come home…My dog did not perceive that I had released her collar…My dog was not aware of this right away…So my dog whose perception for a wee moment was off…Played tug of war with the leash she grabbed the leash with her teeth and pulled…My dog gets like this when she needs to run…I smiled at my dog and said you are a prisoner of your own mind now…I took your collar off but you cannot perceive this yet…At no time does my dog ever bite or attack me…She is feisty and moody like me but not vicious…She is very protective and can be perceived as vicious due to being so protective…My dog pulled at that leash for a while then she stopped…I smiled at her and she looked at me then realized I had set her free to run…My dog smiled because animals have ways of smiling that are non verbal…She took off ran around me for a while came back to me then took off again…I could not get her back on the leash because my dog has a mind of her own…My dog ran outside the gate and I said to my dog…”You go girl run to your hearts content and come home when you are ready”…I went inside and spoke to my son about what happened…My son was upset with me…I said son this dog is a very intelligent dog she has an intelligence that humans do not fully understand…Don’t worry she knows where her home is…I was getting ready to go to the local pharmacy to check on my wound…Just as I opened my door to leave my dog was right there and bounded back inside…I share this story because animals are very intelligent we need to give our pets more credit…My dog does need another shower bath…Never a dull moment…My message to the world is this…Life is beautiful life is simple and we do not need to complicate perfect small simplicity…

…………Namaste…………

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It took my Dog many months to feel comfortable in our home…This dog had a hard life and today for the first time since I have had this dog…She whined like she usually does when she needs a walk to go poo…I ignored her whine this time because she already had a nice long run and I had just walked her…Animals have their own unique intelligence so for my dog whining is her language for telling me she needs a walk…After some time working I went into the living room I saw poo on the blue mat…My dog is so intelligent she really badly had to poo and could not wait and for the first time since we had her she did poo…But she did poo strategically on the blue mat…It was easy to clean up…I grabbed a big black bag and threw the whole mat out…Cleaned up the rest and instead of punishing or yelling at my intelligent pet…I praised her for being so considerate for being so good as to poo on the mat…I told her I am so glad that she finally feels comfortable to go potty when she really has to go if I cannot get to her on time…I have officially bonded with my dog and it is a lovely feeling…Animals are highly intelligent…

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