Life – A Reflection

The featured image I took for this reflection is from a fun trip from Ireland to Nantucket in Cape Cod where we had a lovely time and this for me is a fond fun memory where it appears I am mailing a letter to the faeries. Life should be full of joy and simple pleasures. Sadly many make choices that are bad so as to cause untold pain and misery to themselves and others making life a living hell…Life is a poem authored by Ilia Kramarik and found on page 126 of Ilia’s book of art and prose titled The Future Never Gives Up. Life consists of three stanzas with four lines in the first stanza and two lines in the middle stanza and four lines in the last stanza. In Life Ilia writes…”Here we start from the beginning. From the effort. From start to start.” I leave out the rest of this poem to encourage my readers to purchase your own copy of Ilia’s epic book of art and prose titled The Future Never Gives Up…As I continue to write these reflections I feel like my own life’s journey which is my own personal journey of eternity is reflected in an ancient scroll as if some higher power already knows the events that take place in my life on earth. I say this because I have had many “Deja Vu” moments where I have felt a strong sense that I am meant to be in that place in that exact moment of time and I often get the feeling I have done this thing before. I do believe that we are a social experiment gone horribly wrong. I believe that all life is precious and to value all life not just human life but all life forms. Sadly the word life has been reduced to an opinion so anything goes these days. Murder is legal now in terms of legal abortions in many places and legal annihilation options such as morning after pills and other such contraception devices. Though legal these are tools of satan tools of the expert black magician expert in the dark art of annihilating many nations via pure evil. Birth control in all its ugly forms is black magick I say magick because black magick involves murder dedicated to satan. Legal or not legal murder is murder full stop. The God of life commanded mankind not to kill sadly mankind lies cheats to kill and destroy every second of every hour around the world. I recently met a man at a local educational program I am completing. I do not try to attract men and I do not wear makeup or fuss so I do not understand how in hell or why men find me attractive because I do not try to attract men. I make no effort because I am terrified of men because men have lied through their teeth to me like wolves in sheep’s clothing and how men can do this to women and to others is beyond my understanding. I will never understand men. Men can have sex and demand the woman he screwed with have an abortion or use the morning after pill without blinking an eyelid or batting an eye placing the burden of guilt on the woman for his lust. I would like you to read this short true story titled Plan B.

Plan B

I met a man whose first name is Daniel at a local program. Daniel is very young he is 26 years old and yes he is a grown adult male but still very young. Therefore it never occurred to me for a second that Daniel would find me attractive because I am 49 years old and I already have a teenager and two fur babies. Beside’s I have a small pot belly and I do not wear makeup or fuss. I do not think much of myself at all and I know at this stage of my life I am no bargain. I know I am not a good catch. Which is a relief as this saves me the bother or trouble of thinking for a second that some man would sincerely have any real interest in me as a human being. Daniel was friendly and was kind and so I felt safe with a friendship because he is single I am single and due to his youth I figured it was safe. After all I consider myself an old fart compared to this young man. Daniel however viewed me as a milf – [mother i would like to fuck] – For years I had no idea what milf meant as I was very innocent for many years. Sadly I know what this means now. So Daniel who viewed me in this light though he never said this to me. Said to me that “he wants to marry and settle down that he is ready for a family and that he wants children.” When Daniel said those things to me I listened but did not think it applied to me personally just that Daniel wants to find a wife. I wished him well in his search for a wife. I did reach out to Daniel to ask if he would like to spend time in person visiting doing simple things that friends do whatever that simple inexpensive activity might be. Daniel agreed to meet me and we spent time talking. I do not have a car so Daniel drove and he drove like a bat out of hell like a maniac. He would speed up on the roads in the small area i live in which is not safe. Daniel boasted that he loves to drink and drive and do drugs. Daniel also stated that he has a dark side. I am not a curious person so I asked Daniel to keep his dark side to himself as I had zero interest in any of his dark business. Daniel flirted with me the whole time which was awkward for me. I had to ask Daniel who is Mexican to stop being so flirtations because I am Irish and not into public demonstrations of affection. Besides I needed a friend nothing more and nothing less. Daniel said a lot of things that sounded good and this is what men like Daniel do to women. Men know all the right things to say but all I ever would be to Daniel is a milf. I do get lonely and I did find Daniel attractive after all he is a grown man though much younger still a grown adult man. Daniel made it clear that he found me very attractive. So I consented to sex I made it clear to Daniel that I do not use birth control of any kind because I do not subscribe to the notion that I should punish my sacred body via birth control to please a selfish man. The likely hood of pregnancy would be slim because I was at the end of my monthly period and I am aging I am almost fifty years old. So my ovulation would have already occurred. Daniel was aware of all of this as I made that very clear to him. The next day after our sexual encounter. I got a phone call from Daniel. I did not call him because he works and what little I understand about men is you never call them at work in fact I would drop dead before I would ever call a man at work. I would rather drop dead. Men get very angry with women who call them at work. I never do it. Daniel called me and interrupted my busy day. My son was doing his home school work I had just walked my dog and taken care of my cat litter. I was cooking and I was also taking calls in between for my part time job that I work from home. I am extremely busy something others like to forget. So Daniel called me interrupting my day I told Daniel this was an interruption I was working. Daniel did not care or respect the fact that his phone call was interrupting my busy day. Daniel was anxious to talk about some things. Daniel sounded very angry and Daniel insisted that I look up Plan B. I had no idea what the hell Plan B was so I looked it up and Daniel tried to demand that I take the Plan B morning after pill. I was incensed because while the chances of an actual pregnancy are very slim. Daniel had the nerve to demand that I take a poison pill to destroy my embryo to destroy the first sign of human life in my sacred womb. This pissed me off. So I told Daniel to go fuck himself and to get himself castrated since he does not want children and also to take the Plan B poison pill himself and see how he feels afterwards. I wonder if angry women have ever secretly given hateful despicable men like Daniel morning after pills as vengeance for being so fucking selfish self centered and downright emotionally abusive. It is emotional abuse to do this to women to say shit you do not mean. Daniel did not mean a word all Daniel wanted was sex. I did not mind that he wanted sex after all sex is nice and it was the best sex I ever had in my stupid fucked up life. The sex was hot it was great. The Plan B phone call incensed me. That pissed me off. So I did reach out to the local program and informed them of this sexual encounter for the purpose of establishing my position which is very clear. No Plan B for me and no further contact with Daniel. That Daniel is to be told on no uncertain terms that he crossed the wrong milf this time. I blocked his phone number and I am done with the beast that is Daniel. Men like Daniel think that women like me are desperate and I am not desperate while that was good sex. I have much more fun masturbating. I am expert at masturbating using my fuck finger I have a great time I climax every time better than any man ever could do for me. No man has ever satisfied me the way I can satisfy myself through masturbation. I could teach classes on erotic masturbation and make many women happy without stupid men or other stupid women. You can masturbate alone and have a jolly good time. For the record I am straight I like men not women men but I hate lying sacks of shit who try to manipulate women like me into bed then demand that I pop a poison Plan B pill. To Daniel I say this you were a better fuck than Mike whom I fucked before you who was terrible at sex and had no idea how to please a woman. For the record I fucked a lot of men who lied to me and led me to believe they were serious about me and I fell for their bullshit more than twenty times. Yes I fucked a lot of men. I have always been an aspiring alcoholic and slut and now I am a milf. Except I also choose whom I fuck and no man tells me what to do with my body my sacred womb and certainly not my ovum and future embryo’s. You want my vagina you want to play with my pussy then I will birth the consequence of that play. I have always been up front about my hatred of vile birth control. I admit when it comes to men I am stupid. So I view men as fuck toys nothing more nothing less they want to fuck I will fuck or not depending on the situation. No man tells me what to do with my body. A man wants a piece of my Irish ass then I birth whatever comes of that. I am fruitful and will multiply. I wrote a song titled Plan B to share with the world exactly what I think of men like Daniel and Plan B. To all the women on birth control and married to men of the beast in all seven churches you are cheap whores and your wombs are tombs. Do not judge my vagina or pussy because when you do that judgement returns to you three fold. After all I do not pursue men but for some odd reason men pursue me. I have no problem attracting men who want sex. Which pisses me off since I do not look for that. Sure I joke and flirt a little but I am not out there trying to attract men. Daniel says he thinks I am “flammable hot”. That’s right Daniel and when you light my fire and piss me off you burn burn burn. Mystically speaking not literally. I have no more deep thoughts except to say I am sexually satisfied for now but royally pissed at selfish Daniel whose Plan B he can shove up his ass or swallow. What pissed me off about Daniel is he insisted he was ready for a real woman in his life. He is so full of shit it is coming out of every hole in his hot sexy body. Daniel is hot and sexy so am I and I prefer to be alone and masturbate than wait for stupid men like Daniel to grow up and man up. Seriously I am not much and certainly not the most attractive female on planet earth. Daniel says he is attracted to my energy. Men are weird stay the fuck out of my vagina or you will burn for lying and deceiving me into believing you want something real with me. Many men are fucking pigs who play with their dicks like dick heads. What Daniel did to me was lie that he had his own place but then he came clean and claims that he lives with his married brother. Then Daniel lied through his Mexican teeth to get into my vagina. Then Daniel demanded that I take a poison morning after pill. That is abuse it is emotional abuse and manipulation from hell itself. Notice that in my Plan B songs I mock Daniel’s god who is lucifer himself. After all what Daniel did to me was hate pure hate. Daniel hated me first so now I hate him worse. It is hate to lie to women to get them into bed. Mike hated me too I do not hate Mike worse though because Mike was man enough to admit his faults and Mike did his level best to be upfront with me something Daniel failed to do. I made peace with Mike and wish Mike well. Daniel can burn in hell for his demand that I take a Plan B pill. Mike never demanded this of me. Though both men are terrified of real women like me and of the progeny that could be conceived. Men too terrified of real relationships sabotage and destroy many women through their self hatred that transfers to others in their lives. To all my hyper religious false friends especially roman catholics I boned two men who pursued me. Do not preach to me about my vagina after all so many of you are birth control horse manure cheap whores who boast about how wonderful you are. Meanwhile your priests get women like me pregnant or get married women pregnant then hide behind religion and abuse the word of God. Ya’ll can burn in hell as far as I am concerned N I will bone whomever I like. To men who want to bone me know this I hate birth control and will birth whatever is conceived. I am fruitful and I multiply darlings. I will multiply a man’s seed and I will also multiply his toil and trouble his reward for crossing me. For all I know Daniel could have a wife at home I have no fucking idea. If that is the case do not blame me for the men who chase and pursue me. Men do not tell women the truth so how the fuck are we supposed to know??? The next married whore who accuses me of going after their husband will burn for her bullshit. I never claim to be something I am not and I certainly do not claim to be holy something many roman catholics love to claim is that they are holy. Ha ha tell that to your boss lucifer to whom you serve after all roman catholic precepts are the same as the satanic precepts. To understand this study the link I provide in this post below Plan B…

…Plan B Playlist…

1. Satan represents Indulgence, not abstience. – The roman catholic cult sold indulgences like candy.

2. Satan personifies the essence of life instead of unrealizable spiritual dreams – Confession is a dream not reality.

3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self deception. – All seven churches are full of narcissistic hypocrites.

4. Satan represents mercy for those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on flatterers. – Self explanatory or is it?

5. Satan represents revenge, and does not turn the other cheek after a blow. – All seven churches have earned lucifer’s revenge so that now lucifer can and will collect what is his a terrible debt.

6. Satan represents responsibility to those in charge instead of being involved with spiritual vampires. – Spiritual Vampires are hypocritical narcissists who fill all seven churches and who fill two thirds of humanity.

7. Satan presents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often even worse than those who walk on four legs; an animal that due to it’s divine, spiritual and intellectual development has become the most dangerous of all animals!

8. Satan personifies all so-called sin because they lead to physical mental and emotional satisfaction!

9. Satan has been the best friend of all seven churches at all times, supporting their business all these years.

My source is the link I provide above this text which I embellish a little. For effect and you can thank lucifer for this.

I have no beef with lucifer who is the devil I do have a beef with lucifer’s son’s and daughter’s who have it coming to them for crossing a Druidic High Priestess. A Druidic High Priestess is the Mystical Big Sister to the devil who is lucifer. A Druidic High Priestess is protective of all life and nature and calls her younger brother the accuser to task to clean up his mess by commanding the devil himself to collect his terrible debts and to leave the Druids alone. I leave it to you my readers to research the ancient Druids not the modern Druids who lowered themselves by sacrificing to their little brother who is lucifer. Ancient Druids control the underworld and call the fallen angels and all demons and lucifer himself to task.

Now that it is Halloween Happy Samhain according to the ancient Druidic Samhain not the modern Samahain that lowered them selves to luciferian sacrificial rituals. Enjoy my Halloween Playlist…

…Halloween Fun Playlist…

Naturally I must speak for my Vagina which I so do here:

…I speak for my Vagina…

Enjoy my ridiculous Vaginal Universe Playlist Here:

…Vaginal Universe Playlist…

My lasted sacred song done in the spirit of my ancient Druidic Heritage as I consider myself an Druidic High Priestess not to be confused with the modern Druids who sacrifice to their little brother who is the devil…

…Oro Se…This Druidic High Priestess Sings Thus…

When Life Happens I get inspired to express my emotions via singing. My latest songs titled MAD are inspired by one of my favorite artist’s Halsey’s song titled You Should Be Sad…

Check out Halsey’s epic song here: – I leave the epic videos to the experts like Halsey who rocks our world…

…Halsey – You Should Be Sad…

I come along and sing MAD – Thank you Halsey for inspiring me…

…My MAD Playlist…

…………Namaste…………