Kite – A Reflection

Kite is a short poem written by Ilia Kramarik and found on page 102 of Ilia’s epic book of art and prose titled The Future Never Gives Up…This short poem consists of three lines…I will quote the first line because with the first line you can invite others to add their creative process to it as follows…The poem opens with “I let go of my kite”…Ilia goes on to describe what happens when he let go of his kite…To know what happens to Ilia’s kite in his poem you will have to purchase his book titled The Future Never Gives Up…I am a huge fan of the comic Charley Brown and when Charley Brown loses his kite his kite often gets caught in the “kite eating tree”…The first time I ever flew a kite by myself was as a grown adult during my time in South Dakota…I enjoyed the experience as it was lots of fun to watch the wind pick up my kite and take off with it…I took my son out many times to fly a kite…He enjoyed it too I thoroughly enjoyed it…So when some negative person tells you to “go fly a kite”…Simply smile at them and say thank you that sounds like a good idea I will do exactly as you say and go fly a kite…It is more fun to fly a kite than spend time with nasty negative people…The comic strip Charlie Brown does a good job of showcasing ways girls can bully boys such as when the ball is constantly taken away before one of the characters can kick the ball…The scene goes like this the football is placed in front of the Charlie Brown character by a mean little girl who proceeds to take the ball away before Charlie can kick the ball…When describing nasty people it can be fun at times to not only tell them how nasty they are but remind them too how very Charlie Brown of them…You can say it is very Charlie Brown of you to act that way…This may not make sense to many especially if you have not read the Charlie Brown comic strips…I read Charlie Brown comic strips for years…I enjoy this comic strip especially when the girl is in the booth charging pennies for therapy…That scene is funny too…I love the dog in Charlie Brown also the dog is one of my favorite characters in that comic strip…I lost one of my kites to a kite eating tree one time and it was terrible I could not rescue my kite because it wrapped itself around the tree thanks to the wind and the tree and because it was so very high up that kite was lost forever…The featured image I choose for this reflection is a photo I created from a photograph of a tree and a selfie that I incorporated into the photo to make it look like I am floating in the air by the tree…Photography is fun and I simply use my smart phone for everything I do…I am not the best at what I do but I enjoy what I do as a hobby…Hobbies are helpful and for some flying a kite is a hobby and you can spend a lot of money on a kite…Life can be like a comedy in many respects particularly when people behave in odd ways…I have a short story I would like to share about an odd experience I had…I have had more than my fair share of odd experiences and I am not sure why it is that I meet people like this or attract these kinds of people…I have had nasty people yell and cuss at me for no reason at all…Before I share my short story I will share about an harassing experience I have been dealing with for months on end and there does not seem to be a light at the end of this dark tunnel…I pray for this person because I feel sorry for her because she is lost in a prison of her own mind…I do not engage this person at all but this person refuses to stop her nasty behavior..Where I live a neighbor of mine who lives in a building near my building seems to enjoy calling me names and cussing at me including threatening to beat me up…She is a young woman in her early 20’s who has no respect for herself or anyone else and certainly no respect for adults like me either…She is a bully and seems to enjoy bullying people and she thinks that cussing and yelling and verbal threats will scare her targets…I am not the only person she has targeted for bullying she is a bully and very nasty…Women can be very nasty I would know because I have dealt with nasty women over the years…I have a son in school and I tell my son the same thing I write about here…The bully has already lost the battle they are already out of control and are not doing a good job of controlling their anger and angry emotions…The bully wants to get a rise out of their targets so they will do all they can to get a rise out of you so as to destroy your peace…The bully will not rest until they do harm this is what bullies and bully types are like…They are like bulls except worse than bulls because bulls will only charge when bulls feel under threat…Bullies stalk you and use their friends to stalk you by having their network of friends watch you come and go and then through their friends who often hide in the background the bully is told when their target is out and about and so the bully surfaces…This enables the bully to continue to bully others…With this nasty neighbor she can tell when I am recording and when I am not recording and has no problem calling me names like “stupid fucking bitch” and making threatening statements such as “I will knock the shit out of her”…All of this is with the purpose of getting a rise out of me to upset me and to scare me…I have had other nasty neighbors do underhanded things in a vile effort to drive me out of my home…How I handle these bully types is I simply record everything and I do not engage them…Nasty people take sick pleasure out of ruining other people’s lives because these types of people are miserable themselves and do not know how to be happy…Bullies take sick pleasure out of harming others and so how bullies operate is this…The abuse starts with verbal abuse then often escalates into violence and bullies are often notorious for targeting others for abuse via social media…Bullies will twist anything you say so the thing to do is not say a word…Simply record them…I found a way to record all the time…I record all the time now so that it does not matter if I am on the phone when I am out and about…I record everything…The police have to do the same the police have to wear body cameras and the police are recorded by others all the time too…I pray for our police because their job is not an easy job…Sadly due to media frenzies hell bent on instilling fear among the human race using skin color as an excuse to fear our neighbors — stupid race wars exist and that is all thanks to ridiculous media frenzies which also seeks to destroy trust in our police force…The police force needs work and needs to remove among their ranks the men and women who hate others due to their skin color…We are all human beings we are all part of the same race the human being race…These race wars are stupid and stupid people feed race wars because too many cannot see the forest for the trees neither can they grasp the concept that we are all the same species and race known as the human race…The world is full of too many stupid people who are not capable of understanding basic concepts or ideas…I have experienced this many times angry glares from black women for the crime of being white…These women never met me before in their lives but they will glare at me because my skin is white…That is stupid and demonic and pure evil…It is demonic to hate a person because their skin is white or black…I have seen the demonic operate through people and I can tell what demon is operating through them…In the race wars when you are glared at for your skin color that demon is the demon of war…There is a hierarchy of demons from hell and since hell has been summoned upon earth for centuries now with many an unwary idiot conjuring demons into themselves via bad choices…Human beings become what they feed themselves…A steady diet of unhealthy food will make you unhealthy and prone to disease as well as weight gain…A steady diet of unhealthy choices that feed anger and negative feelings often changes the human being into a demonic fiend more like hell than heaven…Thoughts are often presented by the demonic realm often suggestive and negative in nature with the vile goal of destroying the peace of the one targeted by demons…Read the book the Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis this book which is satire gives you a good idea of how the demons work and manifest themselves in their targets…The most powerful demons who lead legions of demons from hell hide themselves and do their wicked deeds in the dark…When you encounter the demonic in an individual person that demonic manifestation is from the lower ranks in the demonic hierarchy…It is not healthy or good to focus on the demonic but it is wise to have knowledge of the demonic and ways demons hide then manifest themselves…The reason exorcists often fail to fully exorcise victims of demonic obsession and possession is because consent of the will was given by their lineage and by the victim and when consent of the will is given God honors free will…God allows the demonic realm to torment those who consent to the demonic…Also in order for an exorcism to be successful you better know the legion of demons with whom you must contend and address their king in the name of God…If the victim of demonic obsession and or possession cannot be humble and humble themselves before God…God will not relieve the proud of their demonic pride…God spits the proud out of his mouth just as God spits the lukewarm false Christ and false Mary idolaters out of his mouth…God alone decides whether or not to relieve the possessed of their demons…No human being can ever exorcise another human creature without the help of God…Demonic possessions are on the rise around the world and Italy is experiencing an alarming increase in demonic possessions among their children in their school system…Why do I speak about the demonic because bullies who bully others are often obsessed by demons or possessed by demons…Many who suffer from mental illness exhibit demonic manifestations and no amount of medication can exorcise the demonic out of those with mental illness which often occurs thanks in large part to demonic manifestations…I am not a professional so I defer to the professionals who study and understand mental illness…Demons hide behind mental illness such as anxiety and other such manifestations to justify bad behavior through their victims towards others targeted by the ones controlled by demons…Many of us myself included can have mental illness but not be troubled by the demonic…In my own experiences of dealing with my own pride issues…Every time I acknowledge my pride before God every time I thank God for allowing me to be humbled via my own life experiences I am blessed and given the strength often in the form of new strength to cope…Medications help in dealing with mental trouble but medications can only do so much it is up to the individual to seek help to maintain their own well being to pay attention to advice given do what we are told to do to stay well and avoid the demonic…In my own life I had to deal with anger and pride and when my pride and anger raise their ugly heads I ask God to humble me and to help me…God helps me in ways that I could not imagine…I am not placed on a pedestal to be admired or loved…Rather God humbles me and I often go through painful humbling experiences…I do come out the other side better and stronger for it having learned valuable lessons along the way…I pray for my nasty neighbor who refuses to stop being nasty…I pray for her because it would be easy for me to fall prey to the temptation to hate her…Sure I could hate her hating others is easy…However, I see a young woman in her early 20’s who is very bright very intelligent and if she used her intelligence for good she could build an empire…I see potential in this young woman…Sadly she uses her intelligence to do self destructive things which at the end of the day reflects back to her…She is mentally ill and needs help and it is my hope that she will do as I have done and seek help…Mental illness is nothing to be ashamed of and does not need to be demonized…I hope that all who read this will join me in my prayers for this bright young neighbor whose energy would be better served if she would get the help she needs get her life back on track further her college studies and set the world on fire as only she can using her intelligence…Sure I could internalize this angry woman’s glares and verbal abuse and start to believe the negative things she shouts at me…I refuse to do this because I feel sorry for her…She is a sad case some might say a hopeless case…If I could help her I would help her…The best that I can do for her is to ignore her verbal abuse and record everything as much as possible for the record and avoid her…Avoiding her is not always easy or possible because we are neighbors…The moment I open my mouth to respond to her verbal attacks I have lost because she will twist anything I say…So I ignore her do not engage her and record as much as possible…This neighbor has bullied other residents I am not the only one affected by her bizarre angry outbursts…Fear is a tool used by the devil and his demons to instill compliance from targets of satanic activities…God does not give his people a spirit of fear…When addressing the devil and his legions from hell always do so in the name of God and the true Jesus Christ…One must be very careful when addressing the devil because there are many false Christ’s in our midst and the devil laughs when we try to address him in the name of one of his own false Christ’s and false Mary’s and false disciples…The demons will present as faithful followers of Christ and tis only by their fruits shall you know them…To determine if a person is truly Christian look at their fruits…If they are married is their marriage bed holy? Did they beget however many children God wanted them to have from their marriage bed? Or did they purposely limit the births of their own children via contraception which is demonic or natural birth control which is not natural or any other means including abortion…Couples who get sterilized so as to avoid the bother of children are ungodly unholy false Christ and false Mary and false disciple idolaters…Ones like this are rampant around the globe and they are energy vampires…They drain your energy by demanding your sympathy for their abortions and birth control…I see it all the time and have witnessed many women who are wives and mothers tell me of their abortions and birth control histories demanding my sympathy…Women like this are proud and too full of themselves to know the true God…Roman catholics are the worst as most of these are hypocritical and two faced…You cannot correct the proud roman catholic because correction is lost on ones like these and the true God has already spit them out of his mouth…Many seek God but do not find God because they settle along the way for a false God of their own understanding a false God that caters to their needs and understanding…Many go to church and seek a cafeteria style God and they piece meal God…Many treat Jesus like he is a glass of milk and many act like they are doing God a favor…An example of this is a woman I met years ago named Jolene…Jolene told me she used contraception to limit the births of her own children while living with her partner of many years…Jolene is very proud I would know because I dealt with this awful woman for many years…Jolene spends a lot of money keeping up her appearance and prides herself on her beauty and her ability to attract a handsome partner…Her partner who is handsome is proud like Jolene and he prides himself on his appearance and his ability to attract his lovely wife…Jolene is lovely in appearance…This is a handsome couple and they seem very happy together…Jolene boasts that she did God a favor by getting married in her cult like church the roman catholic church…In fact Jolene did such a great job of boasting one of her friends an older woman with whom I maintain some contact projected Jolene’s boasting by boasting once more that Jolene who has lived with her partner for many years and who is already legally married for that reason…Got married in the roman catholic church…The only reason the roman catholic church has power and control over so many is because village idiots like Jolene spend large sums of money and time to gain approval by getting married in that church which is ridiculous because Jolene is already legally married…In her diabolical demonic pride Jolene acts like she is doing God a favor by getting married in her cult like church forgetting that God spit her out of his mouth long ago the day she choose to limit the births of her own children…God is silent in the face of these idiots who think that consuming a stupid wafer that they call Jesus Christ’s body and drinking wine that they call Christ’s blood which is in fact a form of witchcraft with voodoo qualities to it which are not good qualities as voodoo is pure evil…That by going to a brick and mortar building consuming a wafer and drinking wine and listening to proud priests on pedestals many of whom are either womanizers or gay or worse yet pedophiles…These idiots think that by putting their trust their faith in a stupid building a stupid wafer other stupid people on pedestals that this will attain them heaven particularly when they follow stupid rules that cost money and time and resources such as a wedding in that silly building…Tis bad theater a bad show and life is very much like a theater or show…The roman catholic church is very much a narcissistic cult…Many of its members are narcissistic and become angry when you correct them because due to their narcissistic traits which is diabolical pride correction is lost on them…When God sees his creatures act like they are doing him a favor God spits them out of his mouth letting the word of God his holy word convict the proud and conceited whom God scatters…I have been told that I can read hearts particularly by ones whom I have corrected over the years for what was from their hearts was not good for them or others…I can tell you that the ones who come to me to tell me they are on contraception seeking comfort and approval become angry with a demonic rage when I correct them and tell them contraception is not good for you for many reasons…A woman named Maggie is a woman who told me years ago that she decided to take the pill to regulate her periods…I corrected her for this and told her that was not a good choice …Ever since the day she told me that she has hated me with a vile demonic hatred and gas lighted me via bad mouthed me every chance she got so much so that my brother who lives with this woman and takes care of her day in and day out as she is wheel chair bound no longer speaks to me…Maggie went to Lourdes France seeking a cure for her debilitating illness that has rendered her a cripple in a wheel chair…Maggie returned from France angry and bitter because she hates God with a demonic hatred and expressed that she was angry with God for not meeting her demand to be healed…Maggie spat in the face of God the day she went on contraception to regulate her period…Maggie was filled with demonic hatred of God ever since that day…Maggie prays to God whom she has cafeteria styled to suit her decision to use contraception for years and is angry that she was not healed…Maggie is proud and God cannot heal the proud…Pride is diabolical in nature and the only way God can heal is when God heals the humble…The proud cannot be healed for their pride prevents God from healing them…Tis their pride that drove God out of their lives in the first place…I am glad Maggie has my brother to take care of her because she needs 24/7 care…Maggie in her diabolical pride and through demonic contraception lost her way to God and forced God to spit her out of his mouth via his holy word by leaving Maggie and others like her to her own devices…God’s indifference to the proud and conceited via silence and leaving the lost to their own devices is the worst form of punishment because the blind are leading the blind straight to hell fire…When you try to correct the proud and conceited they become angry with diabolical demonic rage and while they can often control their emotions avoiding outbursts their rage manifests in other ways…Such as the silent treatment and verbal abuse said in a calm tone of voice which often includes accusations and gas lighting done behind your back…Gas lighting is a term used to describe the narcissist who bad mouths you behind your back…Now that I said all of this not everyone who has illness be it mental illness or other illness are affected by the demonic…However, the demonic realm controls many today due to choices badly made that has opened many a door to the demonic…A friend of mine told me about her husband who passed away about how he had to deal with a demon in his life…While telling me this I received a vision of what that man experienced when the demon manifested itself…I described this to her and she said my description gave her chills because I described his face and the overshadowing and his eyes in detail which is exactly what happened the moment the demon manifested itself…You can tell from a person’s face and eyes and demeanor if the demonic is present their eyes will move quickly from side to side and glaze over and sometimes change in color…God alone commands the demons God alone controls these demons tis pride that opens many a door to the demonic realm…Heaven help us all…Now time for a short story…

Meet Mr. M not Mr. Big Mr. M.

Mr. M is a big man he is tall and strong and average looking not ugly not handsome average…Mr. M boasts incessantly about how smart he is in fact he looses no time in telling people like me how smart he is…This makes me wonder how smart he truly is because when I have met highly intelligent people they do not boast about their intelligence they are silent and the only way I found out that some of the people I encountered went to Oxford or Harvard and or Yale or other top schools was through the voices of others who boasted about their accomplishments or through background checks…Intelligent people do not boast about their intelligence…Is Mr. M dumb then? No he is very smart I agree that he is very bright and very smart…He runs a successful business though he has not figured out how to collaborate with others so as to grow his business into something greater…Mr. D a man I met in Ireland has more intelligence than Mr. M because Mr. D has figured out how to partner with another man to grow his successful business into something greater…I never boast about being smart though I am told I have some intelligence I do not boast at all because I do not know how to collaborate with others either…Collaboration is a skill a skill I would love to learn how to use and build upon…When I met Mr. M a year ago he wanted to spend time with me…He is american so he asked to “hang out with me”…My first impression was this…I thought Mr. M was crazy a whack job nuts and that all he wanted to do was raid my fridge and use me for sex…Mr. M gave me a very bad impression of himself because he went about letting me know he had some interest in me the wrong way…Time passed but a year ago I did give him a scathing business review warning others not to discuss personal things with Mr. M…About a year later while going through a struggle of my own I reached out to Mr. M to request his business service…I was not sure if he would take my phone call after all the review I left was scathing…To his credit Mr. M was polite and stated that he had tried calling me over the past year but because I had changed my phone number he could not call me…Changing my phone number worked then and served the purpose of avoiding phone calls from Mr. M…Mr. M offered to provide a one time free service if I would be so kind as to pull my scathing review…Mr. M stated that my review “tore him up inside” whatever that means and stated that he is a good guy…I had no idea that my review had such an effect on Mr. M so I agreed and pulled my review…After all a year had passed and I was no longer pissed off with him…I received the free service and continued to use his service…Mr. M found a way to let me know he was still interested in me which surprised me because I figured he had zero interest in me…I was vulnerable then and Mr. M lost no time in saying to me “look at how vulnerable you are right now”…I realized that due to being vulnerable I allowed Mr. M to take advantage of my vulnerable state…I was hurt by this and cried for three days…I then gave Mr. M another scathing review because I was pissed…After I calmed down I decided to pull that review because I concluded that I allowed Mr. M to take advantage of my vulnerable state and so I must own this and deal with it…I proceeded to deal with Mr. M I did apologize to him for my part in that mess he forgave me and also to his credit apologized to me…I learned more about myself through my dealings with Mr. M…Mr. M would continue to express interest in me but would limit ways he wanted me to communicate…I was told no more texting because Mr. M said I would abuse the texting privilege…I can see his point because I told Mr. M he was not good at some things and how I felt about how he treated me via text and voice mail…So I stopped texting and besides I do not like texting as a general rule unless it is to confirm an appointment…One day while using Mr. M’s service which is a very dependable service he held my hand…I thought about that for a moment I allowed him to hold my hand because I did like him for a time…Ever since that moment I make sure I have something in my hands at all times because I hate playing games I hate pretending like something is there when in truth there is nothing there…Mr. M made it clear that he does not need me and there is nothing that I can do for him that he needs or wants…Fair enough an example of this is when I once offered to fix him a meal to be nice and he mentioned that meal fixing is arsenal that women use to control men…I’ll be darned I have no clue how to control men and I knew in that moment that Mr. M is very damaged…Mr. M would bring up his divorce his previous relationships and boast that he was in relationships before then describe ways he was hurt…Mr. M lives in his past…When I would reply or ask a question Mr. M would become upset and state that “he does not want to sit there and talk about his divorce a divorce he brought up in the first place.” Realizing that there is nothing I can do or say that would be right to Mr. M I stopped communicating with him…I would simply use his dependable service avoid hand contact or any kind of contact and not say much…Every time I tried to say something Mr. M would complain…One day Mr. M told my son that he felt sorry for my son that he has me for his mother…My son told me this…Mr. M said this the same day Mr. M told me that he thought that I am a good mother…What the hell?…I know I am not the brightest tool in the shed and I know too that I am not very attractive or much at the end of the day…I know I cannot fix Mr. M I cannot change him or do a thing to get him to change how he has treated me…The only person I can change is myself…Most recently I used Mr. M’s service and I followed his instructions because Mr. M is difficult to deal with…I cannot text him so I do not text him…Mr. M instructed me not to call him that he would call me to see when I was ready…I followed his instructions and did not call him…When he did call me I was not ready I was getting something done…Mr. M became upset and angry that I did not call him…What the hell?…I reminded Mr. M that he told me not to call him so I was simply following his instructions…Mr. M went into a whole diatribe and I had to listen to this grown man piss and moan about the fact that I did not call him…What the hell?…This man is whacked he is nuts out of his damn mind…I do not know what planet he is from or what his problem is and I do not care…I agreed to call him when I was ready as per the original agreement…When I did call him when I was finally ready Mr. M flirted with me a little and acts like he has interest in me…I did call Mr. M another time later that day to ask if I could tell him something…Mr. M told me not to call him unless I need his service…Fair enough so I gave Mr. M a taste of his own medicine…I called Mr. M to say that I need his service so that I can give him something nice for his birthday…That made him laugh…I called the next day and did the same silly thing…I told Mr. M that I need his dependable service so that I could be nice to him for his birthday…I said I was half serious half joking and wished him a good day…I do not understand Mr. M and I will likely never understand that man…I do not call him or text him unless I need his service which is a dependable service…This is at his request so I follow this…Why in hell would he act like he has some interest in me then?…I concluded that Mr. M hates me he does not like me at all except to mess around and joke and act stupid and play stupid games…Mr. M would use me if I allow it and Mr. M would take advantage of me too if I allow that…Mr. M shuts people out of his life then complains that he has no one…Mr. M complains about his family people in his life who he is very good to but who do not appreciate him…He complains that no one will do anything special for his birthday…I offered to be nice to him for his birthday but he does not need or want anything nice from me…In fact when I mentioned that I would like to be nice to him for his birthday he became angry and stated that he is working on his birthday and prefers to spend time with his family members…There you go with men like Mr. M I cannot win I have nothing to offer him…I lost interest in this man very fast because he hates my guts and would only use me if I allowed it…I believe that Mr. M hates women he is angry with women and why on earth he would bother with me in the first place is beyond my comprehension…He is six years younger than me and can find someone his age or younger who is far more attractive and who would suit him better…Mr. M suits himself anyway and does not go out of his way to make a woman like me feel good about his attention or interest…In fact Mr. M stated that he is “not picky” about the women he chooses and that he has no standards…Except that the woman must be single like him…Women need to feel special and loved by the men in their lives and when men fail in this task then women kick these men to the curb…Who wants to bother with a rude man who complains all the time and when you try to communicate with him he shuts you out and complains about anything you say to him…Who needs that?…I am better off alone…How I deal with Mr. M going forward is very simple…I use his service full stop…I keep stuff in my hands so he cannot hold my hand because that is a liberty that man can no longer take with me…Mr. M likes to take liberties and he can find someone else for that…I do not say much to him at all because I realize Mr. M has no interest in anything I have to say and has made his position clear…He is on the take and will take what he can get from me be it the liberty of holding hands or flirting with no real substance behind the flirting…Sure he can be nice at times and he has given me his service at a discount which I appreciate…I have thanked Mr. M for those discounts…My thanks ought to be good enough and I do not owe that man any liberties such as holding hands or flirtations…Women call my psychic line describing men similar to Mr. M who drive these women bat shit crazy…Perhaps my experience with Mr. M was to teach me how to continue to set healthy boundaries for myself and to continue to help my callers all of whom I appreciate since I too have had crazy experiences…Is Mr. M crazy?…Perhaps a little crazy but if we are honest most of us are crazy these days…I can be crazy too…Our world is bat shit crazy the laws are nuts all together limiting the scope of justice at every turn…I say if you can’t beat em join em just do not join the dark side…Women like myself are often conditioned through years of movies and television shows to dream up the prefect man and as such to live in a dream world…Through this conditioning I could be tempted to falsely believe that a man like Mr. M actually likes me or gives a shit about me when in reality the only person Mr. M cares about is himself and his needs full stop…Acceptance of reality is healthy and good for us because the truth sets us free…I do not have to hold onto the false hope that Mr. M would somehow magically change and ask me out on a date or out to dinner…I do not have to allow years of conditioning to control me…I am my own person I am whole and I know I am not much and that is fine…I do not need a man like Mr. M to complete me…Sure I could be angry with Mr. M and call him a selfish jerk…But why bother?…That just gives Mr. M space in my head…I tell my callers what I write here…If a man is not making time for you if he is not calling you or texting you or responding to your out reach then he is not into you and you should let him go because he has let you go long before you let him go…I told Mr. M that he is a free man and I mean it he is a free man…I am also a free woman and I do not concern myself with men like Mr. M…I will continue to use his dependable service which is a fine service and wish him a happy birthday which is good enough…I have nothing more to offer that man and besides he has made it clear he has no need for anything from me…Women often get lost in their thoughts about men like Mr. M and spend ages wondering and second guessing themselves…Then many women call psychic lines looking for words to confirm that such a man likes them…It is sad and pathetic how men and women are conditioned to act…Many today do not act right…What I have learned from my experiences is this…I have zero control over how others act the only person I can control is myself…There is a cottage industry of programs that are sold teaching women how to manipulate men by talking to their person of interest in such a way as to get their desired response…That is coercion and manipulation and once a man figures out that you are pulling that crap there is no hope in hell of him ever staying by your side…Women turn to black magic to get desired results out of desperation for a man…Women break up marriages out of desperation for a man…There is no end to the depravities of women and the lengths they go to in order to snag a man…I prefer to be alone than to bother with a man and perhaps too this is why men do not act right today…Too many women are chasing men which scares many men and then men become lazy and do not need to chase women…Mr. M boasts that he does not chase or pursue women that women pursue him…For men like Mr. M the idea that women chase him feeds his ego and makes him feel pursued…Mr. M puts zero effort into pursuing a woman because women do not mean anything to Mr. M because to men like Mr. M women are just there to serve his needs as he sees fit and once he is done with a woman he discards her callously and moves on to some other woman…After all Mr. M is not picky about the women in his life so clearly women do not mean anything to him except as a means to an end to meet his needs…I do not have all the answers but I discovered that the answers lie in me that within myself lies the means the wherewithal to navigate life on life’s terms not on Mr. M’s terms or other people’s terms but on life’s terms…Mr. M made it clear that he feels sorry for my son that I am his mother and that I am annoying…Why flirt then? Why bother expressing interest then? What is the point? Perhaps Mr. M needs to feed his bruised and damaged ego to believe that by flirting with me that this will cause me to pursue him in some way so that Mr. M can complain once more about how annoying I am…That is a cycle I choose to avoid because it is a cycle of abuse…It is a form of abuse to play games like that to act like you have interest only to destroy the person by complaining about how annoying they are at every turn…Mr. M needs help but far be it for me to tell that man he could benefit from some professional counseling to sort himself out…Corrections and advice are lost on men like Mr. M women like me are far better off and better served by avoiding men like Mr. M and only dealing with Mr. M’s as needed and limiting conversations and holding something in your hands to avoid contact…Men like Mr. M do not understand themselves and will manipulate and control your feelings if you allow it…Happy birthday to Mr. M I hope he finds a woman to pursue him since he likes to be pursued by women so that he can boast that women pursue him…Then complain about how annoying women are so that he can discard the women he uses and continue his own vicious cycle of manipulating and coercing women into pursuing him…Mr. M since you are so very smart and superior in your own mind good luck with your vicious cycle women will figure you out and discard you just as you discard them…If you stumble upon this blog entry and figure out that it is you I am addressing then well done you have half a brain but if you were very intelligent you would not boast about how smart you are…Intelligent people do not need to boast…

The End

Is in your mind you decide whether or not to give people space in your head

Enjoy my song titled Hey Mike addressing narcissists like Mr. M…

Hey Mike

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…………Namaste…………

Lately I have been counting calories as I am trying to shed 30 lbs wish me luck…

…My crazy counting calories song…

When I am not busy counting calories I sing sacred scriptures I am working on John and have gotten to Chapter Ten…

John a work in progress

When I am not singing sacred scriptures I am busy caring for my pet…

Doggy shower bath playlist in order of most popular short video

I recently mourned the loss of a dear friend who passed away may she rest in peace…

I mourn through songs and music