Love – A Reflection

The screen shot I choose for this reflection is from my latest song titled Innie…In Love Ilia Kramarik writes on page 77 of his amazing book of art and prose titled The Future Never Gives Up…Ilia writes…”Love never changes.” — Three words from the lips of a boy whose wisdom was beyond his years…Love never changes it is us who change many of us change for the better and do better as we age like fine wine…Then some of us like myself are moody mercurial types and so we are very changeable…I have concluded that I would be a terrible partner which is why I do not date because I understand how mercurial I can be with my moods…I do love my son very much and I know how to be a good mother…I do not know how to be in relationship and while I enjoy watching others be happy in their partnerships I figure I must be on the spectrum because I have no clue how to navigate and or be in relationship or partnership on the personal level…I know how to love I know how to be grateful there are many things I know I can do…Relationships and partnerships are not one of them…I have no clue how to do that so I do not dare try due to the drama and the amount of energy it would cost me as my energy would be drained and most likely my poor partner would change and tell me that “familiarity breeds contempt.” I have had those words said to me many times and as a result I am terrified of familiarity…I prefer to avoid becoming familiar with a soul for fear of the contempt that comes with getting to know a woman such as myself who is moody or mercurial…I figure why try? Why bother? I do not need the drama…So I do my own drama on you tube…My most recent songs are inspired by various experiences in my life…My song titled poison is inspired by men on pedestals mostly priests who describe women as poison as wicked and who often blame women for their tendencies to have “impure thoughts”…Men like that are weak pussies and are more like women than men…A real man knows what he wants and he goes after what he wants and cares not what others think and a real man never blames any woman for his thoughts because a real man is his own master and does not allow a woman no matter how lovely to ever interfere in his thoughts and certainly not with his love for his woman…A woman lucky enough to have found a real man understands and knows this which explains why many couples are insecure these days…Many women and men are insecure because they blame others for their own incapacity or inability to control their “impure lustful thoughts”…I come along and sing my latest song titled poison that addresses this as well as the problem of hate speech done by many a priest and preacher who promote the hatred of women known as misogyny nuns do the same when they promote misandry which is the hatred of men and these nuns blame the men for the evils of the world forgetting that prideful nuns do more damage than good…I would know I have had years of experience dealing with nuns many who were lovely and even more who were nasty hell cats certainly not fair maidens full of virtue let me tell you…Ones like that are the true poison and my message is nah nah nah I refuse to drink from your poison cup of lies and deceit I prefer to drink lots of energy drinks…My other song titled Innie is dedicated to our men and women in the military and in the service industry whose tears often must dry on their own…I dedicate this post to Love that never changes and to the awesome couples who understand this who are secure and who rock our world and make our world a better place…I rock our world too in my own small way as a silly woman of God too crazy for a relationship or partnership….Peace out N Holla…

…………Namaste…………

My song titled Poison:

…Negativity is poison I prefer energy drinks…

My song titled Innie incorporates Amy Winehouse style…

…I dedicate this song to our men and women in the service around the globe…

Enjoy my playlist of Amy Winehouse songs my dedication to Amy Winehouse is eternal and strong…

…I dedicate this playlist to the one and only Amy Winehouse…