Relationships – The Truth – A Reflection

These Little Reflections Relationships and The Truth were authored by Akiane Kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 306 — “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is a time capsule meaning both photographs of yours truly your silly blogger…The image on the left is me now at age forty eight and the image to the right is me when I was twelve years old dressed up for my confirmation…I am an artist so as such I am ok when my silly reflective sunglasses captures other images showcasing the life of an artist…In Relationships Akiane writes…”Soul is like a monarch without a crown in an endless palace of relationships” I left out a portion of that reflection as part of building the mystery that is Akiane Kramarik and to encourage my readers to purchase your own copy of this reflection…In The Truth Akiane writes “In order to comprehend the truth— we need to see the road it travels In order to trust the truth we need to remove from its road— the speed limit” — What Akiane writes has depths of infinite wisdom. In Relationships the first Relationship we need to get right is our Relationship with the one who created us our creator who is the God of all of the living the God of life…In the process of restoring our once lost relationship with the God of life who is our creator we must learn many lessons along the way…For me I was supposed to learn how to love my neighbor as myself…In order to learn this lesson I had to first learn how to love my creator who is the God of all of the living the God of life…In the process of restoring my relationship with my creator I am also restoring my relationship with myself. The most important relationships start with the self and our creator…Our creator seeks to help us to understand things we would not normally be able to grasp or understand. I just completed the Book Of Daniel and upon completion of the Book Of Daniel I wonder at things that my own understanding cannot grasp…The God of Daniel is the God above all false Gods and above the universe above all of the living and all that ever lived including the book of the dead…Our creator is an emotional spiritual being that is male and who is our Father in Heaven…Our creator has been showing me through my own journey of eternity that I am a very sensitive person a snowflake a milksop a sap a cracker in that I am very emotional and moody at times…This is true of me but the good news is I am learning later in life ways to manage my emotions…I will notice that when I become elevated or upset that this is happening and I can compose myself and stop the process of being elevated…Also if I feel hurt and am reduced to tears I will do a distraction or distracting exercise that is very repetitive and boring in nature such as adding numbers for my work. So that by the time my very mundane and boring exercise is completed…My brain is no longer focusing on my damaged emotions…This is the crux the core of emotional intelligence which took me years to learn…Emotional Intelligence requires self knowledge knowledge of the self and how your own brain works and how you process difficult emotions…Over the years I would become flooded by strong emotions…So flooded that in moments of emotional intensity I could not think clearly and I would often forget what I said in those moments of feeling flooded…By learning how to train my brain by doing distraction exercises I can organically and naturally recover from intense painful feelings of hurt…In my past relationships with men I know this that one man really loved me something I did not know back then or in the moment…In the moment when John M told me he loved me I did not believe him because back then I was young and dumb and had no emotional intelligence…John M was young too and he did not act right or treat me well…He treated me very well for the most part but would play stupid games and mess with my head…What I mean by this is John M was not always kind or nice to me when he was surrounded by his friends…His friends were not nice to me and so John M was not nice to me then…So that in the moment when he said the words I love you I felt cheap I felt tired I felt used and abused though John M was not using me and or abusing me he was my boyfriend a man I loved back then…I simply could not believe that he loved me…I figured he just liked having sex with me that all that he loved about me was my body for sex that all he loved was the sex we were having…Sad to say I had no clue that he actually loved me as a whole person…Over the years I was able to have sex with men and to me it was just sex it meant nothing more and nothing less than just that sex which was not always hot let me tell you…For the record the sex with John M was hot..He was really into me then but I was too stupid to understand that…Sex was not always hot or good for me and as the years passed I realized that I was a glutton for punishment…I was hurting myself by allowing men to use me for sex I was abusing myself…I was complicit in my own self abuse by allowing this…I was angry too as the years passed so I became the female version of a cad…I two timed men and had two boyfriends which got awkward as when one boyfriend was leaving my other boyfriend would show up and one time the two met…It is interesting to watch how men deal with competition…They met they talked about it and did not fight about it…I said forget about it and broke off with both of them…Yes I was a female two timing cad for a time…I stopped caring I simply did not care anymore then when I was getting spiritual direction from a roman catholic priest trying to improve my life…That man said he needed a wife and I said that cannot happen so I told him I would never speak to him again…Then he pursued me with lies and deceit saying things like “he was not on the menu”…Which was very funny and reassuring then he earned my trust then flipped on me and got me into bed with him…He got me pregnant because he told me he loved me and wanted a future with me and when he got me pregnant he boasted to his friends that he was a stud…Then he verbally abused me and verbally molested me and accused me of having sex with other men while I was pregnant…That priest was a whack job a fucking nightmare he asked me for money and tried to extort money from me when he was back in his home country…I cut him off and years later I finally worked up the courage to report what he did to me as rape under coercive control ambient abuse by abusing his position of authority over me as my spiritual director a man ten years older than I. I was raped though I was blamed for everything and verbally abused I had verbal stones thrown at me by horrible roman catholics some threatened to kill me and my child…These verbal attacks were so vicious that I had to move far away to start a new life for the safety of both my child and myself…I had to start over which was very hard for me…In the featured image of my confirmation photo in my ridiculous veil I wore a crown attached to this veil for a satanic ritual confirmation service. I say this because at the age of seven I was also forced to dress in white and wear a veil to commune with the devil in the form of so called “holy communion”. My God I was repeatedly molested and abused and the only God I knew was the God of death certainly not the God of life…The third time I would don a stupid veil would be either in marriage to a man or as a false Christ roman catholic nun…I never married and a nun was never an option that suited me for many sound reasons…At the age of twelve I was a nervous wreck always pensive afraid to smile and I always waited for the other shoe to drop so to speak…At forty eight I am now four times my age 4 x 12 = 48. I remain a nervous wreck the carnage that destroyed me from within was done by the age of twelve…By twelve I was destroyed from within and my diabolical confirmation confirmed death to my very soul. Unbeknownst to myself and the world my creator was also doing a mystical work in me…As a child and growing up I was comforted by the mystical armies of heaven something I would come to understand only as an adult. I express how I feel about the abuses I got as a work of art nothing more and nothing less…I did not hate the roman catholic sex cult rather this vile sex cult hated me for centuries…It is despicable and revolting the revolt that occurred in all seven churches done by the demonic fallen angelic realm…Not just the roman catholic cult all seven churches around the world…The devil who is lucifer a fallen angel whom I sometimes call old lucy…The devil mimicked heaven and copied all of heaven with many a false halo and false saints…Such as the fallen angel who mimics Michael who is the true Angel mentioned in the book of Daniel…Idols were invented and mankind was forced to worship said idols and the church of rome that did this is full of the blood of the martyrs who knew the falsehoods…Many were besotted by old lucy who is lucifer who is the devil and yes tis true the devil seduced the nations…It is written that old lucy who is lucifer has his carnal diabolical eyes on the chair of Peter so that as it is below so it will be above…Hell has been conjured and summoned and invoked upon mankind for many a century now…Yes for a time and a time and a half a time the devil was given the kingdom of earth to rule as he wishes…The last just Kingdom was the great king found in the book of Daniel…Nabuchodonosor was the last just and great king whose pride was abased by the God of all of the living and of all that ever lived and ever will live for all eternity…After Nabuchodonosor’s reign which ended in the book of Daniel Chapter 5 which I will quote in a moment…Nabuchodonosor was the last of the just kingdom of Nabuchodonosor…Baltasar the son of Nabuchodonosor had forgotten the lessons of his Father and his Father’s Fathers and Baltasar was worshiping idols which offended the most high God of all of the living…In Daniel Chapter Five Baltasar experiences a mystical vision and to understand this mystical vision you must read all of Daniel Chapter five which I will quote for you in this blog entry… I quote Daniel Chapter five now:

The Book Of Daniel Chapter Five all 31 Verses – Douay-Rheims

“Baltasar the king made a great feast for a thousand of his nobles: and every one drank according to his age. And being now drunk he commanded that they should bring the vessels of gold and silver which Nabuchodonsor his father had brought away out of the temple that was in Jersusalem, that the king and his nobles and his wives and his concubines might drink in them. Then were the golden and silver vessels brought which he had brought away out of the temple that was in Jerusalem: and the king and his nobles, his wives and his concubines, drank in them. They drank wine and praised their gods of gold and of silver, of brass, of iron and of wood and of stone. In the same hour there appeared fingers, as it were of the hand of a man, writing over against the candlestick upon the surface of the wall of the king’s palace: and the king beheld the joints of the hand that wrote. Then was the king’s countenance changed, and his thoughts troubled him: and the joints of his loins were loosed, and his knees struck one against the other. And the king cried aloud to bring in the wise men, the Chaldeans and the soothsayers. And the king spoke and said to the wise men of Babylon: Whosoever shall read this writing and shall make known to me the interpretation thereof shall be clothed with purple and shall have a golden chain on his neck and shall be the third man in my kingdom. Then came in all the king’s wise men: but they could neither read the writing nor declare the interpretation to the king. Wherewith, king Baltasar was much troubled and his countenance was changed: and his nobles were also troubled. Then the queen, on occasion of what happened to the king and his nobles, came into the banquet house: and she spoke and said: O king, live forever: let not they thoughts trouble thee, neither let they countenance be changed. There is a man in thy kingdom that hath the spirit of the holy gods in him, and in the days of thy father knowledge and wisdom were found in him. For king Nabuchodonosor thy father appointed him prince of the wise men, enchanters, Chaldeans and soothsayers, thy father, I say , O king: Because a greater spirit and knowledge and understanding and interpretation of dreams and shewing of secrets and resolving of difficult things were found in him, that is in Daniel, whom the king named Baltasar. Now therefore let Daniel be called for, and he will tell the interpretation. Then Daniel was brought in before the king. And spoke and said to him: Art thou Daniel of the children of the captivity of Juda, whom my father the king brought out of Judea? I have heard of thee that thou hast the spirit of the gods: and that excellent knowledge and understanding and wisdom are found in thee. And now the wise men the magicians have come in before me to read this writing and she me the interpretation thereof: and they could not declare to me the meaning of this writing. But I have heard of thee, that thou canst interpret obscure things and resolve difficult things: now if thou art able to read the writing and to she me the interpretation thereof, thou shalt be clothed with purple and shalt have a chain of gold about thy neck and shalt be the third prince in my kingdom. To which Daniel made answer and said before the king: Thy rewards be to thyself, and the gifts of thy house give to another: but the writing I will read to thee, O king, and shew thee the interpretation thereof. O king, the most high God gave to Nabuchodonosor thy father a kingdom and greatness and glory and honour. And for the greatness that he gave to him, all people, tribes and languages trembled and were afraid of him: whom he would, he slew: and whom he would he destroyed: and whom he would, he set up: and whom he would he brought down. But when his heart was lifted up and his spirit hardened into pride, he was put down from the throne of his kingdom and his glory was taken away. And he was driven out from the sons of men, and his heart was made like the beasts, and his dwelling was with the wild asses, and he did eat grass like an ox, and his body was wet with the dew of heaven: till he knew that the most High ruled in the kingdom of men and that he will set over it whomsoever it shall please him. Thou also his son, Baltasar, hast not humbled thy heart, whereas thou knowest all these things: But hast lifted thyself up against the Lord of heaven: and the vessels of his house have been brought before thee: and thou and thy nobles and thy wives and thy concubines have drunk wine in them: and thou hast praised the gods of silver and of gold and of brass, of iron and of wood and of stone, that neither see nor hear nor feel: but the God who hath thy breath in his hand and all thy ways, thou hast not glorified. Wherefore he hath sent the part of the hand which hath written this that is set down. And this is the writing that is written: MANE, THECEL, PHARES. And this is the interpretation of the word. MANE: God hath numbered thy kingdom and hat finished it. THECEL: Thou art weighed in the balance and art found wanting. PHARES: Thy kingdom is divided and is given to the Medes and Persians. Then by the Kings, command Daniel was clothed with purple, and a chain of gold was put about his neck: and it was proclaimed of him that he had power as the third man in the kingdom. The same night, Baltasar the Chaldean king was slain. And Darius the Mede succeeded to the kingdom, being threescore and two years old.” [The Book of Daniel Chapter five all 31 verses — Douay-Rheims]

The Book of Daniel Chapter Five

My insights into the Book of Daniel

Notice that the master of the eunuchs gave Daniel the name Baltasar the same name given to the son of king Nabuchodonosor King Baltasar…[The book of Daniel Chapter one verse seven] — Why did Daniel receive the name Baltasar the same name as king Nabuchodonosor’s son? This was a mystical act that Daniel not King Baltasar would inherit the new Jerusalem the kingdom of heaven not found on earth…With the death of King Nabuchodonosor Daniel had become the mystical son of King Nabuchodonosor for when the son of king Nabuchodonosor named Baltasar took the throne the kingdom was destroyed…The death of King Baltasar who was slain marked the arrival of the second kingdom which was the beginning of the fallen angelic realm the dark kingdoms of earth…King Baltasar’s death marked the fall of Babylon…Babylon had fallen upon the death of King Baltasar…The kingdoms to follow would follow a mystical timeline and as time passed one kingdom would fall to the next and each new kingdom was more base and darker and more depraved than the previous fallen angelic realm kingdoms…The first mystical dream that King Nabuchodonosor had was gone out of his mind so that he could not recall that first mystical dream the interpretation thereof was not possible to obtain from any one other than Daniel…The book of Daniel chapter two describes Nabuchodonosor’s dream in verses 31-35 as follows:

Daniel was the only one who could recount the King’s mystical dream [The Book of Daniel Chapter Five verses 31-35 quoted here:]

“Thou, O King, sawest, and behold there was as it were a great statue. This statue, which was great and high, tall of stature, stood before thee, and the look thereof was terrible. The head of this statue was of fine gold, but the breast and the arms of silver, and the belly and the thighs of brass: And the legs of iron, the feet part of iron and part of clay. Thus thou sawest, till a stone was cut out of a mountain without hands: and it struck the statue upon the feet thereof that were of iron and of clay and broke them in pieces. Then was the iron, the clay, the brass, the silver and the gold broken to pieces together, and became like the chaff of a summer’s thrashing floor. And they were carried away by the wind: and there was no place found for them. But the stone that struck the statue became a great mountain and filled the whole earth. [Daniel Chapter two verses 31-35 — Douay-Rheims]

Daniel was also the only one who could interpret the King’s Mystical Dream [The Book of Daniel Chapter five verse 36-45]

Then in the same chapter in verses 36-45 Daniel interprets the dream for the King as follows: “This is the dream: we will also tell the interpretation thereof before thee, O King. Thou art a king of kings: and the God of heaven hath given thee a kingdom and strength and power and glory: And all places wherein the children of men and the beasts of the field do dwell. He hath also given the birds of the air into thy hand and hath put all things under thy power: thou therefore art the head of gold. And after thee shall rise up another kingdom, inferior to thee, of silver: and and another third kingdom of brass, which shall rule over all the world. And the fourth kingdom shall be as iron. As iron breaketh into pieces and subdueth all things, so shall that break and destroy all these. And whereas thou sawest the feet, and the toes, part of the potter’s clay and part of iron: the kingdom shall be divided, but yet it shall takes its origin from the iron, according as thou sawest the iron mixed with the miry clay. And as the toes of the feet were part of iron and part of clay, the kingdom shall be partly strong and partly broken. And whereas thou sawest the iron mixed with the miry clay, they shall be mingled indeed together with the seed of man, but they shall not stick fast one to another, as iron cannot be mixed with clay. But in the days of those kingdoms the God of heaven will set up a kingdom that shall never be destroyed: and his kingdom shall not be delivered up to another people. And it shall break in pieces and shall consume all these kingdoms: and itself shall stand forever. According as thou sawest that the stone was cut out of the mountain without hands and broke in pieces the clay and the iron and the brass and the silver and the gold, the great God hath shewn the king what shall come to pass hereafter. And the dream is true and the interpretation thereof is faithful.” [Daniel Chapter two verses 36-45 Douay – Rheims] —

My Insights into the Book of Daniel

As the story goes in the Book of Daniel king Nabuchodonosor was confused by his dream and proceeded to create idols in the form of statues…After king Nabuchodonosor gave himself over to idols he was visited with yet another dream which was a mystical warning to stop his wicked idolatrous ways…Nabuchodonosor failed to stop his wicked ways so the God of life saw fit to abase Nabuchodonosor’s pride with seven years of punishment whereby king Nabuchodonosor was mystically removed from his own kingdom and reduced to eating grass like the beasts…Once king Nabuchodonosor was restored to his senses his kingdom was returned to him. Nabuchodonosor’s reign was the last reign of a perfect kingdom on earth…All Kingdoms that followed Nabuchodonosor’s reign were destroyed by the mingling of the seed of the devil and his fallen angels according to four ranks and stages…So that mankind became corrupted by corrupted kingdoms…By the time the true Jesus Christ was born all flesh upon the earth was corrupted and upon the death of the true Jesus Christ the end of the third kingdom was marked…Meaning the third kingdom ended upon the death of the true Jesus Christ…A fourth kingdom rose up after the death of the True Jesus Christ that the builders who built the fourth kingdom rejected the mystical stone of the True Jesus Christ…The stone that the builders rejected has become the corner stone and is the mystical stone not made with hands from mount Zion the True Jesus Christ…False God altars were built in this fourth kingdom and mankind was ruled by an iron fist…This fourth kingdom destroyed all of the previous three kingdoms with its iron grasp its iron fist…The lion of the tribe of Judah the true Jesus Christ is the mystical stone that these builders rejected and is the stone cut out of the mountain without hands that destroys the whole lot of fallen kingdoms corrupted throughout the centuries…The mountains will fall into the sea and the earth will revolt against all who revolted and spit out the revolting for their wicked deeds done in darkness though hidden for a time all will be revealed by the God of all of the living who knowest hidden things…We are presently living in the fourth kingdom of mystical iron…Four prophets were sent to mankind and four prophets were destroyed by wicked mankind…These four prophets are number one Noah whom God preserved from the great flood. Number two Moses who was given the ten commandments the law of the most High God. The third prophet was Jonah who was sent to warn the people of Nineveh of the divine wrath…The people of Nineveh heeded the voice of Jonah and were spared the divine wrath…The fourth Prophet was foretold and prophesied throughout sacred scriptures and his coming had to be prepared for…John The Baptist prepared the way for the fourth prophet the true Jesus Christ…Upon the death and mystical resurrection of the true Jesus Christ the world entered into the fourth mystical iron kingdom which requires another pruning another preparation of a different kind…The world must be prepared for the heal of Mystical Mary the woman prophesied in sacred scriptures the holy one from mount paran the woman who comes from the South who contains within her greater than the wisdom of Solomon. To prepare for Mystical Mary who contains within her the word of God and the ocean of the people of God whose souls are saved by her son the true Jesus Christ. Sacred scriptures must be sung to summon heaven for the return of Mystical Mary under a new title hidden throughout the centuries in sacred scriptures not yet known to mankind…The Sulamitess who will return with the armies of heaven to prepare the world for the final judgement by preparing for the day of contention the day when the true Jesus Christ reads the seven scrolls of all seven churches…All mortal flesh will be silenced and a loud trumpet will be heard throughout this mighty frame…All found guilty of destroying human flesh and human life will be given their eternal reward of hellfire where there will be gnashing of teeth…Michael Mystical Michael the true angel of the Most High God will speak for the people of God…All who were made white will remain for all eternity in the book of life and after the seven scrolls are read addressing all seven churches the book of the dead will be destroyed for all eternity consumed by the eternal flames of hellfire and the damned will be forced to gnash their teeth for all eternity and their book of the dead will mystically haunt the damned for all eternity…Holy innocence will rejoice for all eternity in the book of life…One for the twelve one for the leaven one for the mystical twelve tribes of heaven…That one is The Sulamitess…


My Playlist the whole Book of Daniel — Douay-Rheims
My Playlist The Cold November Rain
My playlist The Slain
…My Mystical Song addressing the sex demon Incubus and the satanic seed who are not one of us the people and children of God…