Mutating Hearts – Terrestrial Love – A Reflection

These little reflections Mutating Hearts and Terrestrial Love were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 290 — “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is yours truly looking rather silly as usual…In this photo I say “The Diviner Is In — All Neurotic Questions are rhetoric”—I leave it to my audience and readers to figure that very silly statement out…In Mutating Hearts Akiane writes…”love cannot change without a heart — the heart cannot change without love”….Wow amazing and brilliant I left out a portion of this reflection as part of building the mystery that is Akiane Kramarik and to encourage my readers to purchase your own copy of this amazing book of prose…In Terrestrial Love Akiane writes…”The soul needs the healing of attention. But where there is a terrestrial love—there are crutches”…I left out a portion of this reflection as well…To me the reader of these reflections in Mutating Heart Akiane writes about hearts that often change with the wind and with many a false love…Tis true a heart is needed for love to exist sadly many a false love changes hearts that mutate into false ideas of what false love means and through mutating hearts you have false love and many a diabolical scheme such as abortion laws around the world…Abortion laws are the result of mutating hearts and abortion is a direct result of false love and mutated hearts of those who hate their own offspring so much that they have no problem bloodletting their own unborn child or children from hearts that have mutated into monstrous false love…In Terrestrial Love Akiane describes how attention is very healing for souls…She also describes the crutches that comes with Terrestrial Love which is human love which is flawed and sadly often mutated these days…Many lean on sin and vice as their crutches to justify being horrible and many a narcissist will pin the blame on their partners be it in business or in love hiding behind a mutated heart and frail ego that has no conscience care or concern or empathy…Many today love only themselves and suit only themselves…The men are more expert at suiting themselves than the women…Women myself included are often more emotional and as such not as effective or good at suiting only ourselves…As a woman I can offer my female perspective as to why this is the case with us women…It is because as women we are nurturing and particularly when we become mothers…As mothers us women no longer think only of ourselves we think outside of ourselves and look to the future through a nurturing lens…Meaning we often do put our children first and many women lose themselves in the process of putting both partner and children first…When the partner is also selfless and caring and a good provider who is loving and understanding this feminine nurturing role which is often very sacrificial works very well…What drives women bat shit crazy is when their partners do not act right or follow through on the things they say…Many women are conditioned to bend over backwards for their partners and the world expects women to be like doormats for men to trample underfoot mystically speaking…When men act wrong and do not act right or do right by the women in their lives such as their partner and other women with whom they deal…This has created a neurosis found in women…I get a lot of female callers in my part time job and some male callers but mostly women call me…The neurosis presents itself in the following manner in the neurotic woman…She will often ask me questions with the expectation that I will tell her the things she wants to hear…When I tell her my reply which is not what she expects or wants to hear…My neurotic caller will become defensive and angry and blame me for getting her situation all wrong…I always suggest to callers like that who will listen that they get professional help for their mental health needs because I am not a mental health professional…An example of a neurotic call would be a woman and these women fill all age groups both young and old who asks a question about a man a male whom they have no contact or communication with but desperately want me to confirm whether or not this man likes them romantically speaking…That is whacked that is nuts…I do help a lot of my callers most of whom both female and male are awesome…Neurosis does not care about sex or age or religion or race or color or creed…I am describing for you my experiences with neurotic insecure women who are bat shit crazy and who would benefit greatly from mental health services…Another example of a neurotic woman is a female caller who asked me if a man she hired and paid good money to do repair work on her house was interested in her for romance…I replied not likely since he never made that known to her…She proceeded to tell me the man she hired to work on her house is married and that he is not happy in his marriage…This neurotic woman called me to ask me if I think she should call this man on the phone…I was kind to this poor woman and said “I have no problem or issues with you calling him on the phone if you need to for business purposes”…She then told me that the man never finished the work on her home which was started two years ago and that she is now afraid to let people into her home because of the pandemic…She then wanted to know if she should ask this man for her money back since the man never did the work as agreed. I said that if he can document and show that he did do work for the money paid then no…But if he cannot show that he did the work as agreed then by all means she can ask for a refund and hire another contractor…With this neurotic woman she wants to jump the bones of her married contractor who is likely and understandably uncomfortable dealing with her…He likely picked up on her asking eyes and body language and things she said to him in a certain flirtatious manner and as a result he has likely been avoiding doing work for her for fear of being hit on for sex…This woman is on a thin line she will likely not see a dime of her money refunded because the man did nothing wrong…He likely could not work for her and so he avoided her…However, if he owes her labor and work for money paid then he should do as follows…Charge her for pain and suffering caused by inappropriate misconduct that could cause discord in his marriage…Deduct time lost from work for fear of being hit on for sex via her wrongful flirtations…That would mean that she owes him a sincere apology for being a hoe bitch and that he could sue her ass off for interfering with his ability to complete a job she contracted him to do…What she did falls under sexual misconduct and discrimination and harassment something that man does not have to put up with and does not owe her a damn thing for…Men often do not talk about neurotic crazy women for fear of looking or appearing weak or not manly…Men are expected to suck it up shut up and keep going like a civilian soldier and act like nothing happened…This explains why men do not act right around women because sadly many women who are bat shit crazy ruin these men who often prefer to avoid women than to deal with them in business or personal…That neurotic female caller will likely not get a damned thing from that man and she had no business crossing the line looking for romance for obvious reasons…Sadly for many neurotic crazies reason has long since left the building…In my dealings with men I am very task oriented I focus on the task at hand and while I may banter a wee bit I never suggest or act in a manner that is untoward…No wonder men are afraid to deal with women in business or personal…From the neurotic crazies who call me I do not fault men one bit for being afraid of certain kinds of women…Sacred scriptures describes women like this they are the harlot to be avoided like the plague…The man my crazy caller contracted for work should have turned the work down flat…Instead he took her money and absconded…She will have to take him to court to seek a refund which she would not be likely to get since she is the crazy one here…Men can and do take advantage of many a neurotic crazy woman which is not right either…Two wrongs do not make things right…I recall my own neurotic bat shit crazy sister visited me during my years in New York…My crazy sister saw me speaking to my neighbor the man whose property I rented from…He lived downstairs with his fiance and I lived upstairs…My sister saw that this man was in our age group and that he liked me which was true…That man tried to get with me a number of times but I knowing that he was engaged and having met his fiance a few times turned him down flat…My crazier than thou sister said that she thought I was crazy to turn him down and that she would have no problem “jumping his bones”…My sister would most certainly have jumped his bones if given half a chance…I never ever mix business with personal and this policy of mine has served me well over the years and saved me from many a bullet…I know I be crazy too but I am not a bad kinda crazy unlike my own bat shit crazy toxic hoe ass’d sista who would have no problem banging any man who looks are her twice…Tis no wonder I have nothing to do with my bat shit crazy toxic hoe bich sister…I spelled bich wrong on purpoise…There is a new show on Netflix called Emily In Paris and I do enjoy watching it because shows like that offer an escape…When I watch that show I escape into Emily’s world which is not realistic but fun to watch…In reality I could not live as Emily In Paris lives who finds herself in many an awkward situation with the men whose bones she jumps on a regular basis…Emily In Paris presents a dream world where women and men can have sex in a very irresponsible manner which leaves no room for pregnancy and child birth which is what sex is supposed to be about and for…Sex was made pleasurable by the God of life for procreation…I wonder if the character Emily In Paris got pregnant what would she do? Emily In Paris would most likely have an abortion…I am no Emily In Paris because unlike that character I turned down many men flat who were involved with other women…Emily In Paris is entertaining to watch because as a woman I escape into a dream world where fancy clothing and social living is care free with no thought care or concern about others outside the self which is Emily In Paris…I enjoy the show but I think to myself that show is pathetic and sad too because this show promotes a child less society and lauds self centered narcissism as a positive social behavior with no morals and a free for all sex life…When people live like Emily In Paris lives which is an immoral bad life…Then abortions go on all the time when the birth control fails…It is safe to assume that Emily In Paris is most likely on some form of birth control which makes Emily In Paris feel free to bone many men…The men are no better than Emily In Paris for it takes two to tango…Emily In Paris lives a very materialistic empty life and as a result it is a sad sorry show…A fine escape from reality show to watch…Its popularity stems from how the cast do a great job of making being socially awkward an art in comic relief…When you watch Emily In Paris you may find yourself saying things like “no way” — “Emily did that?” —“What would her parents say if they knew of Emily’s lifestyle?” — “Wow I could not live like that” — This is what this show accomplishes and does it very well…The cast are good actors which makes the show a success…I will continue to watch Emily In Paris for the entertainment value knowing that I Personally could never ever be a modern Emily In Paris…For modern Emily In Paris leaves no room for child birth or pregnancy…Pregnancy should always be a celebration of joy and love and new life between a man and his partner who love children…My parents were far from perfect but they got the love right in terms of their fearless and warm welcome of eight children…I am their numba five something that would never have happened if me Irish Mammy a fine feisty woman who is now eighty six years old lived like the likes of Emily In Paris…My Mammy is in my eyes more lovely and beautiful despite her serious problems than Emily In Paris could ever be…No offense intended just my perspective as a little feisty Irish woman who is a mammy and grateful I did not abuse my womb via contraception use and abortion like so many women do and have done for many years now…Emily In Paris is a fun escape from time to time though I prefer my small humble reality to the stupid empty life of the likes of Emily In Paris…As a thank you for reading this reflection and for your likes and follows and shares…Enjoy my own seriously silly stupid sense of humor on you tube…I include a song I wrote inspired by the life of Amy Winehouse titled Idols…

…………Namaste…………

…Inspired by the life of Amy of Winehouse…
…This ridiculous expedition makes no sense at all on purpoise…
…Pumpkin Avant Gourd Pumpkin…
…Free Storage Tips – I joined the stupid women’s society for putting things inside of other things men may join too but this group is mostly for stupid women like me….I do put things on top of other things too…
…Free organization tips as part of my new society for stupid women like me who put things inside of other things and things on top of other things…
…Monty Python’s Society For Putting Things On Top Of Other Things — stupid humor is brilliant and inspires my own stupid humor…