Levitation – The Contentment – A Reflection

These little reflections Levitation and The Contentment were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 284 — “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is yours truly posing in one of my silly themed outfits whereby I see fit to announce to the world that I am on a Reese’s PB Cup Expedition…Meaning I am making a big fuss about nothing…I have a crazy European sense of humor similar to Monty Python Flying Circus Humor…That would describe my very silly sense of humor…In Levitation Akiane writes…”You have devoted your whole life to learning how to levitate, but you failed to notice the needy on the ground.”…Wow very true in the sense that many are elevated and levitated on pedestals and in positions of authority and power yet the poor who are the needy the downtrodden on the ground are forgotten about and neglected…In The Contentment Akiane writes…”My arms have outgrown my coat but for the first time it keeps me warm”…This imagery that Akiane presents of a young person who has outgrown their coat talks about how contentment can be found in mystical ways and true contentment is mystical in nature and is not always found in wealth power and status…I want to share a dream I had last night actually about a horrible woman from my past whose first name is Rita…You do not know who this Rita is and believe me when I tell you this you do not want to know this bitch…In my dream Rita was full of feminine rage demonic rage and was busy bad mouthing me behind my back to anyone who would listen about how awful I am including but not limited to false accusations of theft from the lips of war that is Rita…Rita told anyone who would listen that I stole expensive jewelry from her home and that I was a terrible person…Coming from Rita I am not surprised and the dream I had which is a mystical dream…Showcases ways feminine demonic rage operates…Rita is a wealthy woman whom I knew personally for almost nine years of my life…Rita is a compulsive liar and gossip as well as a compulsive eater in that Rita goes on fad diets and has a serious eating disorder…Rita refuses to come to terms with childhood abuse that she experienced as a little girl including but not limited to rejection at an early age by her own abusive father…Rita’s father was emotionally abusive and Rita shared with anyone who would listen to her that one day as a young girl her father slammed the house door in her face for a minor infraction a behavioral issue something that in Rita’s case as a young girl the punishment doled out by her father sure as hell did not fit any crime at all…As a little girl Rita did no wrong she committed no crime but was emotionally neglected and abused by her father who had anger issues…Rita was shut out of her own home for a short time as punishment for being a little girl…Rita tries very hard to be good and to do good in this life…Rita is very much a people pleasing person as long as Rita can entertain and please others Rita is happy because by so doing by people pleasing Rita gets her needs for approval met…Rita also uses people like pawns in her own diabolical show full of vicious gossip whereby Rita loves to set women up to compete for Rita’s attentions…Rita had a number of women wrapped around her finger…I warned some of these women as to the dangers of sharing too much information with bat shit crazy Rita…Rita shared personal details about her own husband something she had no business ever doing…Rita is a modern Judas Iscariot a traitor to the core for that woman loves only herself and uses others particularly women to feed her damaged ego and to fill her constant need for approval…Rita never got approval from her parents who were very critical of Rita particularly Rita’s appearance and form or weight…As a result of the traumatic rejection from her birth parents particularly her own father…Rita developed a major inferiority complex…A complex that if not corrected on time with the right professional therapy can morph into a monstrous condition that is sociopath and often borders on psychopath tendencies…Whereby ones like Rita will seek to destroy anyone who makes ones like Rita feel bad about how awful she is…Rita will take sick pleasure in the destruction of her foes or enemies…Sadly the ones whom Rita views to be her enemies are folks who genuinely care about Rita’s well being…Rita cannot accept correction particularly if this correction comes from another woman whom Rita views as beneath her status…Rita is a sociopath a narcissistic sociopath with the potential of becoming a full blown psychopath…With many a Flying Monkey under her wings Rita does a lot of damage to the people who love her the most her own devoted husband who is a good man and her own children who are successful people and would make any parent happy that they have all done so very well in life…Rita is a destroyer and Rita sabotages those she loves…For ones like Rita love is disordered unholy and ungodly…In my dealings with Rita I was very careful and considerate of her unstable mental condition which has Narcissistic Personality Disorder qualities to it as well as generalized anxiety and mood swings as well as some social anxiety disorder and some paranoia…I share this as one who knew Rita for many years…I leave it to the professionals in Rita’s life whose professional diagnosis would far surpass my simple expression of opinion…I express my opinion on Rita as one who dealt with Rita for many years but as I always do I leave the rest to the professionals who are much better equipped than I to diagnose and treat crazies like psychotic Rita…Rita will stop at nothing to destroy the name and characters of ones she hates…Rita through her lips of wars filled with demonic feminine outrage makes herself look bad and more unstable as she continues to deteriorate into the madness that unbridled narcissistic self love brings…I forgive Rita for the terrible things she did to me including but not limited to dragging my name through the mud all over town in the town we both lived in at the time…For contacting others and getting others to meddle in my personal business so much so that the local authorities had to be contacted…I was told that I could press charges against Rita for a number of counts…There is an extensive file on Rita that was handed to me that I can wield as a weapon to obtain a barring order on the international level which is the same as a restraining order here in the USA should Rita ever dare to think to try to meddle in my life ever again…I trust by now that Rita whom it is established in my case and well documented too that Rita is not capable of understanding where she went horribly wrong in my regard that this bitch got the message loud and clear to stay the fuck out of my life…The only reason I choose not to press charges was due to Rita’s goodness to me in the past and also due to Rita’s mental instability…I would like to see Rita do as I did and continue to do which is to get the help she needs for her mental health and well being…There is no shame in getting the help you need for mental health…I do not hate Rita I feel sorry for Rita and it saddens me that Rita hates me so much that she saw fit to meddle in my life…My own birth mother who has serious mental trouble never ever pulled half the crap that Rita pulled in my small life…I know I am not much and for a woman like Rita to do what she did to me was heinous and diabolical in nature…Rita better know to stay the hell out of my life from now on or she will rue it for all eternity the day she stepped on my toes…I am small I am woman I am feminine this is my voice hear me roar…As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my latest wee chat about the importance of being honest about being crazy…It has been my experience that us Europeans easily admit to being rather crazy — Tis Americans who are also bat shit crazy that refuse out of pride to admit it…Coming from a European blogger who goes on ridiculous rather silly expeditions from time to time you may take what I say with a grain of salt…I also include my silly halloween playlist and a song I wrote titled psychotic Rita inspired by the Rita mentioned in this reflection…I also include for your viewing pleasure my most recent rather ridiculous expedition that makes no sense at all on purpoise…By the way in my wee chat about being honest about being crazy I admit that I do not understand men at all…That since I am feminine female from a tiny planet called Ireland which is in the middle of the sea…I do not claim to understand men at all…Men fascinate me I study them and I learn from them such as how to compartmentalize…I think men are awesome and amazing creatures worthy of much study from very silly women like myself…Who do not understand men at all…Being from my tiny planet sure tis ok that I not understand men after all I am a wee female hobbit who has lived in many a shire and who likes to wear rather odd attire…I am certain men would say that they do not understand women like me at all…I say rather than try to understand one another let us study each other as subjects worthy of many a college education…I am learning how to compartmentalize many tasks which for me an emotional female is no small feat…Today I had a wicked headache and instead of taking a wee nap I tightened up my boot straps and drank some water with fresh lemon in it…After I hydrated myself with fresh lemon water my headache went away…I am learning too and I am enjoying my own personal journey of eternity and I appreciate all of my followers for joining me in my many silly adventures which is really much ado about nothing at all these days…Also to tickle your ears I had to include my silly song titled Flying Monkey…

…………Namaste…………

— My latest silly wee chat about the importance of being honest about being crazy —
…My most recent rather ridiculous expedition not meant to make any sense at all on purpoise…
— Psychotic Rita — Inspired by my own life experiences —
— My silly halloweenie playlist —
— My Original Song titled — Flying Monkey —