Knowing The Unknown – Missing – A Reflection

These little reflections Knowing The Unknown and Missing were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 263 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is from my flying monkey song one of my newer songs that I will share at the end of this reflection…In my flying monkey song I address the problem of folks who function as flying monkeys by spreading vile gossip and invective about others behind their backs in a very flying monkey style…Flying Monkey is a term used in the field of psychology when speaking about the problem of character assassination attacks launched by narcissists via flying monkeys those who spread vile gossip lies and deceit…In Knowing The Unknown Akiane writes…”Man may love the impossible God can do the impossible”…I leave out the second part of that amazing reflection as part of the process of building the mystery that is Akiane Kramarik and to encourage my readers to purchase your own copy of this amazing book of prose…Also to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes for the purposes of this review which is in the form of a series of reflections…In Missing Akiane writes…”By missing my time I wasted it more.” Very profound and impressive from the pen of a young girl…I would like to share an experience I had recently with a male narcissist whom I have good cause to believe could be a male predator…

…The narcissist attorney – this actually happened just the other day…

In the process of pursuing my chapter seven bankruptcy which I was told I automatically do qualify for…I have spoken to a number of attorneys…I am in Texas and Texas is very hostile to consumers and to couples caught up in bad marriages with many banal laws that aid and abet predators and do nothing to help consumers or to fight for consumers rights…Welcome to Texas in 2020…A fucking shit storm of epic proportions…The attorneys I encountered in Texas so far are fat lazy swamp scum who want to do little work for too much pay…I was told one attorney whom I reached out to was recently diagnosed with cancer…While I take no pleasure in the fact that he has cancer…I tell you this he has a cancer of old fashioned American greed and his fees for an individual uncomplicated chapter seven bankruptcy is $3,500.00 which is excessive and exorbitant…I have told off women attorneys for their filthy vile greed lining their purses with the money of the poor whom these witches love to hate…The same is true of the male attorneys…This is Texas in 2020 full of swamp scum pieces of shit who would consume you in a New York Minute if you let them…My post just prior to this post talks about my dip shit neighbor acting like a real horses ass…I will now talk about the male attorney I reached out to yesterday in my search for some legal assistance…I am in the process of preparing a demand letter for that major corporation I have been dealing with and could use some help…Not one fat ass’d lazy horses ass attorney in Texas wants to lift a finger to help because my demand letter is small not much…The first conversation was short and swift whereby this attorney told me he does not help with consumer rights advocacy law only with bankruptcy…I then left him a voicemail about my need to file a chapter seven bankruptcy…This prick called me back and proceeded to dominate the conversation…He was so very domineering I was taken aback because he was extremely rude and I could tell he is an abusive type…All the same I put up with his bull shit because it seems to me that he is very good at being a bankruptcy lawyer so I said I will give him a chance…I told him that he made a good first impression in that his website is impressive he has gotten good reviews and that I like that he is bossy because I can be bossy myself and sometimes good attorneys need to be bossy…Per his instructions he asked me to call him back within a day or so to let him know of my decision to retain his services…His fee is more reasonable than the greedy cancer ridden jerk…His fee is $2,000. Much better than $3,500.000…So I saw good in this attorney though he was extremely obnoxious on the phone…So the next day which was today I called him back per his instructions…He did not answer my calls so I emailed him my interest in retaining his services…Still no response these folks can be very busy but I know the type I was dealing with today so I called him from a different phone right away after I had just hung up my other phone from calling him…To prove a point that this piece of shit swamp scum is a total narc…This time he answered his phone very predictable of him…Narcissists can be easily very predictable when you understand the ins and outs of diabolical fiendish narcs…Narc means narcissist…This time I said I will not speak much I will simply do as you say since you are the boss and I am not…This jerk proceeded to tell me that he had done some background checking on me and stated that I used to live in South Dakota to which I replied yes I did…Then that jerk proceeded to demand that I call him back in one hour that he does not do his bankruptcy by filling out the questionnaire listed on his website that the does it his way over the phone…So while I was waiting to call him back in an hour I proceeded to send him a detailed emailed account of all of my debts and my income…I thought this would be appreciated and helpful…I then decided to send him this email an email I want you my readers to read…I will remove this prick’s name from the email but I want you to understand that I did this on purpose to see does this jerk have any empathy…I predicted that within five minutes of receiving my second email that asshole would call me back and complain that I sent him tmi which is too much information and refuse to help me…Now while writing my second email I got an email from him that he had pulled my credit report with my consent and he gave me access to my credit report which I immediately downloaded and sent to a law firm that is helping me with more than one case…Including my small demand letter…This is the second email I sent that jerk..This second email triggered in that pompous ass’d narc an angry response…That prick got so angry with me for daring to tell him what to do in his dealings with me…He saw fit to fly into a demonic narcissistic rage finding many false faults with my communication style then refusing to work with me because he did not like or appreciate my hard do it myself work by sending him my debts and income details…I never seen anything like it but Texas is full of dip shit swam scum like this fantastic Mr. Fox attorney who is too stupid to understand what he has become a narcissistic war pig prick…I sent him the second email because when I told that asshole that I am a single mother who never married…He told me “congratulations” in a very weird angry narcissistic tone of voice as if he hated my guts for being a single mother…That is why I saw fit to send him the second email…This is the second email I sent that prick…The subject heading of this particular email said this…In your dealings with me as your client be mindful of the following:

Subject heading of this email: I ask that you be mindful of the following…

I became a single mother through rape…I was raped by a roman catholic priest who was ten years older than me and who was my spiritual director…
I reported this rape under coerced sex and verbal psychological abuse crimes though not yet legally acknowledged on the law books in the USA nonetheless still a serious offense…
The detectives accepted my report…I reported four offenses and separate cases of psychological warfare abuse tactics done to me and my family by the roman catholic church done in other states including South Dakota..
For the safety of my son and my family…I am no longer roman catholic I have nothing whatsoever to do with that church as many of its members belong to the 9th circle sex cult which is mostly a child sex cult…
As more and more houses of cards start to fall more is being revealed as to the depths of depravities found not only in organized religions around the world but in cases like Epstein and his ilk.
I have visited ten countries now and I have raised awareness and spoken about ways to stay safe in a world whereby two thirds of the the population is damaged by diabolical greed and narcissistic pride gone horribly wrong…How many who look excellent on paper and in society are diabolical fiends from hell itself..
I try to raise awareness of the Irish Genocide done in the name of God over these past centuries particularly the industrial schools that my own mother likely attended as an Irish child when my grandfather an Irish Garda died in the 1930’s at a very young age…I do know this my mother was accessed for abuse outside her home in Ireland…I tried to get my mother’s school records but was informed that my mother would need to request her school records herself…That is trauma based control at its finest…I would never ask my now 86 year old elderly mother to request her Irish gulag school records…I have the book titled The Irish Gulag I suggest you obtain a copy and read it…
Ireland now has the Ryan Report and many other reports of systemic abuse done by church and state in the name of God with the maxima mea culpa coming out of the filthy vile dirty rotten roman catholic child and adult sex cult from the 9th circle of hell itself…I express this as mere opinion as an adult survivor of the fallout of systemic abuse in Ireland.
As a woman as an indigenous Irish woman I never got any damn respect…So I ask that you treat me with the dignity and respect I deserve a dignity and respect I was robbed blind of for far too long now..
That is why I do not date…That is why I work hard every day of my life to maintain balance and to be stable by providing stability for my son who is a lovely boy whom I love very much and want to give him a fighting chance in this shit storm world…
My rape does not diminish my love for my child who did not and does not deserve a cruel and merciless abortion for the crimes of his father…Unlike many swamp scum women…I do not believe in contraception or abortion and I would never murder my own unborn child for a price no matter how that child is conceived.
Sorry this is long…I am verbose…I trust you to be mindful of these matters in your dealings with me….
If you care to learn more about the problem of systemic abuse that went on in Ireland for centuries and in America and around the world that produced the crop of diabolical fiendish narcissistic abusive types so rampant in our world today…Then I suggest that you study the Ryan Report and other such reports from Ireland as well as books like the Irish Gulag and The Magdalene Laundries to name a few and to watch the movies made about this such as the movie called Magdalene Laundries and other such movies…

Respectfully submitted by
One an adult survivor of the fallout of systemic abuse in Ireland a woman who is small not much at all whose roar will be heard for all eternity for justice…A justice that never came for many adult survivors like myself and my family..

It was this email that triggered that phone call to me within five minutes of receipt of this email whereby this narcissistic abusive type saw fit to refuse to help me to file my chapter seven bankruptcy…

I sent the following email to that dip shit fat lazy ugly shit head.

That email goes like this:

Subject: Final Word…

Patience is in short supply these days and I tested you sir to see would you accept my details…Apparently when clients do not dance to the beat of your tune and do things your way you throw a fit and become angry…
You already spoke over me on more than one occasion and treated me like crap by refusing to hear me then by accusing me of saying too much…Complaining that i gave you too much information or tmi…
I am not surprised by the outcome of this experience as I reported that I expected your call and final outcome within minutes of those two emails..
Your response was very predictable and easily assessed and not surprising…Thank you for providing me my credit report that was kind…
Kindness is rare these days and patience is much more rare…
I am sorry you felt that way sir that you felt it was ok to treat me like crap to demand I limit my speech and the information provided…
I am certain you will not concern yourself with what made me who I am today just as you do not concern yourself with statutes of limitations other than limiting the clients you choose to help…
My time spent in Washington D.C. served me well for I am well versed in dealing with horrible people much worse than you sir…
You have yourself a blessed and productive day and get some help with your own anger issues and with your tendency to speak over potential new clients by putting words in their mouths that they never said such as your claim that bankruptcy was not my number one concern…
You have no idea what my concerns are and certainly not what my number one concern is…
Oh snap…I suppose this reply is too long for your preferences too… I will not contact you ever again for a damn thing as apparently consumer rights are not a high priority on your list…I ask that you do the same…
Doing things my way has served me well and kept me safe from many a swamp scum something you would do well to respect me for…
Draining the swamp is not fun but someone has to do it…You stay safe and I will do the same…
No contact is preferred but I predict and expect you will likely be unable to accept my reply without some smart ass response to fill your need to put me in my place after all I am just a low life female in your eyes…

I sent that email to that prick and to my pleasant surprise I got no reply… I think he got the message…A very large law firm that deals with swamp scum on a regular basis is now well aware of this piece of shit attorney whom I believe could be a man who is a predator who preys upon vulnerable single mothers who knows to access their kids for abuse???…You never know anymore…I make no claims as to statement of facts concerning this seedy attorney…What I can tell you is he acted like he wanted to file my bankruptcy free of charge then when I hit him with my history of rape then he refused to help me…That did not surprise me for I had diligently learned that this man hates his wife whom he does not spend much time with and is drum roll please…A roman catholic and part of his educational background includes jesuit schools which are full of swamp scum satanic creeps who hate women and the wombs that bear women like me and men the same and the wombs that bear men like me…Many a jesuit like to call ones like me execrable to be set for destruction…I declare let the execrable deeds done by many a jesuit return to them a billion fold for I deal in wrath…I do not deal in death…I do not deal in abuse…I do not deal in fear…I deal in wrath…

I also filed a detailed complaint about the misconduct of this seedy attorney who is about to be served a mighty dose of humble pie…Perhaps this swamp scum will learn to shut his trap when it comes to single mothers like me who are not easy targets…Oh snap…Fuckers like that better run run run…For I deal in wrath…

As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my latest song titled Flying Monkey something I refused this dip shit narc attorney and others like them…

…………Flying Monkey…………
Wrath…Cause I deal in Wrath…