Oblivious – Thrown Out – A Reflection

These little reflections Oblivious and Thrown Out were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 258 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is of yours truly when I was a whipper snapper teenager next to my beloved father may he rest in peace…My father gave me the gift of music…My father played the same old accordion for years an accordion so old it had holes in places there are not supposed to be holes in…Yet my father could make that accordion sound wonderful…I never learned how to play the accordion and try as I might while I could bang out the odd tune on an accordion no one in our household could play the accordion like my father…I did however, learn how to play the Tin Whistle and the Recorder which you see me playing on my you tube channel in places like Turkey…Music was always a very important part of our family life…My mother loved to sing and I have fond memories of hearing my mother sing and my mother has a lovely soft singing voice…Before I share more about music and how music helps me to cope and ways music can be very therapeutic for all of us…I will first quote Akiane’s amazing reflections…In Oblivious Akiane writes…”believing all news” — “wishes become oblivious”…I share this quote in two quoted sections because I left out a part of this amazing short reflection as part of building the mystery that is Akiane Kramarik and to encourage my readers to purchase your own copy of Akiane’s amazing book of prose and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes…In Thrown Out Akiane writes…”eyes cannot see themselves — i cuddle silence and i see my mother for the last time i envision myself full of hugs if i am reached from above i will never let go”…I left out a portion of this reflection also…Sincerity must be tested at all times and we cannot believe everything we are told…Simply because two thirds of the world’s population are lost and altered and as such do not contain much truth if any truth in them…Those that embrace abortion in a cult like manner as a solution to their horrible choices of having sex for pleasure without responsibility have no truth in them…Only lies and deceit in the form of wormwood and demonic obsession and or possession from asmodeus and astaroth to name a few of the legions of demons that work through and speak through horrible people full of wormwood lies and deceit…A book I highly recommend reading is the Screwtape Letters by C. S. Lewis…I will quote from this amazing book here: “The best way to drive out the devil, if he will not yield to texts of Scripture, is to jeer and flout him, for he cannot bear scorn.” — Luther – “The devil . . . the prowde spirite . . . cannot endure to be mocked.” — Thomas Moore…In the preface of the Screwtape Letters C.S. Lewis writes and I quote a small portion of for purposes of this review…”There are two equal and opposite errors into which our race can fall about the devils. One is to disbelieve in their existence. The other is to believe, and to feel an excessive and unhealthy interest in them. They themselves are equally pleased by both errors and hail a materialist or a magician with the same delight.” [Preface page IX – The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis] I might add this quote from the same source…”There is wishful thinking in hell as well as on earth.” [Preface page IX – The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis] — These days many human beings know not how to test sincerity so as to see the forest for the trees…For centuries now the devil and his legions have been systemically and categorically reducing mankind to become creatures of bad habits creatures enslaved to all the deadly sins or snares of the fowl beast…Things are so seriously bad now that women see fit to publicly praise abortion as having a “sweet smell” by describing the sweet smell of perfume on the nurse who aids the modern murderess in the fiendish task of murder in the first degree of her own unborn helpless child…Good explanations such as “my boyfriend and I were living together for a year and due to our toxic unhealthy relationship he was not ready to be a father and I was not ready to be a mother so we sacrifice our own unborn child to baal who is lucifer who is the devil using euphemistic soft speech and then boast about how we partnered up with new partners and had children then when it suited us”…I quote this not to reference a specific source rather to showcase the diabolical reasoning behind abortion which is what women want more so than the men…Tis true men demand abortion rights as well but the women are the worst and the women are the ones the wicked ones the asherah or astart loving tarts with a blood lust that makes men look like pussy cat school boys playing with fire…These astart tarts are plentiful these days and are too full of themselves lost to diabolical narcissistic pride at its worst – the murderous mother who thinks nothing of bloodletting her own unborn child so that these tarts can fill the ciborium the cup of iniquities with their blood lust to the brim and to overflowing…Gosh at least some astart tarts are figuring themselves out and recognizing ways they became lost…An example of one such astart tart is Abby Johnson a woman who was once a whore of Babylon who did indeed drink from the vile cup of iniquitous blood letting via her own history of having at least one abortion herself and aiding and abetting other women in vile bloodletting practices…Abby Johnson and other tarts like her belong in prison…To her credit this tart woke up and recognized what she had become and experienced an amazing miraculous conversion…Sadly this tart is now on a pedestal shouting from the rooftops about the evil that abortion is…Because this sad sorry fat woman is doing public service to remedy for her criminal history of murdering at least one of her own unborn babies in her womb and aiding and abetting the murder of other women’s babies…I say leave her to her own devices while prison is where that astart tart belongs for her criminal history…I say let her be because she is doing a fine job of making a horses ass of herself in the public realm all by herself…She has a devoted husband she found a man crazy enough to marry her…A decent man a good man by all accounts…Far be it for me to express how I feel about ones like that…After all I never had an abortion or used contraception. Though my past is far from perfect my history is a far cry from the likes of Abby Johnson…Ya know those in favor of abortion laugh at ones like Abby Johnson because for years the pro aborts had Abby Johnson eating out of their Hands…I do give Abby Johnson credit for being fearless enough to publicly tell the world what she was which was an astart bloodletting astaroth tart…Good for her she is willing to accept public criticism from others much worse than poor Abby Johnson ones who are too far gone in the ways of baal to recognize how lost they are…I do believe in my heart that the fearless good work and efforts put forth by Abby Johnson will merit that woman some reward in Heaven…Abby Johnson after recognizing ways she had been seduced by the devils to her credit really stepped up and shows the world by her heroic example how people can change that no matter how low you stoop or how far you fall you can repent sincerely from your heart and do some good to effect change…Abby Johnson was never swamp scum and here is why…That girl got caught up in a web of lies and deceit that set that girl up to fail from a very young age…The swamp scum are the ones responsible for these banal abortion laws and policies that fills young girls like Abby Johnson with diabolical lies and deceit…Abby Johnson figured this out by the grace of the God of life and look at that woman go…She went on to birth more children with her devoted husband and she also adopted at least one child…Sure those who hate unborn children hate Abby Johnson…I am showing Abby Johnson some love on my blog yes the love I am showing Abby Johnson is tough Irish love where in true Irish fashion I tell it as it is like it or not…I pray daily in thanksgiving for brave souls like Abby Johnson who has earned my respect and some space on my blog…A respect easily lost and not easily regained when it comes to ones like me…Abby Johnson has my respect for her heroic public service her fearlessness in speaking out against abortion and by shouting from the rooftops to anyone with ears who will listen that abortion is pure evil and is the cruel and merciless slaughtering of holy innocent human beings…Thank you Abby Johnson for doing what you do and for putting up with back lash from ones worse than you ever were the swamp scum whom the God of life will contend with at the appointed time known only to our mutual creator who is the God of life…I give Abby Johnson credit on my blog for her fearless public service which in my eyes is a remedy for her serious criminal history though her crimes were legalized murder these crimes remain an eternal mystical criminal record for interfering with and altering God’s plan for the humanity of the babies that woman Abby Johnson murdered in her past criminal life…Ones like Abby Johnson often become angry and agitated when called on their crap and can become combative and confrontational due to the demonic nature of Abby Johnson’s vile bloodletting past…While I show this woman a degree of respect on my blog…I dare say I would not get along very well with her in a court room…I would want to see her thrown behind bars for at least ten years so that she can think long and hard about her sordid past…I do not think women like that should be raising children she is not fit for purpose or up to the task..Abby Johnson remains out of control with her railing speech and angry diatribes and I dare say ones like Abby Johnson cannot stand to be in the presence of ones like me because in my eyes come a look of justice…In my eyes Abby Johnson will face justice a justice that never came in this life for the unborn children murdered by the likes of Abby Johnson who belongs in prison not in the public realm on a pedestal…No wonder the pro aborts have a field day with Abby Johnson and often view Abby Johnson as a ridiculous pawn for the pro life cause…I have a message for Abby Johnson I say relay this…Abby Johnson girl go home and take care of your own growing family…Be good to your devoted husband and children and give thanks that you did not serve the time you so richly deserve in prison for your crimes…Your pedestal power is weak and not strong enough to stop the machination of evil that abortion is because you my dear fed this machination of evil yourself for years…You my dear already sacrificed to baal your own unborn child at lest once if not twice…Oh snap! Abby Johnson had two abortions…My God two abortions and aided and abetted numerous other abortions…No wonder the pro life movement is so weak and pathetic…I say to ones like Abby Johnson you now have seven children of your own to care for so do that…The only woman on earth whom I admire and respect the most is my own birth mother because my birth mother showed me her own daughter by her own heroic example of what it means to be authentic…My birth mother never had an abortion or used contraception…Gosh other churches did not want the likes of Abby Johnson in their ranks and the only church willing to accept Abby Johnson is the roman catholic church…I cringe when I say that as this is cringe worthy…My God Abby Johnson’s children face a high risk of being accessed for child abuse and molestation by horrible pedophiles who fill churches like the roman catholic church so full of sex cult practices…I respect Abby Johnson’s heroic efforts to do some good and effect change though she makes a laughing stock of herself in the process…A woman like my own birth mother who quietly raises her children earns my respect more so than ones like Abby Johnson on pedestals when in truth these witches belong in prison…In this life mankind cannot subpoena the unborn children for depositions for purposes of litigation because the voices of the aborted babies were systemically and categorically silenced…Therefore justice must fall form heaven and tis from heaven from the mighty arm of the most high God of life that justice will fall for all eternity and it is then that the loud cry the clarion call of the silent screams of the unborn children will be felt and heard for all eternity…I do realize that ones like Abby Johnson have been lawless for years now…Therefore, I would not expect women like that to listen to a thing I have to tell them…Ones like Abby Johnson are far too full of themselves to give ones like me the time of day…The only time of day Abby Johnson will ever get from me is this space on my blog to give her the credit she demands and deserves for making a horses ass of herself in the public realm and failing in an epic fail to stop the machination of evil that abortion is that Abby Johnson herself once fed with two of her own unborn babies…Not one but two and countless other babies whose voices Abby Johnson snuffed out…I would not let that crazy bitch near my child or children for five seconds unsupervised…Abby Johnson is another out of control female narcissist on a pedestal that she is failing in an epic way as her reward which is that she has been left to her own devices for a very long time now…The theater that is Abby Johnson is one very bad smelly and ugly fat show…Abby Johnson admits that abortion has a stench to it and Abby Johnson carries the stench of two abortions mystically speaking for all eternity…No wonder the pro life movement is such an epic failure…That is because mankind has been left to their own devices for centuries now and the results are in…Mankind failed the test and by this epic fail not one on earth can stand myself included…Heaven help us all…

I will now share with my readers ways music can help to reduce stress and to live life more fully…I had the great privilege of being trained by Tom Savoy a top notch musician whose daughter Emalie Savoy an Opera singer got a scholarship to Juilliard school of music…Juilliard is a very small and extremely selective school of music and it is impossible for many to gain acceptance…So for Emalie Savoy to not only be accepted but to be given a Juilliard Scholarship is profound…I had the privilege of hearing Emalie Savoy sing during my years in Albany, New York…That girl now a lovely young woman can sing let me tell you…I will share Emalie Savoy’s website at the end of this reflection…During my voice training…I discovered my voice range is very limited…I am an alto so when I sang in Tom Savoy’s choir – I sang to my hearts content As a little alto…My voice is like a little bird that loves to sing and so I chirp away leaving the crowing and greater louder songs to the best like Tom Savoy’s daughter Emalie Savoy and Tom Savoy’s lovely wife who is also a very gifted singer…I dedicate this reflection to Mr. Tom Savoy as my way of saying thank you for all the good you do in the field of music…You made an impact in my life and I now do my own thing with my own unique musical talents…As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my latest early morning prayer done in song my own personal Ave Maria my Clarion Call for Justice!…I also include my song inspired by sacred scriptures titled Terrestrial Paradise…I love to sing her praises when I sing of Mystical Mary in my own small voice…I also share with my readers footage of our visit to Meryemana (Virgin Mary House) in Ephesus Turkey…I love and appreciate the arts particularly musical theatrical productions…I share with you a song I wrote called I’m Just a chemical that I sing in five languages…What I bring to the world stage is a concept that is age old not unique to me at all…The concept of home theater…As such I am a one person show call it what you want good bad ugly or indifferent…My you tube is a variety show of old fashioned home theater…There is a place in our colorful world for my small alto voice after all…

…………Namaste…………

…………Music in Turkey performed by yours truly…………
………..Princes of Breifne playlist featuring my original songs and tin whistle tune titled Princes Of Breifne…………
…………Footage of our visit to Meryemana -Mary’s House in Ephesus Turkey………..
…………Basilica Of Saint John – Turkey – I had fifteen minutes to learn how to play this new instrument………..

https://www.savoymusichouse.com/thomas-f-savoy.html – Meet Tom Savoy and his lovely wife – thank you Tom Savoy for teaching me about my voice range..

https://www.emaliesavoy.com/press — Meet the delightful and very gifted and talented Emalie Savoy…

https://www.emaliesavoy.com/media – Listen to the voluptuous ravishing rich voice of this award winning incredible Soprano Emalie Savoy…Emalie Savoy enjoys singing in other languages a concept I appreciate as I also enjoy singing in other languages in my much smaller humble alto voice…

I’m Just A Chemical in five languages
………….Terrestrial Paradise – I love to sing her praises the praises of Mystical Mary…………
………….Mystical Mary – My Ave Maria – My Clarion Call for Justice! Justice! Justice! – Justicia!………..