Gauge – Doubt – A Reflection

These little reflections Gauge and Doubt were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 249 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is of my son on one of our epic trips to the Henry Doorly Zoo in Omaha Nebraska a world famous Zoo that made it to the Guinness Book Of World Records…We loved that Zoo and we visited that Zoo many times…In Gauge Akiane writes…”The infancy in us measures our spirit” I left out the middle part of that reflection because the message is still the same with that part left out…In Doubt Akiane writes…”The future or the past never doubts”…I also left out a part of that little reflection…What Akiane is saying in these reflections is when we remain child like and innocent and pure then our spirits are often youthful and full of vigor though our mortal bodies grow older when we remain spiritually and emotionally pure and child like not childish child like then coping with life on life’s terms is done more easily than when we borrow trouble or welcome drama into our lives…The reason the future or the past never doubt is because the past is already done and dusted and the future will unfold or unfurl no matter what and yes our choices can often dictate how our future unfolds…Sadly there are often events beyond our control that also affects the unfolding of futures…Akiane’s brother Ilia Kramarik wrote a book titled “The Future Never Gives Up”…Ilia is spelled with an accent on the a…It is true that the Future truly never gives up…Tis true in the tapestry of our lives the future never gives up in that time marches on to its own beat whether we like it or not and we are powerless to stop the passage of time…The present moment is fleeting in that while living in the present moment each moment passes in a very gentle manner…I watched my son grow over the years…My son is now taller than me his mum and his shoe size is now bigger than my shoe size…As my son grows up to be big and tall and strong I watch in amazement that the time flies by so quickly…While my son has lived with me every day for many years and I got to watch and witness my boy grow up…The process of growing up is mystically very gentle and in that I do not see him sprout up quickly yet over time and over many nights and days through a mystical process of rest and sleep at night and activities during the day…My son is growing up…A process I am powerless to stop which is a fine thing because most normal parents want their children to grow up to become big and strong so as to do well in life…I would like to provide a little perspective too…In my job which I do not advertise on my blog or you tube in detail due to the agreement I signed…I get calls from men and women across the board asking me a stranger on the other end of the phone how a POI or person of interest feels or is feeling towards them or about them…Now in many cases I can help with that kind of energy if there is some contact or a history of contact or some form of relationship be it work friendship or other to go from…Sadly silly women and men call me about person’s they have nothing going with at all to see if I can tell them how that person of interest feels about them…I recently told a very arrogant woman who called that she needs to have more confidence in herself and her own ability to gauge or measure one’s feelings towards her…She became angry with me and ended the call…I never hang up on my callers…Then she lost no time in accusing me of being arrogant in a negative review…I do not mind negative reviews because each review helps me to reach my goals of a certain number of required reviews and I also leverage this negative energy for good…I tell my regular callers and other callers whom I do indeed help why it is that others feel the need to be negative…I often find that my regular callers and other callers will provide heartfelt strong reviews and at times denounce the hateful negative reviews…I do write into management about why certain calls end the way they do…Management is very pleased with how well I am doing and my work reviews are strong…Negative energy can drag us down that is why it is vital to avoid like the plague negative people when possible…There is an old Irish saying that goes like this…”There is nothing as queer as folk”…Yes people can be very odd and behave in strange ways making measuring the feelings one has towards us myself included very difficult to measure…My approach is very simple…Tis this…For all ladies and gents out there hankering for a partner…Tis very simple really…All you have to do is look past words said and look to the action of the ones saying words to you…By their actions you will know without a doubt how ones feel for you…For myself I keep things very basic and simple…You see if I were arrogant I could have kept that silly woman on the line for ages filling her itchy ears with many a bawdy tale of ways her POI loves her…In life we get to write our own scripts based on the great gift of free will given to us by our benevolent creator the God of Life…As such we need not concern our selves with feelings rather we must concern ourselves with action…Do the people in our lives whether at work or in friendships or in clubs or at the gym or whomever we encounter be it for business or personal act in an upright manner…Because if queer folks are acting oddly queer having nothing to do with sexual orientation mind you, then the thing to do is distance yourself and treat odd people with distant respect or avoid them like the plague when possible…It is not always possible to avoid strange people…In America the laws are banal as are the policies…The laws here support keeping greedy lazy lawyers fat and ugly no offense intended to the many decent hard working lawyers…Sadly there are far too many fat and ugly greedy lawyers and that is a major problem in America and around the world…These fat ugly cats keep getting fatter and do little if anything to help their clients and in many cases often make things worse not only for their clients but for the children and families affected by the shirt storm that is life in America supported by banality of every kind…That is why I will never marry I would never date an American man…I have a mind to write a song titled American man get away from me…Then again I prefer to change that tune to Modern man get away from me…American men have very large egos and drive large trucks to compensate for their very small penises that they try to keep large by taking medication like Viagra so that they can perform in the bedroom…No offense intended to the many strong American men I am addressing the male bitches around the world not just in America…Men who are feminized weak pussies with no backbone or courage and very small penises…Funny enough viagra was manufactured in Ireland for many years in County Cork to be precise…So if it is big penises that you want then you will find many in County Cork…Men who drive large trucks with large muscles and buffed up bodies from working out often have tiny penises…Not always but often…Erectile dysfunction is a common problem around the world unless of course you live in County Cork Ireland where Viagra is manufactured…Of course I express this purely as a work of art nothing more and nothing less and I make no claims as to statements of facts neither do I claim to be an authority on a thing…American men are downright scary and bat shit crazy and the women are no different…I would know because I deal with these dip shits on a regular basis…Many American women are war machines and their men the same due to banal practices in what I call strange love in their bedrooms…Many women use contraception and the men use condoms and these weirdos do not want to beget or have children…Talk about strange love…Well I come along and say this I do not crave or want your strange love which goes on all over the world not just bat shit crazy egotistical overly proud America…The American man vacillates between being over confident and very full of himself too full of himself to make room for a partner of any kind to having zero confidence and anger issues when rejected by persons of interest…Many American men try to manipulate women into going to see them and then boast about their conquests…This is common around the world too not limited to just America…American women are often desperate cases and are what I call female desperado women and men too to be fair who hunt for partners…American women are known for aggressively chasing men and then boasting about how they hunted and snagged or lassoed their partners into the bird cage called American marriage which is a fucking shit storm nightmare of the lowest order…I get many a phone call asking me for witchcraft and spells such as love spells to steal a partner from another partner…Tis nuts I tell ya…I do not do witchcraft or spells and I simply return that evil will back to its source and I give callers like that a very sound and stern telling…I tell them they are dabbling in the occult to manipulate energy via energy shifting and such to capture their partner like prey…I tell these idiots that the evil they do will turn on them and they will end up alone and that the universe will punish ones like that for their banality their evil deeds…Well correction like that is always awkward and is seldom well received…I tell desperado men and women like this they are better off alone than doing banal things to capture partners like prey…One woman who called me is in her forties told me that she saw fit to get involved with a young man aged nineteen years old…That bitch paid a witch a friend of hers who is into witchcraft a large sum of money to put a spell of protection around her and this confused young man…She got pregnant by him but lost the babies…I received a vision that she was being punished by the God of Life for abusing a young man who is too young to know better and who should have stayed the hell away from bitches like this…The twins did not survive and were miscarried because the God of life who gives life also takes away life as is mentioned in the sacred scriptures…I received a vision that her womb was being closed up as punishment for her unjust crime against this lost young man…Instead of helping that young man she used him for sex and called that love…That is not love that is abuse of a youth who needs a leg up in life not a crazy woman in her forties molesting him which is what she was doing…Her womb has been closed for all eternity…She will never be able to conceive children again that is her reward for her banality…In dealing with witches like that one…I commend that young man to the most high God of life to deliver him from the snares of this foul woman who is governed by the snares of the fowl devil and his ilk…In her banality she claims that this young man is calling her yet she refuses to answer his calls in a disordered banal attempt to manipulate his energy and control him so as to break him down to force him to come to her in a month or so begging to return…I told that witch that will not happen for this young man will perceive and rightfully so that she is now rejecting him and that by her refusal to accept his calls she is sending him a clear message that the relationship is over…That this young man will feel this rejection in a strong way and will not under any circumstances contact her ever again…She saw fit to correct me and said that due to being so young and this man is a youth that his brain is not the brain of an adult and as such she can control him and that he will return to her in a month…This is from the mouth of an abusive type an evil horrible witch who is too full of herself to realize that the evil she is doing is being returned to her and its source…This is from the mouth of a female predator…She will be forced to return to the den from whence she came and that young man will be freed from her snares…For with the help of heaven he will realize that one is a right witch and will stay away…That is not love that is toxic unholy ungodly false love by a female wolf in sheep’s clothing who is destroying the youth of America…Horrible women destroy young men…It is high time someone said that so I say it…Mark my words that within ninety days that woman will be reduced to a whelp a shriveling whelp in tears that she ever thought she could destroy the youth of America…That proud witch will rue the day she ever called me for unto her I am her worst nightmare…I will storm heaven and the armies of heaven under the mystical banner of holy innocence to stop that witch in her wicked evil tracks and to protect that young man from her claws so as to never again to get caught in her fowl snares…She even got that youth to agree to be engaged to her though he told her on on uncertain terms they are incompatible…What is clear to me is this…What that witch did is inconceivable pure evil wicked and unforgivable in that she is not sorry for her crimes…In America criminal banal behavior is encouraged and supported by vile laws and policies that make fat cats fatter and the poor poorer…That young man will be helped by the holy armies of heaven under the mystical banner of holy innocence and as such he will be rescued from the many snares of the fowler found in horrible women…For those of you who value and believe in the power of prayer as I do…Kindly join me in prayer for this lost American male youth storm heaven that he will be set free from wicked horrible women and men…I told that woman that her assessment of that situation is totally false that she will not succeed in destroying this youth so as to break him and that he will not be returning to her at all…She refused to listen which is fine with me because the God Of Life has left witches like that one to her own devices long before I came along…Bad cess to that one I say not that I curse her she is already accursed by her own banality and choices horribly made…Ones like that cannot and do not accept correction for they are already too far gone and lost to the devil himself…America has been destroyed from the inside out for many years now…When I study the Kennedy Administration I am filled with intense sorrow because with the destruction of the Kennedy’s both by mass media smear campaigns about sordid sex lives and such…Then the tragic death of former President John F. Kennedy…The emotions I feel when I study this couple are strong…Why? Because being Irish and indigenous which is what I am…There is an ancient tribal Mystical connection there in that John F. Kennedy was Irish and Jackie his lovely wife was also of Irish descent in her lineage…Jackie and her husband former President John F. Kennedy were like two birds in a cage called the Administration that is the Presidency…Not so much the White House which by all accounts Mrs. Kennedy loved residing in more than she expected…More the Administration and the policies that limited their abilities to do good and effect change…The Bay Of Pigs Invasion is an example of too many cooks in the kitchen with little spoiler alerts…The Bay Of Pigs Invasion was an embarrassment on a National and International level a public embarrassment that President John F. Kennedy and his wife Jackie had to bear though the nuances of that debacle was not known to the Kennedy’s in their entirety and as a result the Bay Of Pigs invasion seemed to be a vile set up and an invasion that was not needed at all…I express this as a work of art nothing more and nothing less…I would dare say that the Cuban people would have the best understanding of that debacle more than the rest of us who are limited to what the mass media wants us to know…By all accounts John F Kennedy and his wife felt remorse and great sorrow over the Bay Of Pigs disaster…In any Administration not limited to running countries like America there are many false friends people who act like they care and are on your side yet beneath their pleasant and kind exteriors lies demonic hate and sick pleasure in destroying the ones they target and love to hate…Sadly many rise to power so that they can destroy ones they hate…I have no idea what it is like to be in politics…I do not envy any of our world leaders…I would not want their jobs on a good day never mind a bad day…There are horrible people in positions of power not limited to governance who defile virgins destroy youth as follows…These ones demand two or more flowers meaning and this is sick two or more female flowers to be de-floured by vile rape prior to negotiating weapons deals and other such deals in the dark business of illegal weapons and drug dealings..Not limited to just those kinds of deals but also in human trafficking…Epstein had many interactions with governance who visited his pedophile Island…With the help of heaven the truth about what was done in the dark to holy innocent youths is being revealed…Notice I do not accuse any one in governance of doing anything untoward not at all…But it is very concerning when you see the evidence of encounters with the likes of Epstein…The day that John F Kennedy was shot gunned down in a cruel and merciless manner the world was shocked and the universe was altered for all eternity…I sincerely do believe that Jackie Kennedy died that day too…That she died inside the day her husband was shot or gunned down in Texas…I studied the book that Jackie’s and John F Kennedy’s lovely daughter Caroline Kennedy presented to the world as a gift to those of us like me who were born after the death of John F. Kennedy so that ones like me could get some insight into the Kennedy Administration…This was a great gift and remains a great gift and thank you Caroline Kennedy for sharing this part of your family’s story with the world…When I study this book titled Jacqueline Kennedy Historic Conversations on Life with John F. Kennedy Foreword by Caroline Kennedy..Interviews with Arthur M. Schlesinger, JR., 1964 with Introduction and annotations by Michael Beschloss…It is plain to me as one of many who are reading or have read this amazing book…A book that is compiled of a total of Seven Conversations which to me the reader feels like a wonderful gift like opening Seven different doors into the life and times of John F. Kennedy and his wife Jackie…As I study this excellent book my heart is filled with great sorrow that is mystical in nature because from the perspective of an Irish Immigrant which is what I am…My family Immigrated to America all ten of us…I noticed that some of the conditions that John F. Kennedy struggled with health wise are similar to conditions in my own family lineage…For example the “last name” stomach…Last name meaning my legal last name which I keep private…My lineage has had similar health problems to the problems experienced by the Kennedy’s…Notice that I do not quote or repeat a thing from that sacred book…To me a little Irish woman not much at all just another immigrant to America…This book is like gold to ones like me…For in the study of this book I find myself I learn more about my own indigenous tribal heritage…It was the desire on the part of the Kennedy Family that this great book would restore humanity to the Kennedy Administration in the eyes of the public whose eyes were dehumanized the day John F Kennedy was gunned down…To Caroline Kennedy and the Kennedy family I would like to say this…Well done this book restores the humanity of Mr. and Mrs. John F. Kennedy in my eyes and this book reduces me to tears…For as I study its contents I experience mystical waves of strong emotions…I often have to put the book down and collect myself…I shed tears real tears and I tear up now as I write this over the many tragedies faced with such graceful strength by both Mr. and Mrs. John F. Kennedy…I would say this that I know in my spirit and in my heart of hearts beyond a shadow of a doubt that John F. Kennedy is in heaven…I have no doubt about this…Though I add that not one of us on earth is ever totally sure of who is in heaven…I simply feel this in my spirit and speak from my heart this expression as a work of art nothing more and nothing less…In my study of this book a great gift to the American Public and the world the voice of Jackie Kennedy was heard for the first time…A voice that was in many respects unintentionally systemically and categorically silenced by the nature of those days…As I write this I feel as an empath intense emotions and tear up…To me the Kennedy’s represented family life and with the downfall of John F. Kennedy via a brutal murder…Signaled to ones like me the downfall of whole civilizations not only the Irish nations but the American nations…Indigenous tribes were systemically and categorically destroyed for centuries…With the end of John F. Kennedy so brutally enforced signaled to me an indigenous tribal Irish woman the end of my own Indigenous Irish Nation…My God the trauma that Jackie suffered from the tragic death of her beloved husband John F. Kennedy gunned down in the prime of his life…This tragedy and trauma will be felt for all eternity and perhaps this explains why it is I tear up and experience strong emotions when I study the voice of Jackie Kennedy…This book allows me room to process room to breathe and room to mourn the tragic loss of John F. Kennedy felt worldwide a loss that will be felt for all eternity…When lives are cut short in an effort to shorten their time in the book of life that comes from the author of all life…The God of Life…A mystical hole a mystical void is felt that reverberates for all eternity…Here I am a forty eight year old little Irish single mother not much at all yet Mystically I feel this tragedy so strongly at times I tear up and shed real Irish tears which obliges me to put the book down for a time only to revisit this tragic tale that signaled the destruction of our now lost western world and lost western civilization…John F. Kennedy though he was President and a grown man was in many respects holy and innocent and child like not childish child like…This was evidenced by his holy love for his children whom he adored…I am certain Caroline Kennedy would agree that her father may he rest in peace adored his children…Also both Mr. and Mrs. Kennedy mourned the loss of children more than once in their own sufferings as a human family…Jacqueline Kennedy’s voice brings the humanity back to a world lost to the inhumane…Jacqueline Kennedy’s voice reverberates for all eternity in a Mystical manner so much so that one’s like me shed tears of sorrow upon hearing Jackie’s voice found in the pages of this wonderful historical gift to mankind…It is plain as day to me that in those emotional interviews that took place shortly after the untimely death of her beloved husband…That Jackie Kennedy was still traumatized and in a state of shock as evidenced by her needing some help to recall whether or not something was said…What reduces readers like me to tears is the sense of foreboding that John F. Kennedy himself had that he would not survive his days in the White House…Meaning that in a Mystical way perhaps too not known to himself John F. Kennedy knew that his time on earth would be cut short…As an American Citizen and an Irish Immigrant to America…It warms my heart to know how much Jackie loved life and living in the White House and boy what a wonderful job that woman did to brighten up the White House and to share a part of USA History with the world…Thank you Caroline Kennedy for making it possible for Irish Immigrants like me to feel like through the voice of your amazing mother found in this book like I met your mother in a very mystical way…This book is transcendent in that the voice of Jacqueline Kennedy will be heard for all eternity in a very Mystical manner…It is through the voice of Jacqueline Kennedy that ones like me get to meet your father John F. Kennedy – in a unique and very beautiful and mystical way…I was born in Ireland in 1972 after John F. Kennedy was gunned down…My generation is in many respects a very lost generation…What this book does for ones like me is restore history through the voice of a woman a phenomenal strong woman whom I believe died in a mystical way the same day her beloved husband John F. Kennedy died…Though Jacqueline Kennedy went on in a very stoic and lady like manner I sincerely do believe that woman died inside the day the music in her heart died the music that was the sacred love she shared with her one and only irreplaceable first and eternal husband…Mr. President Elect John F. Kennedy…I dedicate this post to former President Elect John F. Kennedy who is noted for saying…”Ask not what your country can do for you — ask what you can do for your country.” Many Americans around the world myself included received that message warmly and very well…I include a link to John F. Kennedy’s Inaugural Address dated January 20th 1961 at the end of this reflection…In his Inaugural address President John F. Kennedy mystically address the oligarchy of corporate wars fought by means of profane laws and policies governed by hostile powers…Though justice never came for many in this life justice will fall from heaven when the mighty arm of the Most High God deals a mighty blow to finish once and for all for all eternity these cruel and merciless oligarchy war powers…The war of the womb from the war on all flesh was and remains the final war unfurled on mankind…The terror of the unborn boys and girls in their own mother’s wombs is the final count down to the massive heal crushing about to happen in a mystical way at the heal of a woman under a title hidden in sacred scriptures for all eternity only to be mentioned for times like these…Mary Mystical Mary under the title Sulamitess and her company of camps her armies from heaven will crush for all eternity with her mighty heal the devil who is satan and his cruel and merciless oligarchy war powers waged from lips of wars…I include the link here for ease of reference…

https://www.ushistory.org/documents/ask-not.htm – The Inaugural Address of President John F. Kennedy on Friday January 20th 1961 – The 35th President Of The United States Of America…

Please join me in a moment of sacred silence to honor the untimely death of former President Elect John F. Kennedy and to honor the Mystical eternal sorrows of Jacqueline Kennedy his grieving wife whose voice was systemically and categorically silenced for far too long….Sacred Silence Please…….

As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my latest song titled Flying Monkey from my home theater playlist…Where in this song that is my own original song I refuse to become or be “your flying monkey” addressing the problems that vile gossip causes…

I also include my latest home theatrical performance of “Ask not what your country can do for you” by John F. Kennedy where I sing the whole Inaugural Address done by President John F. Kennedy on Friday January 20th 1961…I allow for imperfections in my songs and particularly when I sing President John F Kennedy’s Inaugural address…I had to repeat a small portion of it…To show the world that there could only be one John F Kennedy…I use patriotic colors in my presentation including a combination of a a white glove that represents the purity and beauty not only of the American Dream but the dreams of all nations…A red glove to symbolize the blood shed of soldiers in all wars not only in America but around the world…Including the unborn children destroyed in the art of war on all flesh the final war the war on the womb…This is purely a work of art nothing more and nothing less…I am not political at all…I do not understand politics and only do what I do as a mystical prayer for America and the world and a heartfelt Tribute to John F. Kennedy and his family as my small way of saying thank you to Caroline Kennedy for publishing those amazing interviews sharing with the world the voice of Jacqueline Kennedy…This is may way of saying thank you to America for welcoming Irish Immigrants and all Immigrants to this great nation so that we could build new lives for ourselves in our war torn world. I also include all sixty six chapters of Isaias for your listening pleasure for those who enjoy sacred scriptures as much as I do…

…………Namaste…………

…………”Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For You” – John F. Kennedy – I allow for imperfections in my work to show the world there was only one perfect delivery of that Inaugural Address by One John F. Kennedy…—…The Inaugural Address of President John F. Kennedy on Friday January 20th 1961 – The 35th President Of The United States Of America…………I include a link here as my source of reference for this amazing Mystical Inaugural Address…https://www.ushistory.org/documents/ask-not.htm
…………Isaias all sixty six chapters – Douay Rheims…………

…………Flying Monkey from my Home Theater Playlist…………