Sharing – Purity – A Reflection

These little reflections Sharing and Purity were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 245 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is yours truly wearing a party city crazy wig and eye mask on purpose for one of my latest spoof skit songs…Gotta luv party City…Gosh in Ireland where I am from they do not have large Walmart’s or Party City’s or such varieties as they do here in the USA…America has so much to offer and is the most advanced country in the world…I have been to ten countries in total including the USA…America offers the best of everything…Aren’t you glad I am not your president! Seriously! I was born in Ireland therefore I could never run for president…Besides in reality even if I could run I would not want the job…Tis a hard job running a nation so I simply pray for all of our world leaders and I do not envy their positions…I did however sing a rather long song based on my own creative writing piece about what I would do if I were your president America…I will share that song at the end of this reflection…Tis entertaining to be sure since there is no way on earth I could ever run for president of anything…Therefore, I decided that I need to be queen of something…So I am queen of my hill my own very small hill…I will share my you tube clip about that too…My featured image is from my most recent crazy skit song making fun of the banking industry fraud detection alerts that are often not valid and false which happened to me very often as a bank card holder…I luv to make fun of stupid stuff — stuff that makes no sense to me anyway…My sense of humor is not for everybody to each their own I say…If ya don’t like my stuff simply x out and move on to other stuff ya like better – fair enough!…In Sharing Akiane writes…”We cannot own our own sharing” and in Purity Akiane writes “The filth has known purity – But purity has never known the filth.” I could not say these reflections better myself…Amazing wisdom found in the pen of a young girl…The nature of sharing is giving and as the scriptures say it is in giving that we receive…Not necessarily a reward which for many Christians the reward is heaven not on earth…Rather in giving we receive gratitude or abuse depending on the circumstances…Either way the experience of giving helps us to grow and learn as human beings so as to hopefully not make repeated mistakes and to grow and develop our strengths our abilities to give back to our world…Our world gives us many things…Our world provides sustenance food and shelter for many…As such we are supposed to give back to our world…My ways of giving back are as follows…While out shopping I will let other shoppers who seem to be in a rush coming or going to or from work to go ahead of me…If I see a public service man or woman such as a Police Officer or Fire Fighter or anyone in the service industry including our plain clothes soldiers…I will allow our service men and women to go ahead of me at Subway or other such places because these folks are often on the job and busy…That is how I give back…I give back also as follows…When I have a little extra money I will treat random men and women to a free cuppa coffee on me…For example when I am at the local coffee and doughnut shop I will treat random customers to whatever they are purchasing…I always offer first and get permission prior to treating…I tell these customers this is my small way of giving back to America a country I love with a fiery passion…I never had anyone turn me down regardless of race religion color or creed or sexual orientation because when I do a kind deed…I see a human being a whole person made in the image and likeness of our mutual creator who is the God of life…I do not see race religion color or creed or sexual orientation…It is not my role to be unkind and to judge others…My role is to be just me and being just me means I enjoy being kind and giving back in my own small ways whenever possible…Another small way I enjoy giving back is this…I purchase day passes for the public bus system…Then when I ride the bus if I observe folks who cannot afford a bus pass for the day…I pass mine out…Again I always offer and get permission and I address every man and woman as Sir or Ma’am as my way of showing my mark of respect…Regardless of religion race color creed and sexual orientation…I help a lot of black people who ride the bus simply because where I live we have many Black and Hispanic members of our community…I stick out in that I am white as a ghost from Ireland…My good deeds are always well received for I always make my offer with the utmost respect for whomever I speak to…People can tell when you are a caring person and people can tell that you respect them too…I noticed as I type this reflection this interesting phenomenon with auto correct…When I type the word black there is no auto correct and when I type the word white the same is true no auto correct…However when I type the word Hispanic or Latino auto correct underlines the first letter to denote the need to make the H for Hispanic a capital letter and the same for Latino – Latino…Auto correct can be brilliant and very helpful…Notice I made sure to capitalize the right letters as my own mark of respect for all of our very colorful and fine communities that makes America a Great Nation…So when I speak about our very fine Black Communities I make sure I capitalize the word B for Black to show the Black Community that they have my respect…I do the same for Hispanic and Latino and all of our fine Communities that makes America a great nation…I do the same for Ireland as a mark of respect for my own beloved homeland…When we think of Purity it is very true that filth has known Purity for filth destroys and defiles the Pure…An example of this is the wine skins in sacred scriptures…The original wine skin that holds the wine is pure…Yet when you empty that wine skin and refill it with wine…The wine skin goes bad or becomes defiled…For purity only happens once in that in the case of the wine skin there can only be one wine skin for one individual use to hold one course of wine to be served…In Matthew Chapter 9 verses 16 and 17 Jesus Christ describes purity as follows…”Neither do they putteth a piece of raw cloth unto an old garment. For it taketh away the fullness thereof from the garment: and there is made a greater rent. Neither do they put new wine into old bottles. Otherwise the bottles break and the wine runneth out and the bottles perish. But new wine they put into new bottles: and both are preserved.” In these scripture verses Jesus Christ is describing purity and ways to preserve purity…That when an old garment is mixed with a newer garment it increases the rent or tear and the garment is destroyed…The same is true of the wine skin bottles…With mankind purity has a similar concept or meaning…Marriage is sacred and marriage is meant for one man and one woman so as to beget however many children the God of life wishes to bless that marriage bed with…Heaven seeks to bless mankind and the God of life seeks to bless mankind…As evidenced in Genesis with the seed of Abraham…Though Abraham begot a child with his maidservant the God of life nonetheless blessed that maid servant who was of Egyptian origin and whose seed was the seed of the devil…Nonetheless the God of life saw fit to bless her child begotten of Abraham because Abraham’s seed is holy for all eternity…Besides’ the maidservant was obedient to her superiors…The maidservant though the seed of the devil from Egyptian origin was not intrinsically evil or bad…There is a difference…She could not control that in the book of life she was the seed of the devil…Her role was sacred no different in many respects to the role of Abraham…The God of life uses the devil and his seed as a pawn to test mankind…Mankind is like a chess board and mankind is tested in very black and white fashion nothing to do with race religion color or creed…The God of life tests the hearts and spirits of mankind…All of us myself included have great potential for great good or great evil…Not one of us escapes the proclivity or propensity for evil…This is evidenced by our fallen natures…I include myself here I am guilty of lying when it is just as easy to tell the truth…I have shared with my readers and on you tube mistakes I have made in my own far from perfect past…When one studies cases like Hitler and other such seriously monstrous murderous people…It boils down to choices…Somewhere in the tapestry of his life Hitler started to make bad choices…Hitler’s spirit was changed as a result and Hitler embraced suggestions from the fallen angels the demonic realm that appealed to Hitler’s ego and Hitler’s pride…Hitler had the mystical mark of the beast on his forehead though not obvious to the naked eye…Hitler was a man of perdition one of many bad men of perdition of the devil and the fallen angels…For when mankind lies cheats kills and destroys like Hitler did hellfire awaits ones like Hitler…That is not me judging or condemning Hitler rather Hitler by allowing his spirit to be changed condemned himself and from the moment that man blood let animals then humans for satan and his fallen angels…Hitler removed himself from the book of life and added himself to the book of the dead…The God of life allowed Hitler to be tested though the God of life did not want Hitler’s father to abuse Hitler as a child neither did the God of life want horrible molesters to destroy all seven churches from within…The God of life allowed mankind to self destruct to be destroyed from within…Consequently, all flesh on earth is corrupted worse than the days of Noah when all flesh was corrupted…All flesh is once more corrupted…Not one of us myself included is a match for the devil and his fallen angels…Only Heaven and the God of life can help mankind…An inferno from hell itself has already been unleashed on earth…Part of the test of mankind was this…Would mankind stay the course and make good choices or be led to the depths of hell fire by satan and his infernal lies and deceit and banal laws and policies…Sadly billions have been led astray by ideals that are luciferien in nature under the guise of many false lights…I notice for example in the field of psychology there is a diabolical silence among many among most actually when it comes to abortion and contraception…Many in the field of psychology do not discuss abortion or contraception as a contributing factor to the deterioration of women’s mental health…Further to this many in the field of psychology fail to address the problem of false love and ways false love can indeed destroy the mental health of women…One woman whom I do have great respect for does speak about ways false love can destroy the mental health of both women and men in toxic relationships…I will share a podcast from this amazing woman in the field of psychology from Ireland at the end of this reflection…I met this woman myself in person…I also had the privilege of being allowed a one hour phone session with her which helped me tremendously to understand my self as the grown daughter of a narcissistic mother…Sadly, I observed in this therapist a diabolical silence when it comes to abortion and contraception and systemic abuse which has produced a crop of crazies unique to this century…In what I call the war on all flesh and unstable women who are hell cats who murder the children in their own wombs from vile birth control practices which is witchcraft…Many women today changed their spirits and became witches often without their knowledge rather out of ignorance…An ignorance which is costing billions around the world their very souls…Systemic abuse that went on for centuries around the world produced crops of fruits from different trees of fruit…Mystically speaking the spirits of many children in Ireland and around the world were changed as a direct result of systemic abuse hell bent on destroying children from the inside and out…This crop of diabolical bad fruit produced by mixing the seed of the devil with the seed of Abraham fulfill what the scriptures say of ones like this who live in the times we are in…The word of God says “mankind will become lovers of themselves”…The word of God also prophecies the times we are living in when with the help of heaven what was done in the dark is being revealed…”Mankind shall become angry”…Sorry if not exact quotes I quote these sacred scriptures from memory…Our world is full of covert benign and malignant narcissists who virtue pose and virtue signal yet are diabolically silent on basic Christian values such as failing to speak out with a loud voice against the blood letting that abortion truly is and the witch craft that birth control practices and abortion truly is…I will share that podcast from that amazing therapist from Ireland…She suffered a lot in her own life and it took a lot of courage and strength for that woman God love her and God bless her to not only share her own story of survival from heinous abuse at the hands of her own narcissistic brother…Whom she has forgiven…What this woman did for me and others like me was pave the way for further more in depth discussions on psychological war fare the spectrum of narcissism and the systemic abuse that produced this rotten fruit of narcissists in our world today…When I study cases on the spectrum of narcissism in our world gone horribly wrong…I watch documentaries on Netflix that showcases diabolical narcissistic criminals who have no conscience whatsoever and are pure evil…Many who do serious crimes then boldly without conscience deny such crimes ever happened or even existed causing their interrogators or accusers to scratch their heads in consternation that such grave evil exists in our world today and is done at the hands of horrible people on major power trips loaded with tons of money that was earned by evil means so as to continue doing evil…The epstein case is an example of this…That creep never ever admitted to his own banality and died among his own insanity of lies and deceit in malignant narcissistic fashion…I watched a clip on Netflix about a very dangerous woman who grew up in Northern Ireland as a young girl…Then moved to England and continued her growing up years in England…This girl was conceived outside of wedlock and was neglected spiritually and emotionally by her parents and those who raised her who had their hands full battling terrorism in Ireland…Sadly she fell under the influence of radicals in her community in England who identified as Muslim…I state this because many Muslim’s are wonderful awesome people…I would know because I had a Muslim boss years ago and I have met Muslim police women who work for the International Police to catch horrible people who do bad things…The only reason I encountered folks like that was through my own extensive traveling experiences which were very educational for both my son and I…Paris France is full of gendarme soldiers both men and women in Uniform who protect the airports from potential terrorist attacks that is how I witnessed men and women in uniform from all walks of life…The women in fatigues who were Muslim wore head coverings…It was fascinating to witness and while my son found the strong presence of Gendarme and other soldiers in Paris France and Turkey both intimidating and scary…I told my son to treat these soldiers like you are going to McDonald’s…That just like McDonald’s workers have jobs to do these soldiers have jobs to do…In both Paris France and Turkey these soldiers were on high alert and had their machine guns at the ready to fire at a moments notice…That was what scared my son and myself because had a terrorist attack occurred we could have been gunned down on the spot as collateral damage nothing more and nothing less in a world gone mad…Thanks be to the God of life we were able to travel safely without incident…No small task these days…Now that girl from Northern Ireland was not given a good upbringing because she was spiritually and emotionally neglected by her parents and those who raised her…Those who raised that girl failed both this young girl and the world in this sacred task…Consequently, this girl’s spirit was changed and she became filled with what I call demonic rage…A self loathing of herself as a western woman and a hatred of the western world…Now I agree our western world is lost and is bat shit crazy and while this breaks my heart…I am one who would take a bullet for someone rather than think to harm others…Sadly this woman from Ireland is considered one of the World’s most wanted and is known as “The white widow”…For one of her husbands committed a suicide bombing in England…She then left England after that deadly suicide bombing and lived in Africa where after a number of years she struck again with another cold and calculated bombing attack this time at a nightclub…I share a link about this horrible woman from the documentary I watched on Netflix. — https://whatsnewonnetflix.com/usa/1909488/worlds-most-wanted-2020/season-1/episode-3/samantha-lewthwaite-the-white-widow – I include this link here for ease of reference…What makes this documentary so scary is to know that people like that woman exist and do grave evil…This woman is very bad pure evil full of demonic rage and hatred of our own species mankind…There are many pure evil shady characters presented in this Netflix documentary…I think to myself what is the defining moment that changes a person so much so that they do great evil…Or grave evil…Well all who support abortion and contraception with soft speech and their votes do acts of terror to the unborn child…For by such acts the unborn child is set up for destruction based on the whims of hearts and minds lost to such banal blood letting practices found in abortion contraception and birth control practices…Terrorizing unborn children goes on wholesale in the lost western world in what I call the war on the womb waged from lips of wars from the war on all flesh…Netflix seems to me as an outside observer to be schizophrenic in that Netflix does a great job of showcasing evil in our world…Yet Netflix will contradict its own platform by supporting abortion rights under the banner of choice and showcasing evil as being attractive and good…Netflix does this all the time…I enjoy watching Netflix because I learn a lot from the good work that Netflix does showcasing ways our world has indeed gone horribly wrong and the bad work or bad shows that present evil as attractive and something to emulate which is horrible…In what I call this shit storm of modern life…Many of us like that Irish woman whom I got to meet in person and whose pod cast I am sharing on my blog do our level best to be good and to do good and to effect some kind of positive change for good…That is why I admire and respect that Irish woman in the field of psychology…On my you tube channel I share with the world my own personal story of mental trouble that I experienced from years of abuse…I want to remove the stigma behind mental health and open the floodgates of discussion in a more positive sense…My story is this…I did everything my well meaning and kind professionals who cared for me told me to do…It is because I accepted criticisms and advice and actively really listened and did what I was told to do…I got better…I was told not to date after I became a single mother due to rape…So to this day I do not date…I was told to work part time…So I work part time…I was told to do a number of positive things which I did do…That is how I got better…The greatest gift I received is the ability to cope…I will share my latest playlist titled staycation smorgasbord which ends with a wee chat about natural mood boosters…I also share my free advertisement for Goya Foods…I consider my self a contrarian…I can be very contrary just like me Feisty Irish Mammy named Mary who was also very contrary…Here is how I heard about Goya foods…President Trump Endorsed Goya Foods…The media frenzied “cancel culture” – demands the boycotting of Goya Foods…Says I to meself sure I never heard of Goya Foods…I do not like the feeling of being dictated to not buy a certain consumer product…So off I went in typical contrary Irish fashion and purchased lots of Goya Food and I offer a free advertisement on You Tube to Go Goya Foods just cause ya can…It turns out that Goya food does a lot of good too…They donate to food pantries…Goya Foods actually cares about the poor…Their Flan is yummy delicious…I also include my latest series of spoof songs as follows…Fraud Alert Song…I also include my latest skit titled A sista from another mother…And my latest crazy song inspired by Miley Cyrus’s crazy song We Can’t Stop…Though my crazy song is unique to me my own work of Art…I declare my Independence from Banal Organized Religion…Now my own birth mother is very narcissistic…Yet despite serious problems my birth mother is not a malignant narcissist and her pathology as a narcissistic birth mother is on the lower end of the spectrum…Meaning my birth mother is not intentionally evil neither is my birth mother a calculating evil narcissist…I appreciate my own birth mother now more than ever…I share with my readers a song I wrote called 86 for my own birth mother’s recent 86th birthday…I will never understand the depths of the depravities found in our species…I am not alone in making that statement…So Help Me God Of Life…I am bound and determined to be a force for good in this world because our world already has far too much evil in it…Heaven help us all as we all “trudge our own roads to happy destiny” – Twelve Step Program of Recovery…As all of us continue our own personal Journey’s Of Our Eternity…As a special treat I include my playlist on you tube titled Party City Costume Performances…A free advertisement for the fun store that Party City is…

…………Namaste…………

…………Party City Costume Performances playlist…………
…………My Birth Mother deserves good things by virtue of holy child birth and many other virtues…………

…………Independence – Inspired by Miley Cyrus’s song titled – We Can’t Stop – I Won’t Stop – Holla!!!…………
…………A sista from another mother – A skit making fun of narcissism so rampant today…………

…………Fraud Alert Song – A Spoof Song about the banking industry fraud alerts…………

…………Go Goya Foods – Just Cause Ya Can – Last Time I checked this is not a dictatorship so consumers can go and buy from whomever they so choose…………

…………In this playlist I share my tastes in food and natural mood boosters including a wee chat about ways I learned how to cope…………

…………Thank you for paving the way for more open discussion as to the problem of the fall out of Narcissistic abuse such as Gaslighting Syndrome…………This pod cast lasts over an hour so allow yourself time………….
Queen Of My Hill
…………Enjoy this performance showcasing my fiery love for America and the World…………