Tranquility – The Meaning of Life – A Reflection

These little reflections Tranquility and The Meaning of Life were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 236 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image is of my son standing by a massive train that was once widely used in recent history late 1800’s early 1900’s…This huge locomotive is now on display in Omaha Nebraska…I took my son to many places in Omaha Nebraska including an overnight stay at the world famous Henry Doorly Zoo with a bunch of kids my sons age and their parents…I took my son to the Joselyn Museum as well as to Lauritzen Gardens…These are places I visited often by myself when I was pregnant with my son…I will now quote from Akiane’s reflections..In Tranquility Akiane writes…”Infirmity Transcends The Senses”…Leaving out a portion of that reflection I quote from the next reflection…In The Meaning of Life Akiane writes…”Love defines the meaning of being born”…I left out a portion of that reflection as well…In infirmity if mankind can remain calm and at peace and humbly accept these infirmities then the ability to cope is strengthened and as such “transcends the senses”…Sadly war does not care about infirmity…Love often defines the types of relationships we agree to in life…Sadly there is plenty of false love in our fallen world which defines the unborn child as a chemical or a blob of tissues a bunch of cells to be destroyed at the whim of hearts and minds seduced by false love idealism…Mankind no longer understands or recognizes perfection found in holy sacrificial love that requires true grit…My parents have true grit that is what preserved their marriage…True grit that no matter how hard it was my parents never lost sight of their true grit found in their fearless child birth of eight children and their mission which was to raise all eight of us to adulthood…I will share with my readers a part of my own journey of eternity and speak about the ordeal I went through during the course of my nine months of pregnancy…During the course of my nine months of pregnancy I was alone and on my own and the so called pro life people who were supposed to help me through that time proved to be a useless nightmare to deal with…These people were vicious horrible to me and it was only after I got the hell away from these pro life whack jobs did I do better…I got my own apartment in Iowa for a time which is right next to Omaha, Nebraska…It was only after I got my own apartment did I finally experience some peace and serenity during my pregnancy…Early on in my pregnancy I was under so much stress that there was a very great risk of miscarriage…A miscarriage that many pro lifers tried to cause due to vile hatred…I encountered vicious false pro lifers who said they were pro life but were ravening wolves in sheep’s clothing…One vicious woman tried to slam her door in my face when I was removing my things from her home…I had to put my foot in the door and confront that bitch head on with my very pregnant frame and insist on getting my things…That woman was a nightmare…When I stayed with her she told me that she assumed that I was a prostitute from the streets and as such not worthy of respect and so she treated me like a dog…She was being paid by a pro life group to house me and feed me…That low life piece of shit locked me out of her kitchen and threw towels with holes in them for me to use when I showered…I had to demand better quality towels….This sick bitch went to the roman catholic church daily for mass and would kneel with both hands raised holding her false Mary rosary beads chanting the rosary after mass like a mad woman…My God when I attended mass as I was too stupid then to see the forest for the trees a horrible man tried to hit on me when I was in line for confession though I was visibly very pregnant…During my pregnancy I decided not to consider a man for any reason and to act like I was already married or not available…That decision kept me and my child safe from vile predatory wolves in sheep’s clothing…The hatred and abuse I got from the roman catholic so called pro life community would turn your stomach…It is amazing I survived without a forced miscarriage due to the stress I was under and emotional strain from verbal abuse and other vicious horrible attacks…I was hated before I was born by the shit storm that is the vile filthy roman catholic child and adult vicious sex cult…Many pro lifers should be shot for these ones are nothing but loud mouth boasters who often have a history of contraception use in their own families rendering their pro life work not as effective as it should be due to their own banality found in their many idolatry’s and banal pride and vile hatred of their own unborn children via their own banal history of birth control and acceptance of vile birth control devices and practices in their own lineages and families…These pro life wolves in sheep’s clothing are not fit for society not fit for the task and as such their punishment is this…These pro life creeps like so many other false God idolaters are nothing but virtue posers and virtue signalers who do not play fair…These scum of the earth pieces of shit are lost in a lost nation of lost ideals destroyed long before the pro life crowd were born…I dealt with the pro life community for years these ones are the scum of the earth…While pro lifers expose the banality of the blood letting that is the underbelly of the vile abortion business…These same whack jobs lose their own children and grandchildren to contraception and birth control devices and abortion…I say this because mankind has been left to their own devices centuries before…The pro life movement lost my respect and support when I moved from Ireland to Texas…I was inspired to move to Texas by the Pro Life community the Pro Life movement…The way that I was treated by a certain well respected National Pro Life group whose main office is located not far from where I live would turn your stomach…A man who works for this twisted group was very narcissistic and I was told that man was viciously bad mouthing me verbally behind my back…I only had one encounter with that awful man…The attacks he launched on my character were vile and vicious…One time I got permission from a woman who works for this organization to stop by their office so I did this…You cannot walk into their office without ringing a bell and announcing your presence though a speaker phone…I did this a horrible man who was a former abortion provider a witch doctor who murdered thousands of holy innocent babies for a price…A black man yes I said it a black man guilty of being racist against his own people and all people via vile blood letting of black babies and white babies and babies from every nation…That scum of the earth piece of shit low life former child killer approached me and tried to incite in me an angry response…Never mind that I had moved to Texas from Ireland inspired by their organization…That creep spat in my face and shit on my tribe my lineage…He cornered me and verbally threatened me and using threatening speech tried to incite in me an angry response such that if I said something untoward or wrong I would be criminalized…With their employee on the phone the whack job who gave me permission to stop by…I said to that son of a bitch…The following…No wonder your pro life movement is failing miserably…No wonder your movement failed to over turn Roe Vs. Wade in 2016…I said no wonder that no man on earth can stop these abortions and vile contraception birth control practices…I said to that jerk…Sir, Why are you not in prison?…For your heinous crimes done to unborn children? I said sir you spit in my face and shit on my tribe when you dare to look down on me like I am a piece of trash…I said I came all the way from Ireland to help your organization…This is the shit storm I get…I get cornered and threatened by a scumbag coward a shell of a man who now decides to get rich from shit heads who donate to his charity of ideals meanwhile the children continue to be destroyed wholesale…I said sir you made tons of blood money your hands have blood on them and then you claim to be Christian to care about the same unborn children that you murdered not so long ago for a price…I said then instead of showing me a small single mother due to rape some damn respect and consideration for the trouble I went to coming from Ireland to serve their organization and that I took an uber ride to their office to donate expensive tickets that my son and I could not use due to my being very ill…I get treated like garbage…No wonder the Pro Life movement is an epic failure…With pieces of shit like that working by being professional beggars for donations from lost sheep who believe the lie that their donations will save children from the machination of evil that is the bloodletting abortion industry…Come again…I told that bastard exactly what I thought of him and I spat on the ground and stomped on my spit and said…Sir I will never stoop to your level of depravity I will not curse obscenities at you or do anything untoward…I said you are the one who is not fit to tie my shoes…You are not worthy of my presence never mind my help…I said I never used contraceptive devices such as the pill or birth control devices…I said I never had an abortion…I certainly never murdered other people’s unborn babies for a price…While my life was far from perfect with some sexual history and condom use…My life compared to that piece of shit snake in the grass is a far cry from the banality of that depraved lunatic who thinks that by saying he is now a Christian who raises funds for his so called pro life charity that he will be saved…I ripped him a new one…I also said that I do not curse him that he curses himself by his own banality that the wrath of the God of life who is my God is already upon him and his nation…That my testimony of how I was treated is eternal and goes before the throne of my God who is the God of life not his God who is the God of death…That son of a bitch backed the fuck up and turned on his heals so fast you would think he was hit by a stun gun…He walked away from me in shamed disgrace with his head down like a dog with its tail between its legs…Sad to compare him that way as it is insulting to dogs as dogs do not do abortions or birth control…That bad horrible man lowered himself less than the animal kingdom with his vile history of destroying unborn children…No offense intended to dogs…This has nothing whatsoever to do with the color of that horrible man’s skin…Banality is banality and it was within my right and duty to tell that scumbag off…I ended up going to the local police station to report that incident…I provided my details and offered to donate those expensive tickets to our very fine police department…They were not doing any fundraisers then so they had to refuse my offer…I wanted the local police department to be aware of that encounter and what the purpose was of that encounter whereby I was simply trying to do a kind deed by donating expensive tickets that I could not use that this pro life charity could have sold for their cause…I do not have to tell the lost sheep shit head pro life community to fuck off and go to hell…They are already well on their way to hellfire…By their own banality and sins done out of pride and blithering ignorance…The pro life movement should not have to exist if mankind had not gone in the error of core and all things banal…With two thirds of mankind now fallen whose spirits have been changed to the spirits of the fallen angels there is no one left on earth to offer a worthy oblation to the God of life as all flesh upon earth has been corrupted…The pro life movement was doomed to be an epic fail from day one of their banal inception…To say you are pro life while embracing and using contraception in their own homes is ridiculous and banal…I have no respect or time for the lost sheep pro life movement lost to pride and banal practices that feeds the abortion industry these whack jobs try to stop…A proud man married with nine children who insists on taking his children to the roman catholic church has no problem risking exposing his wife to rape and his children to child molesters who fill the roman catholic sex cult…This proud village idiot goes on social media and you tube and talks out of his ass about Ireland and the Irish because he is of Irish descent and visited Ireland that proud know it all thinks he knows all about Ireland and the Irish…I had to email that asshole a reality check about the truth about Ireland and the Irish particularly the problem of systemic abuse done in the name of God to Irish children by the sex cult he loves to bring his own children to every Sunday and other days…My message was ignored I never got the dignity of a response from that pompous jerk who leads a massive national pro life movement that is an epic dismal fail thanks to his own banal pride and practices of endangering his own nine children and his wife in lost sheep organized religion…I have no time or respect for horses asses like that…When roman catholics piss and moan on social media about dangerous sick pedophiles whom I also hate with a fiery passion…I cringe inside for these idiots take their children to the roman catholic church on a regular basis for private confessions and masses exposing their children on a regular basis to one of the largest pedophile and trafficking organizations in the world…Setting their children up for abuses and pedophile child rape and when their children become young adults and attend roman catholic churches in other parts of the country and world…These youths are in grave danger of being exposed to vile rapists and possibly traffickers…The tragic irony does not escape me of a proud roman catholic mother of many children pissing and moaning on social media about dangerous pedophiles meanwhile these sick bitches have no care or concern for their own children whom they drag to organized religion and by so doing expose their own children to dangerous pedophiles who fill their own creepy churches on a regular basis…No wonder the world is lost and children are discarded like trash and treated like garbage by religious fanatical idiots too stupid to see the forest for the trees…Like, hello is anybody home or are your brains dead? In this question I address the village idiots who take their children to pedophile filled churches on a regular basis then complain about dangerous pedophiles…Gimme a break that is beyond the beyond of banal criminal insanity…Heaven help us all especially our children…I dare say now that I am in Texas also known as the Lone Star state…I am making my own way and in very Frank Sinatra style I am doing things my way…As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my slightly changed version of the well known Frank Sinatra Song – I did it my way…I do not kiss assess I kick assess perhaps that was always the role I was supposed to play in this shit storm in what I call the war on all flesh…Somethings you may not know about me your little blogger…I have visited more than thirteen states of the Union here in the United States of America…I have worked in Chicago, IL in Washington D.C. in Ohio in Texas in New York in South Dakota…I will list all the states I have visited…New York all over New York including Canada and the Canadian border all of the boroughs of New York City including Long Island – Fire Island – Ellis Island which is a historical landmark…I visited Madison Square Gardens and FAO Schwarz toy store which I absolutely loved and was sad to hear it closed down…I have visited New Hampshire and Rhode Island and Connecticut where I took a professional license test for business purposes which I passed with ease…I visited Boston, MA and Stockbridge, MA and other parts of MA including Cape Cod, Martha’s Vineyard and Nantucket…I visited Maine…Pennsylvania…New Jersey…Vermont and Delaware…I visited Alaska on my way to Seoul Korea and Hong Kong China…I visited Mississippi…Indiana…Nebraska…Montana…South Dakota…Minnesota…California where I visited Venice Beach and the Roxbury and Beverly Hills…I visited Virginia…I visited Wisconsin and Missouri…States I have yet to visit are Alabama…Georgia…Washington State…Oregon…Louisiana…Florida…Hawaii…Colorado…Tennessee…North Carolina…South Carolina…North Dakota…Kentucky…Nevada…Arkansas…New Mexico…Utah…West Virginia…So between all Fifty States and territories of the USA I have visited thirty of these…Not too shabby for a small woman from Ireland…Countries I have visited are…Ireland where I grew up…America my home away from home…Canada…South Korea…Hong Kong China…France…Portugal…Lanzarote in the Canary Islands…Turkey…and England…My time in South Korea was spent in Seoul a sort time there on my way to Hong Kong China…My time in England was a long wait in Manchester on my way to the USA…I count those shorter visits as visits if I set foot there I count it in my travel book…I hope to travel to Israel and Japan after the pandemic lifts and after I once more get out of debt and get ahead…I will also share my you tube footage of Scenic Ireland and Scenic Turkey as a thank you for your likes follows and shares…………Namaste…………

………..Turkish Food and Culture…………
…………Ireland’s School of Falconry – Ashford Castle…………
…………Ashford Castle – Stunning Scenery…………
…………Scenic Turkey…………
…………Scenic Ireland…………

…………I Did it My Way by Frank Sinatra – My own slightly changed version…………