The Riddle – Gossip – A Reflection

These little reflections The Riddle and Gossip were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 235 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is of my adventurous son at Badlands National Park enjoying some rock climbing…Notice the contrast of the sunlight which was brilliant that day and the rock formations…I remember the weather conditions very well…It was crisp and clear and not too hot or too cold…Coming out of yet another brutal winter typical for South Dakota the air was crisp…I will now quote from Akiane’s reflections…In The Riddle Akiane writes…”The riddle is the only life when words are needed”…I left out a portion of that reflection…In Gossip Akiane writes…”gossiping about truth without living it”…I left a portion of that little reflection out also as part of my role of building the mystery that is Akiane’s incredible prose…To encourage my readers to purchase your own copy of Akiane’s amazing book of poems and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes for purposes of this review which I do in the form of this series of reflections….Many today talk a lot and boast incessantly too about how wonderful they are and their loved ones and friends are…These days you do not have to look far to find narcissists face book a social media platform that is widely popular is full of narcissists from every triad of the dark triad of narcissism…In the “riddle” of life many use words to molest others behind their backs via vile gossip…Useless gossip even if what is said is the truth concerning their target or the targeted individual…Gossip is gossip and in the “riddle” of life repeating and discussing other people’s truth means that many who gossip are not living in the truth…Rather folks who gossip have no life in them no truth in them only complaints and gossip…In the “riddle” of life due to being so busy gossiping about other folks who are living their truth you will find that gossipers have no truth in them and often live a lie…Many who gossip and again even if the talk is truth concerning the one whom these ones gossip about – via vile gossip in the “riddle” of words voiced incessantly – the ones doing all that backbiting and talking often behind the backs of their targets – ones like that are often full of lies and deceit in the form of wormwood and as such cannot recognize their own truth that they themselves are ensnared in their own vicious and vile web of deception lies and deceit…In the tapestry of our lives words are often not needed for when words are used to excess the message is often lost in the details or lost in the translation or lost in the manner in which the message is being delivered…Lets face it not one of us likes to be yelled at…So if a message no matter how good or bad is being delivered the wrong way via yelling or via an odd tone of voice combined with an aggressive glare or stare then that message is lost in the delivery…The person on the receiving end most likely shuts down inside and simply tunes out the messenger…This explains then why so many victims of systemic abuse and abuse via inter generational abuse passed down through bad marriages and through whole lineages from centuries of systemic abuse often tune out anything religious or with the word religion in it…Many survivors of abuse have no time for religion of any kind for these survivors of abuse – religion is an ugly word for far too many wolves in sheep’s clothing hid behind religion many religions that destroyed their lineages via centuries of systemic abuse…That is the tragic result of centuries of systemic abuse done in the name of God by all of the world’s religions found in all seven churches…Mankind does not know the forest for the trees when it comes to the vast numbers of our species our own kind who have been abused categorically and systemically abused for centuries now…I come along and declare and shout from the rooftops my own personal victory over the shit storm that is organized religion or organized chaos and declare this…Oh! Snap! In the war on all flesh in the war waged on my own flesh I never lost my centuries old Christianity my centuries old authentic Christian faith…I come along and say Oh! Snap!…I am royally pissed off extremely angry so angry over the outrageous crimes done in the dark to holy innocent boys and girls that I roar which is very typical of Leos like me…I am a Leo a female lion and hear me roar so roar I must…How I roar is as follows…I blog and you tube…When the media frenzy says not to buy Goya foods…I roar and insist on buying Goya foods…When the media frenzy attacks our National Anthem here in the United States Of America…I roar and belt out with my small alto voice with the heart of a Lion The Star Spangled Banner…To show the world that I am not ashamed to showcase my great love for America by singing with my own limited set of pipes our National Anthem…When I am told by diabolical narcissists not to study sacred scriptures from a certain bible like the Douay-Rheims holy bible…This is true in my story the roman catholic church told me and other lost sheep flocks not to read the Douay-Rheims holy bible to instead limit our reading of sacred scriptures to other Bibles…So as only a Leo can I left the roman catholic ridiculous narcissistic sex cult and I roar…Not only do I read sacred scriptures I sing the sacred scriptures from none other than Douay-Rheims Holy Bible…It is not lawful right or just to dictate to the masses what to buy and what not to buy when it comes to grocery shopping or the study of sacred scriptures…To dictate to the masses what bible to study is beyond ridiculous – stop right there – that is a dictatorship…The “cancel culture” that demands that we boycott certain businesses is nothing but a dictatorship…Dictatorships go on around the world via mass media blitzes and abuses of pedestal powers…I come along and in my own small way I shout from the roof tops I am woman I am small I am a Leo not much at all…Hear me roar!!!…I have had enough of demonic rage I have had enough of demonic hate…No lawless dictatorship tells this little lion what to do…For I am unto my self Queen of my Hill…I refuse to die on false hills…I refuse to die under banners of false truths…I will die on my Hill under the banner of my Truth that the word of God is sacred that our National Anthem is sacred that all Life is sacred…So from my own little hill I am content to roar a mighty roar…I am the loud cry I am the loud voice from the wall of my tribe that was systemically and categorically destroyed for centuries in the name of God…In typical Leo fashion I roar for my tribe and for my Mystical Lion who is the Lion Of The Tribe of Judah found in sacred scriptures – the True Jesus Christ…I roar that I am a centuries old authentic Christian woman and systemic abuse failed to destroy my Christianity found in my tribe who is the father of all Christian nations…The father of the cradle of Christianity by virtue of holy child birth from my nation Ireland which once saved the world from vile roman practices via holy child birth…Sadly, Ireland has fallen into the snare of the fowler the vast web of lies and deceit by voting for legalized bloodletting the slaughtering of holy innocents via abortion on demand…With Ireland destroyed and America the same via abortion on demand…There is nothing left for us to do but to Join forces with our President Elect Donald Trump who was courageous enough to stand with a Bible in front of a burned down church to take a stand for Judeo Christian values…I shout from the rooftops that America and the world is already destroyed by centuries of desolation…So I roar, I sing sacred scriptures I sing the National Anthem of The United States Of America…So help me God if America goes down in incendiary flames from centuries of an inferno I never stated…Upon my own dreaded death I one from Dan shall return eternal with the eternal armies of heaven and the wicked will be dealt a mighty blow for all eternity…Heaven will act…Heaven must act…We all myself included must wait in humble supplications for the armies of heaven full of the ocean of blood of the Holy Innocents who died too soon on earth but grew up in Heaven forming mighty armies in Heaven…This is my artistic self expression as a Mystical work of art a masterpiece of the God of life…I will now share with my readers a short write up about staying safe and keeping our own beloved children safe from predatory wolves in sheep’s clothing who come in many forms these days…

…Online wolves in sheep’s clothing – the online predator will consume our children if we allow it…

My son loves to game on his video gaming console and I gave my son permission to game…All I asked my son was this…Do not go into chat rooms…Do not download chat room applications…Such as snap chat and other such applications…My son agreed to that and so he gamed away…I observed that my son was becoming increasingly angry towards me his mother…When I would conduct my regular check in’s…My son has his own room and so I being his mammy would check in and make sure my son’s needs were being met including getting after him to shower and make his bed and to keep his room clean…In the hot climate we live in cleanliness is very vital otherwise we will have ants and bugs…As time passed I would subject my son to random check up on his tablet as well as on his gaming console…These checkups were random in nature…My son expressed discontent and anger with me over this…I said it is this or I remove everything from your room…You make the choice…Now I observed a pattern with my child…I share this with my readers because I am not the smartest tool in the shed and the internet is a super highway worse than the old wild west…So for parents like me it is very difficult to keep up…I observed that my son had entered into a chat room application designed specifically for the gaming community for the console he used…I went through these chats and ended up reporting ten of these gaming members to the console management in the form of comments sent and blocking these gaming members who seemed to me a concerned parent to be social predators and potentially worse yet pedophile dangerous predatory gaming people posing as a child but in reality are old men or old women…Many women are also wolves in sheep’s clothing…I reported both male and female gaming members…You see my son was given permission by me to game with no restrictions save my own personal close monitoring…The only restrictions I hoped to enforce was no chat room activities…When I observed my son’s use of the tablet I noticed some odd characteristics…My son preferred a darker theme making viewing applications very difficult…I also noticed that when I removed certain chat room applications like my son would reinstall them…I also observed that my son could not install these chat room applications via the normal route such as google play store because I had not given permission in terms of online permission…That means my son could not access google play store to down load a thing…The purpose of the tablet for my son was to allow my son the ability to listen to music…During this process of allowing my child to game and listen to music…My child preferred to use a head set which seemed alright for a time…Now I knew something was not right with the tablet and further to this upon reviewing my child’s activities on the tablet…I became concerned about my child’s taste in music which was geared towards violent rap music…I enjoy rap music and many rapping artists do a lot of good in the world for their families and loved ones and for the poor…There is a place for rap and I enjoy rap as a respectable musical outlet…An outlet I admire because rapping is not easy it takes a special talent to be able to rap…That being said rap like every other genre of music has good messages and bad messages in it…It is my sacred duty my role my job as a mother to look out for my boy…Let me tell you if you or I as parents fail in this task my boy our child or children could be devoured by vicious wolves in sheep’s clothing…I took all of my concerns to my God who is our God the God of Life…In my prayer I said to God that I am too stupid to understand this and I asked all of Heaven to help me figure out what the hell was going on with my boy…I received the following interior knowledge that predators were controlling my son’s behavior online via chat rooms and other manipulation tactics hell bent on causing strife in our home so as to change my child’s attitude towards me his mother…This was done via chat rooms and on the gaming console…I discovered to my shock shock horror that predators were telling my son and other gaming children to go on snap chat and it was on snap chat that this grooming process was going on…My son to his credit did tell me that a predator asked my child if he has a post office box address so that this predator could send my son a gift…My son told me about that and that my son did not give these predators any information…My son further stated that a predator managed to obtain our internet protocal address also known as IP address…An IP address serves two functions for Internet services hosting and location based services…A lot of damage can be done with an IP address…My child at the tender age of twelve cannot possibly understand the dangers lurking behind internet predators…My God seasoned professionals expert at catching online predators have all they can do to stay on top of their game…After taking this to prayer I did another random tablet check and this time my observations clicked and made sense…My son was taught by online predators yes more than one online predator a team of creepy creeps how to download chat room applications to his tablet and hide the chats behind another application like a calculator application…So that while I saw snap chat in the form of a snap chat icon when I would go to click on that icon to open the snap chat application nothing would happen I would get a strange message saying the snap chat was not working…My son used an app lock application designed to lock applications and to hide chat room activities from unwary parents…Other parents may or may not be aware of these dangers…I know I am stupid when it comes to this shit…To me a caring parent when we and I include myself in this statement…When we parents hand our children electronics with access to the super highway called the internet…We might as well hand our child or children a loaded gun…Unless as parents we are prepared to monitor closely our child or children’s online activities…Believe me when I say this online predators are much busier watching our child or children’s every move…With this new information I confronted my child who came clean only after I confronted him…My child told me that he had been lying to me for over a year now…My child seemed to be very pleased with his own ability to hide chat room activities from me his own mother…My God I was floored…My son is being a typical pre teen and I understand clearly the lying was very wrong…I also understand that when it comes to my child that he has a pattern of being caught in a lie or lying and only coming clean when caught and then my child gets better at hiding his lies as evidenced by his ability to hide chat room application activities…I could be tempted to hate my child to believe that my child is bad…I refuse to do this because my child has no history of violence…My child never ever lays a hand on me his mammy…My child is very good with animals and gives excellent belly rubs to our family dog…My child was being groomed by horrible online predators far too savvy for both my child and me his mother to understand…I was in a state of shock and I was very disappointed in my son for the lying…My son then offered to show me how he hid these activities…I had asked my son to show me everything he was doing online for over a year now…For over a year my son played me his mother for a fool at the behest and guidance of diabolical gaming frauds who hate families especially our children…My child went wrong and in my eyes my child fell from grace a grace of trust that I had placed in my child not to use chat rooms…A trust that I had placed in my child to show me all of his online activities…I reached out to local internet service providers and specialists to see could I hire someone to help me to understand this shit…I came up with a dead end…I was told there is a demand for specialists who can teach stupid parents like me how to protect our children from online predators and that such a specialist service as of now does not exist…Holy shit I do not have time to figure this shit out…I do not have enough time in the day to figure out the shit storm that is the internet in terms of gaming…I reported these online predators…I then got rid of the gaming console and headsets and tablet…All gone now…I informed my son never to access his online gaming account for that account is being destroyed for his safety particularly in the future…I told my son that if he ever games again he must start fresh start over with a brand new online gaming account…Predators were watching my son’s activities every time he logged into his gamer account from any gaming console around the world…My son is having a hard time accepting and respecting my authority as his mother…So I got a major word lashing from my lippy mouthy son…I proceeded to wait until my angry son was calm…I then got a friend of mine on the phone who worked in many capacities over the years including dealing with online predators…My friend proceeded to tell my boy how truly horrible it is on the internet that my child had placed both himself and myself in potentially grave danger…My son listened respectfully…I also contacted local law enforcement to advise them of my decision to get rid of that gaming console and that I did indeed report concerning online chat room activities…I proceeded to tell my child that he must work on his anger…That he is being cared for in a loving and safe environment where all his needs are being met…I further stated that in the state we live in corporal punishment is legal…That while my son earned the consequence of losing all online privileges due to playing his mother for a fool for over a year…That I do not suffer fools…That if my child needs to let off steam to do so in a safe way…That if my child decides to run away in a fit of anger over correction coming from me his authority his primary care giver his mother…That he would be reported to the local police as a runaway and when found taken into care not custody but care as a juvenile delinquent and that I would be contacted and instructed to bring my son home…My friend spent thirty minutes on speaker phone telling my son about the work that she does now as a seventy year old woman…My friend works with juvenile delinquents who committed crimes ranging from murder from gun shots to grand theft you name it…The ages of these juveniles that my friend works with range from fifteen on up…My friend took the time to spell out for my son in plain language the dangers young boys and girls face when they run away from home in fits of rage and anger only to become gang bait or other bait to predators who harm and destroy our youth…My young man listened and I am not certain if my son’s twelve year old not fully developed brain is capable of understanding these dangers…My job my role my sacred duty as his mother is to keep my son off the streets including the online streets called the internet wild west…I ask for prayers from my readers who pray as I pray not only that my son will continue to stay safe and grow up and do well in life…But for all parents and children facing our modern shit storm full of vile predators…I told my son and my friend told my son it is our hope that my son will one day become a strong man who will fight for justice and will one day thank both me his mother and my friend for keeping him safe along the way…It is my hope it is our hope that one day my son and not just my son that our future children will become men and women civilian soldiers equipped with knowledge of how to stay safe and how to catch social and online predators so as to save other children from vile wolves in sheep’s clothing in what I call the war on all flesh…Just to clarify for you my readers…I do not use corporal punishment on my son because my child is a good kid…Therefore, in our home corporal punishment is not used…However, in the state I live in corporal punishment is legal and allowed…I enforce the rules with silent strength a strength that comes from my God who is the God of life…I refuse to fight with my own child a battle that has been raging for centuries…I insist on keeping my child safe from the dangers of online predators…My friend told me that another cardinal in the roman catholic church child sex cult was just arrested for his pedophile ring that was large in size where mostly boys and girls were raped at his beach house…It is a fucking shit storm out there…If my story helps my readers in any way shape or form on their own journey’s of eternity including keeping their own beloved children safe from social and online predators…I will have done some good in this life…I end this with this saying which is a prayer…Heaven help us all…………

…………Heaven Help Us All Around The World………..

As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy these songs which are prayers…My song for my child’s twelfth birthday and The Star Spangled Banner which is sacred and a prayer for America our Heaven saved land destroyed by “foes from within” and the world…I also include my song titled War Child addressing the terrible reality that the unborn child is unto the wicked a tiny solder in this war on all flesh…Heaven help us all…………Namaste…………

…………War Child – A Mystical address for our tiny soldiers the unborn child…………
…………The Star Spangled Banner – A Mystical Prayer for America and the World for all that is sacred………..
…………My White Butterfly – This is a prayer for my child and the world…………