Depression – Taxes – A Reflection

These little reflections Depression and Taxes were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 230 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is yours truly at badlands national park in South Dakota in 2017…I share this image because this was me after a massive transformation I had shed forty pounds and I had overcome years of depression and anxiety…That photo represents my victory that while there are many bad vicious horrible people out there one can overcome as I did…Badlands national park is stunning breathtakingly beautiful in its own unique way…Badlands are called badlands because it is not possible to farm or live off the badlands…Behind me in that photograph there is nothing absolutely nothing…Meaning if you were to run and jump in an enthusiastic manner over the rock behind me you would fall to your death for behind that rock is a steep nothing…It is very deceiving because further out you see more jagged rock…Hence the name Badlands we stuck to the designated trails and while we saw some baby rattle snakes on our trail no snake bothered us and we had a fantastic visit…As with Badlands national park when we stay the course and follow safety instructions that are put in place for a reason we are able to stay safe…That is how and why our Badlands National Park visit went so very well because I followed the guidance and safety instructions and signs provided by the park rangers for safety…Otherwise had I not stayed the course both my son and I could have ended up dead in a very untimely tragic manner…Badlands National Park is very dangerous and unsafe if you stray off the designated touring areas…I will now quote from Akiane’s little reflections in Depression Akiane writes …”Depression is like glue.” I will leave out the rest of this very short quote…Depression is like glue and for many who suffer from chronic depression it is often very difficult to shake it off…Many folks need medication to cope and many sadly are often unable to heal from severe chronic depression…My postpartum depression was very severe and how I took off my depression was through hard work dedication and true grit…My depression finally lifted completely after I got fit…After I got used to running outside in the winter months did my depression finally leave me once and for all…Sure these days I have moments of sorrow and sadness whereby I shed tears…My victory is this…I learned how to cope which for someone like me was no small victory…In Taxes Akiane writes “Tax collectors” I leave out the rest because the reflection is very short…You know Tax Collectors are only human too and also pay into the same system of taxation and finance that the rest of us do…The scriptures that come to my mind when I think of tax collectors is the story of Zacheus in Luke Chapter 19 verses 1-10 which I quote here: “And entering in, he walked through Jericho. And behold there was a man named Zacheus, who was the chief of the publicans: and he was rich. And he sought to see Jesus who he was: and he could not for the crowd, because he was low of stature. And running before, he climbed up into a sycamore tree, that he might see him: for he was to pass that way. And when Jesus was come to the place, looking up, he saw him and said to him: Zacheus, make haste and come down: for this day I must abide in thy house. And he made haste and came down and received him with joy. And when all saw it, they murmured, saying, that he was gone to a guest with a man that was a sinner. But Zacheus standing, said to the Lord: Behold, Lord, the half of my goods I give to the poor; and if I have wronged any man of any thing, I restore him fourfold. Jesus said to him: This day is salvation come to this house, because he also is a son of Abraham. For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost.” [Luke chapter 19 verses 1-10 – Douay-Rheims] I quote this scripture verse from that scripture passage in Luke chapter 19…Because many folks work in various government jobs who have good hearts who have empathy and help the poor…That is what I believe Akiane writes about in her little reflection titled Taxes…The true Jesus Christ did not come to lie cheat kill and destroy…The scriptures say that the devil cometh from the North and that the woman Cometh from the South to crush the head of the devil…When I study Leviticus I realize very quickly that in chapter one the altar faces due North and bloodletting goes on in the form of detailed ritual blood letting of animals with the blood of the animals spread about the altar that faces due North…I say that I made that observation in Leviticus chapter one…Now the true Jesus Christ came to fulfill not to change the old testament but to fulfill the old testament that prophesied the coming of Jesus Christ…So Jesus fulfilled the old testament by coming as prophesied…Now in the last supper in the New Testament during the Pasch…Regular meat in the form of lamb was cooked and prepared and bread was served…There was no blood letting of animals…When you study the life of the true Jesus Christ he never participated with the activities of the priests and scribes who were of the levites during the time of Jesus Christ…For by the time Jesus Christ came to preach the gospel of the Word of God many altars had already become profane with bloodletting and other unclean oblations being made to the devil who is due North…This would explain then why though Jesus Entered into Temples Jesus did preach also in these Temples Jesus never became a Priest himself or a Levite…Though Jesus Christ was from the line of David…It is written in Matthew chapter one the lineage of the true Jesus Christ whose father was Joseph who was espoused to Mary…Joseph was begotten by Jacob from the line of David…Matthew chapter one verse 16 says and I quote “And Jacob begot Joseph, the husband of Mary, of whom was born Jesus, who is called Christ.” The crucifixion of Jesus Christ was a vicious vile bloodletting ritual satanic in nature used to silence true Christians and to quell authentic Christianity…I admit I have a hard time accepting that Mary whom I adore and love as Mystical Mary for being the awesome mother of the true Jesus Christ…I no longer adore false Mary statues and stupid profane altars with steps of pride and profanities and vile iniquities…I have a hard time accepting that Mary was a virgin mother a woman who was as the scriptures say was overshadowed by the Holy Ghost and was with child…I state this because in the tapestry of mankind the Word of God was profaned and changed beyond recognition prior to my birth in what I call a vicious war of words from the war on all flesh…Many roman catholics would accuse me of attacking their false Mary which is odd since I do not attack a soul…I dare say many roman catholics attacked my eternal soul before and after my birth and my lineage also via centuries of vile systemic abuse done in the name of God of all things…Respect must be earned and respect is easily lost. I dare say the filthy disgusting vile child raping and child molesting roman catholic sex cult lost my respect a respect they will never ever get from me ever again for all eternity…The reason I say this is there is good reason to believe that sacred scriptures were altered beyond recognition for centuries now…So that when a raving lunatic malignant narcissistic war pig dressed in white shouts from the roof tops that his bullshit of the lowest order is infallible free from error then it is time to run for the hills…No mortal flesh is infallible and the time will come when all mortal flesh will be silenced for many fallible just causes including lies and deceit from centuries of profane lost sheep altars due North that are anti Christ anti Child birth anti human preternatural unnatural shit hole hell hole cesspools of filthy bloodletting cages for lost sheep to flock to…I believe that Mary married Joseph who is from the line of David and it is most likely that through natural conception nothing out of the ordinary that Joseph and Mary were blessed with Jesus Christ son of man and son of God…I say this because to suggest that Mary had relations of some Mystical type with a holy ghost is downright creepy and makes no sense to sound minds…Now through the God of life all things are possible…There are fallen angels who had sexual relations with mankind and whose seed which is the seed of the devil was mixed with the seed of Abraham…A travesty the God of life warned mankind against in Leviticus…The devil is a preternatural fallen angel begotten yet not made for the devil is not of flesh and blood…The devil is a different being than human beings…The devil will always be a fallen angel begotten but never and not ever made…The true Jesus Christ was begotten and made via natural conception and child birth…The concept of being over shadowed by a holy ghost to conceive a child is likely a fabricated lie of the devil to set mankind up to idolize false Mary statues and to put on a pedestal a false Mary who was a virgin mother which makes no sense to sound minds…The marriage bed is holy and in holy marriage sexual intercourse is natural and holy and women become holy and sanctify themselves through child birth…I know that Mystical Mary mentioned in sacred scriptures is holy I have no doubt about the sanctity of Mystical Mary…The false Mary idolized by so many idolaters is false and is the mother of the son of the devil in the form of a false Jesus Christ begotten and made by a ghost of all things which makes sense of this lie from hell itself when you look at the man and men of perdition through whom many scandals come…The so called infallible malignant narcissistic man dressed in white of all things has had many scandals come through his diabolical silence via relocating vile pedophile child rapists and child killers in his ranks…This malignant narcissistic man in white is nothing but a virtue poser expert in the dark arts of virtue signaling to lost sheep too stupid to see the forest for the trees…These men of perdition are these false Christ and false Mary statue idolaters who believe many lies and deceits and are the blind leading the blind lost sheep straight to hellfire…The fallen angels taught mankind how to become proud and conceited in their hearts and changed the spirits as of this century of almost two thirds of mankind whose spirits have changed to match the luciferian false lights of these fallen angels…These are my thoughts as a work of art nothing more and nothing less…I make no claims as to statements of facts and neither do I claim to be an authority on a thing…The word of God sacred scriptures is the greatest masterpiece of written words ever recorded by mankind…The greatest mystical work of art can be found in the word of God sacred scriptures…I will change the subject now and tell you a story about a bad men I have recently encountered…A bad man who happened to be a black man told me he was single and tried to flirt with me on many occasions…Because that man works around me where I live…I like to say I do not get involved with anyone I do business with ever…This policy has never failed me and has served me very well as by so doing I dodged many a bullet…I decided to do some due diligence for my own safety and discovered that jerk just got engaged to be married…I was aware that he had a woman in his life and children too young children by this woman with whom he lives…The woman is a beautiful very attractive black woman…I feel sorry for this woman because she is about to marry a massive jerk…A malignant narcissist who was busy flirting with me while he was living with this lovely woman…My God that jerk told me so many times that he is very single…I say this because with this intelligence I studied his social media and this piece of work virtue poses and virtues signals with many a quote about never hurting a woman or making a woman cry…And other quotes about how “real men never hurt a woman”…My God that jerk sure as hell forgot about all his virtuous quotes and his lovely partner when he lied to my face saying he was single…I suppose when it comes to white women from Ireland tis ok to lie to my face and hit on me so as to cause me hurt and pain had I fallen for his line of bullshit…The hatred that horrible black men have for white women is terrible…I am saying that loud and clear…Black men and black women love to hate withe men and women too…That is very plain to me in what I call the war on all flesh…Now the thought occurred to me to use my intelligence to warn the fiance about this massive philandering piece of shit…Race has nothing to do with it that guy is a massive jerk…I decided not to do that and here is why…The fiance likely has her man her future husband on a pedestal formed by many idealizations placed in her mind by this creep’s expert virtue posing and virtue signaling posts on social media and such…Because his adoring lovely fiance believes only what she sees and what she wants to believe that proud woman would turn her nose down on me as lowlife white Irish trash and ignore or not heed my well meaning warning…I have a firm grasp of fallen humanity and their fallen natures…I say I do not have to do a damn thing to get revenge…For their reward for their banal diabolical pride and narcissism so rampant today…I say leave them to their own devices…Something my God who is the God of life did to mankind as a just punishment which is the wrath of the most ingenious of all geniuses our own creator the God of life…Who created the evil genius who is the devil…I say this because we are living in the days where two thirds of humanity are like the fallen angels due to their spirits being changed…Only one third of humanity are authentically Christian. This has nothing whatsoever to do with banal lost sheep organized religions…More to do with the spirits of authentic Christians that were not changed by diabolical banal bloodletting practices such as vile birth control contraception devices and abortion…So I take no revenge in this life neither do I take any pleasure in watching lost sheep sabotage and destroy themselves from within…I realize that I cannot save the proud and conceited lost sheep…So I exit stage left and stay the hell out of other lost sheep business leaving them to their eternal and just reward – their own devices…Now I also ride the bus on occasion and I have been offered rides by banal men both black and white who cannot take no for answer…I often have to offer them a bullet to the head to make my point in very Texan style to stay the fuck away from me…I prefer my independence my piece of mind my right to be free from narcissistic war pig men who often cannot take no for an answer…Men like that want to fill my head with soft words like tungsten lead…Come again!!! It’s a shit storm war on all flesh and if a strange man ever offers me a ride again I will pump that motherfucker with real lead with the help of the local heavily armed law enforcement and their forces…Women like me have had enough…Enough already enough is enough…Do I have to use brute force and fill scumbags with real lead that is “terrible in flavor” [21 Pilots – song titled Chlorine Lyrics] to make my point that women like me are royally pissed off?…I prefer the bus than rides from strange men I know nothing about who likely only want a piece of me…These fuckers will get a piece of me all right in the form of lead…Men like that piss me off and anger me…These men are often very narcissistic which explains their inability to accept no for an answer…Sick fucks like that do not love gunfire but tis gunfire they will get…I like to say I drop bombs too in my own way and I take no shit from assholes male or female…Staying safe is not easy these days…While I cannot go about my daily business in battle dress uniform with a well oiled and working hammering machine gun…I go about my days wearing the mystical armor of the word of God…I go about my days a civilian soldier who bears and carries the scars of the war on all flesh…As such I wear on my face a mystical war paint and mystical fatigues…Not visible to the human eye for tis a war that was waged a war I never started or asked for…Tis a war that can only be finished with the help of heaven the Mystical armies of heaven…No I do not walk or tread alone I walk as a mystical soldier in a war torn land protected by the mystical armies of heaven…I express this in the form of mystical creative writing a mystical work of art nothing more and nothing less…No I do not fear death and no I do not fear lost sheep mortal men and women…For I know to whom I return when I die…Though efforts were made to add my eternal soul to the book of the dead…Those efforts failed for my eternal soul is covered in a mystical fine print not known to mortal flesh and not known to the preternatural devil and his fallen angels found in lost sheep mortals…My eternal soul contains a mystical fire for Justice…Justice…Justice…A Justice that can only come from heaven not from mortal men and women…Horrible men like that newly engaged jerk who hit on other women ruin it for the good men…As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my latest satan diss track series and my song titled Hey Jolene which is a song about the unsung good men who are devoted husbands and fathers and deserve credit for this…Also I might add that when I ride the bus many of my fellow riders are black…In honor of Rosa Parks who lived to be 92 years old…I step back and allow my strong and beautiful and lovely black neighbors men and women alike to board that bus before me…I do this all the time as a mark of respect a respect our black community so richly deserves but sadly do not get enough of these days…I tell my fellow black passengers that I take a back seat in honor of Rosa Parks and to show our wonderful black community that I really do care and it is high time my black neighbors were shown some damn respect…A respect hard earned by fearless women like Rosa Parks…I dedicate this reflection to Rosa Parks and Maya Angelou women I greatly respect and admire…I also include two songs I sang on you tube one I wrote called Rosa Parks and the other song is Still I Rise by Maya Angelou that I sing…For what Maya Angelou said was done they wrote us all down in history around the world with pale and tainted lies…Yet out of the huts of my Irish ancestral toxic shame from the dust I Arise stronger than before…For I am woman I am small not very tall not much at all indigenous too…I shout from the rooftops…Hear me roar…Very Leo of me and yes I am a total Leo…Roar…Before I forget I would like to include Leviticus Chapter One which I recorded on You Tube…I also sing sacred scriptures on You Tube…I must add a song to the mix titled Chlorine by 21 Pilots…Tis interesting how in a weird way this brilliant song describes the war on all flesh very well…With words like “poisonous vibrations”…I include their brilliant song here…This is the song that inspired my song titled I’m Just a chemical that I sing in five languages….I also include that song in this post…………Namaste…………

I’m Just A Chemical – Inspired by 21 Pilots song titled Chlorine – I sing this song in five languages –
…………21 Pilots Chlorine – Brilliant song and well done 21 Pilots you are very talented…Thank you for inspiring me through your fantastic musical abilities…………
…………Leviticus Chapter One – Douay – Rheims…………
…………Rosa Parks – Thank you for inspiring this song in me…………
………….Still I Rise by Maya Angelou – thank you Maya Angelou for this amazing poem that I am pleased to sing………..
…………Hey Jolene – For all the devoted decent good men who are husbands and fathers or unsung heroes…………
…………satan diss track series…It goes like diss…………