Inside My Shell – Passing Sweetness – A Reflection

These little reflections Inside My Shell and Passing Sweetness were authored by Akiane kramarik between the ages of 7-11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Six Page 227 – “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The featured image I choose for this reflection is one of my many ridiculous poses for my ridiculous you tube channel…Many people today are not transparent and staying safe is no longer as easy as it once was…Why?…Because many today are ravening wolves in sheep’s clothing hiding behind virtue posing and virtue signaling who are in reality sociopath and psychopaths…Tis true you cannot talk to a psychopath or a sociopath like a normal human being…I spent the past two years in Europe beefing up on my linguistics as I am educated and multilingual not just bilingual…Snap! I also studied the pathology of pathological narcissists and the criminal minds of many who look good on paper but are in reality not safe at all…Welcome to 2020 where two thirds of the world are bat shit crazy…I would know I visited ten countries and witnessed ways the pathology of diabolical narcissism presents itself in Asia Minor, in Asia, in Europe in America in Canada and around the world…Suffice it to say that my intelligence is above average…I am not your average Josephine…Intelligence is an important way to stay safe from diabolical people many of whom I encountered over the years and mostly women not men…There are diabolical fiendish women in the world and it is high time someone said it so I say it loud and clear…These female wolves in sheep’s clothing make bad men look like pussy cats…I will now quote from Akiane’s reflections…In Inside My Shell Akiane writes – “but i waited and waited for summer inside my shell”…I left out a portion of that short reflection to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes for purposes of this review in the form of a series of reflections. And to encourage my readers and followers to purchase your own copy of this excellent book of prose…In Passing Sweetness Akiane writes “Passing sweetness is the timeless last moment”…I left out a portion of that short reflection also…Life is a passing sweetness and we are all on our own personal Journey’s of eternity…I will now share with my readers experiences I have had and how it is I managed to stay safe despite serious dangers over the years which included dealing with armed soldiers whose dangerous machine guns were at least more obvious to the naked eye than the sociopaths and psychopaths who though not visibly armed are worse than Gendarme armed soldiers…During my time in Turkey I had to request permission to go for a run from armed soldiers because Turkey is a Muslim nation and women need to be extremely careful…Permission was granted as I was training and despite navigating the globe these past three years my training never stops…Rain or Shine I do fitness and strength training when I can…These days due to inflammation pain that is very severe I must rest a lot…All the same I soldier on and when I feel well enough I do my stretching exercises and I work through my inflammation pain for I am not a quitter…I will always be a fighter…The life experiences that I had made me the woman I am today…I have learned how to conserve my energy and then burst forth with massive energetic force in self defense tactics…I had to learn how to fight with intelligence to stay safe over the years…With a basic knowledge of ten languages I learned how to stay safe by acting stupid and getting intelligence from unwary foreign language talkers who had no idea of my intelligence…With my linguistic abilities I can read body language sign language though not formally trained when I profile someone I am usually very accurate…I will discuss ways to stay safe…When encountering new people who are not known to you…Observe these folks are they transparent in their talk and in their walk?…If not ditch these ones when possible and when not possible limit your scope of interactions and focus exclusively on the task at hand while working with ones like that…Purchase applications that provide intelligence on every phone call you receive so that in less than five minutes you know everything about your caller and these intelligence services which are a form of artificial intelligence very popular in Europe will automatically block blocked callers and ghost phone numbers as well as scam callers…Scammers call from phone lines that hide behind fronts known as ghost phone numbers…These days the world is full of many posers who front all the time…Posers are often like thugs in how they operate…When dealing with thugs never show ever show fear do not flinch or bat an eyelid…Simply tell these scumbags that you have intelligence on everyone known to them so if they lay a finger on a hair on your head or your family that everyone known to them will be dealt with in the art of war via AI – artificial intelligence…With thugs you must let them know that you do not play and in dealing with thugs you do not need to be armed when you have an army of artificial intelligence on everyone and everything known to them…When you can tell scumbags that you do not need a gun to command respect from the streets…That one false move and someone connected to you will deal everyone known to them a mighty blow…That stops scumbags in their tracks very fast…The art of war has morphed and changed into a different ball game with elite forces and artificial intelligence so that ones dealing with the scum of the earth don’t need guns…You simply mention something or someone important to these creeps and inform them of their exact residence and location and who is watching them…That is how you let ones like these know who is the boss who is their daddy and they run…When you get to the point where you do not care whether you live or die then that is when you can with force make a difference…Never ask a soldier how they feel words cannot express how soldiers who stumble upon mass graves who find themselves covered in blood from the underbelly of war who must body carry their comrades out of hell holes…Never ask a soldier how they feel for words cannot express the horrors of war…Never ask women who rappel from helicopters to recover dead bodies from drone war fare so as to return to grieving parents a dead soldier from war…Never ask women and men who do the same how they feel…Never tell a soldier I am sorry you feel that way…For to do so is to spit in the face of the God of life who lives in our soldiers who carry the burden of military strife so that you and I can live freely…Unless you have visited a mass grave never ask a soldier how they feel…Words cannot express the horrors of war…When fear is gone and there is nothing left to lose it is then that you can command with force respect from the streets…In the art of war rage is a funny thing rage appears in many forms…Never ask a soldier about rage or anger because words cannot express the outrage of unjust wars full of mass graves of the dead….Never ask a soldier how they feel about having to deliver news of the dead to loved ones at home…Never ask a soldier how they feel about having to ring a doorbell to announce the death of a soldier elite forces or not to loved ones…That is not something you ever ask a soldier in the armed forces about…For such a task is unspeakable such a task renders mankind speechless…Show soldiers respect by being silent by simply thanking men and women for their service your gratitude and respectful silence is good enough…Soldiers to not need sympathy and in the cruel and merciless art of war soldiers have no room for empathy when in battle…When the battle is over and during battle while in a foxhole soldiers shed tears while on high alert waiting for the ambush to end…Well around the world war rages on in the form of words and profane policies backed by profane laws…Staying safe is no longer as easy as it once was…Here are some tips for staying safe as a civilian in a society that is in reality a war torn hell hole…When traveling tuck your phone away do not draw attention to yourself and act like you do not have a phone with you…Should you encounter strangers who verbally attack you simply ignore these ones for they do not know you so simply act like they do not exist…Do not feed their demonic frenzy ignore these ones and keep moving…Never use your phone to video record criminal activity…Or if dangerous people verbally attack you act stupid act like you do not speak their language and keep moving…I state this because sad to say many folks make many mistakes and end up leading dangerous people to their homes which can be deadly resulting in their cars being torched and house fires being lit which goes on all the time…Sad and true…Also, when traveling always carry a decoy purse for women and a decoy wallet for men…So that when faced with a robber or an attacker who demands your wallet or purse throw your wallet or purse but concentrate first be aware of your surroundings decide what direction you will run in first then throw that purse or wallet in the opposite direction to distract your attacker then run for your life…If cornered and unable to run do this do not hand them a thing you are cornered therefore you need leverage…Giving your assailant something will not help for they will figure out very fast that your purse is a decoy or your wallet is a decoy…This is where acting comes in handy…You act like you are having a heart attack and sorry to say this but to survive lie through your teeth…Say you are diabetic you need insulin could someone call an ambulance appeal to their empathy…Do not give a thing to them…Get on your knees act weak and watch your attackers every move…If they move in on you be prepared to go for their groin area if it is a man or if you cannot reach the groin then you disable them by using a knife which you carry with you to stab these attackers in the ankle and foot…You fight like hell you disable your attacker and call the police…Have the police come to the scene and tell the police what you had to do…Many times attackers like that have rep sheets and so evidence is often already present as to how horrible these attackers are…In your decoy purse and wallet keep a sharp switchblade knife or something sharp that you can use to strike when attacked…Keep a sharp object in your sleeve so that if attackers get in your face you slash their eyes…Sadly in the art of war one must fight like hell for their civil rights to live peaceable lives…There are many ways to disable attackers…If you have your black belt in martial arts you must warn your attackers as follows…You must tell them that you are a living breathing war machine a human weapon that with your bare hands you can destroy your attackers with brute force and with the right strikes including but not limited to plucking their eyes out…You must legally warn these scumbags what you are capable of doing and if you are military trained you must warn them as follows…That you can disarm them and disarm them you will that you will use force to end their lives should they not heed your warnings to back off and to cease and desist their attacks…It is a shit storm war out there and fight we must for our turf and for our civil rights…When encountering new business and people get intelligence on them…Check out their social media in a stealthy way like a stealth bomber…Do not use the information or intelligence for bad or good simply file it away in your memory which if it is like mine is photographic…Study their business websites too…Does their face book profile match their business face book profile…If there is a disconnect a lack of transparency no educational history listed etc…Then ditch these ones like a bad rash…Do not do business with ones who appear to be a front…I studied a face book quote recently from a business person that if a panel of experts were to dissect that quote…You can tell there is an element of psychopathy in this quote…I will not rephrase that quote but suffice it to say the author was big on being very shady and on fronting shall we say…There are many hills that many of us myself included are not willing to die on…Therefore I choose not to crush many a foe as they are a waste of my time…My message is this stay clear of me and my family and your reward will be the same…There are ways of putting horrible people in their place without breaking the laws of the land and with the help of local law enforcement…Who often appreciate your intelligence in staying safe from what I call smooth operators…I will give you an example…I once met a woman in the midwest of America whom I spoke to a total of two times…I gave her my facebook details and that whack job proceeded to send me threatening messages…Within fifteen minutes the local police department went to her home and asked that witch to cease and desist harassing me…It turned out she was an abusive mother who was abusing and neglecting her own daughter which meant that local authorities had to involve social services for the safety of that child…Shortly thereafter I was hired by an American Insurance company who gave me access to a vast database of clients…With my photographic memory when I was about to make a phone call to one of these clients I remember the name recognized the address detail double checked my facts as my brain works like a scrubbing database at times…Sure enough it was the same crazy witch with whom local authorities had instructed me to have a no contact policy with…I took this to my wonderful amazing boss who agreed wholeheartedly to make that phone call so that I could stay safe and she was grateful that I told her about my awful experience with that awful woman…I tell you this because that wicked woman had aliases and addresses not listed properly or accurately…All the same with the help of intelligence on my part and the local authorities and governing bodies she was dealt with very effectively…I have had many experiences whereby I had to listen to my own gut intuition to stay safe…If something does not seem right or feel right never tell your enemy that…”Never ever tell your enemies when they are making a mistake”…Napoleon Bonaparte of France said that…An expert in the art of war many military academies study Napoleon Bonaparte of France as required study…Never tell your enemies your thoughts your feelings or a damn thing…Simply politely exit stage left and bow out of the diabolical art of war in our lost societies…While driving in Europe I was followed by dangerous people…I observed them following me from a distance and when I slowed down they slowed down…So to lose them I pulled into the nearest local business that was open and reported that incident…With my photographic brain I had an image of their car…So that about a week later I observed the same car and a woman who tried to approach me…Whom I ignored…I memorized their license plate and borrowed a phone from a local business man so as to not allow my report to be traced to my phone…I provided the authorities with the details of my experience of being followed by that car…I discovered there was a human trafficking ring and these ones were very dangerous and known for criminal acts whose banality is protected by profane laws and policies in Europe…The authorities were very kind and though their scope of authority is very limited in a very categorical and systemic manner…The authorities handled it by telling these stalkers to stop loitering and under anti loitering laws these wicked ones beat it…I never took out a pen and paper or a pen I simply took a visual of that car and license plate and told the authorities the details they needed which I was told impressed them…Another time in Europe while walking with my son we were followed at a distance by a thug who would hide when he saw me looking behind me…To get him off my trail I took my son to the nearest public business and instructed the very kind secretary as follows…I said can we please exit out the back for safety because we are being followed by a thug…I further stated that a large man and I described in detail this large man will enter this building and block the exits and ask if you saw a woman and child…I stated for our safety please do not say that you saw us…The secretary to her credit listened to me and allowed us to hide in the back office where I was allowed to borrow the phone to contact the local authorities and to request a taxi home with a pick up at the back of that building…The secretary entered the back office and her eyes were as big as saucers…She said to me you were right that bad man did exactly as you described…He blocked the exits and asked about you…She said I said nothing and after five minutes including checking the bathrooms. That bad man left…I thanked that wonderful kind woman very much and exited out the back or stage left shall we say and got a taxi home…I was never bothered by that creep again thanks in large part to excellence on the part of local authorities who with the help of intelligence dealt with that scumbag…When travelling keep your luggage to yourself never sit near someone with similar luggage…I was approached once by a man whose backpack was very similar to mine…How he got the message that I was not a village idiot to be targeted for a luggage swap which goes on a lot in international travel…Is I simply said that all of my luggage has artificial intelligence trackers on it and further that my backpack had a different base than his…That did it the conversation initiated by that creep ended very quickly…Transparency rarely exists these days…There are ways to gather intelligence without breaking the bank…I once experienced a scam attempt where I was told I would be charged a large sum of money for a name and date of birth etc…The entertaining part was how I dealt with these scammers…I simply said I do not see the value in paying a large sum of money especially since I already got the name and date of birth and more intelligence on my own without your help…I further asked them how their other pyramid schemes were going? Though legal in nature they were nonetheless pyramid schemes…They were very surprised by my intelligence and I never heard from them again…To stay safe trust your gut intuition if you smell a rat it is most likely a rat and avoidance of danger is key…In life we must pick our battles well and very carefully and avoid danger as much as possible…Wicked women once robbed me blind from my decoy purse by asking me to leave my purse with their purses which I did only to discover that these wicked witches stole my decoy cash which was fifteen dollars not counterfeit but real money…I share this with my readers because staying safe is not easy any more…While living in Europe a man doing work for me threatened to rape me…He had a blade in his hand and was getting ready to lunge at me…I handled that creep as follows…I simply glared at him and while my son and dog were in the kitchen in a steely low calm voice I stated the following…Sir, I am a living breathing weapon…Sir, I understand well the laws of the land in Europe protects criminals like you…One false move and that blade will be out of your hand and you will be dead…I further stated that my home was on camera that his attack will go viral…That my act of self defense will be shown to the world…I further stated that I was sorry that he was accessed for abuse as a boy…That he was damaged from abuse…That he was conditioned to hate women and to rape women…I said all of that without raising my voice without blinking an eyelash without flinching a muscle…I could have taken that creep down in my sleep…That man backed off finished the job and handed me my receipt…I called his boss and simply stated that this worker talked too much and that I prefer never to see him again…Enough said and I never saw him again…War does not care about the lovely…War does not care about children…War does not care whether you live or die…War does not care full stop…With this understanding of exactly what war is then you get to the point where you care not whether you live or die when facing down the wicked it is then that with incredible energetic force you can make a difference… I earned some damn respect in Europe something not easily done anymore…A man I attended a wedding with as his date asked me to send him money…I was perturbed by that request because that was a lot to ask and I do not like money grubbing men or women…Off I went to the mall where I purchased a rubber check where with dramatic aplomb I told that money grubbing jerk to fuck off and to get a real job like I did and earn his own money…I sent him that rubber check in the mail which pissed him off which was my point…Men have no business asking ladies for money…It is a different dynamic if you are in a committed relationship or marriage that is a different story…I never pay for a man’s dinner on a date and when I did date the man paid for everything as it should be though I dare say chivalry and romance is dead for women like me…So to survive and thrive I wear my mystical suit of armor I soldier own in the modern art of war and anyone who dares to mess with me and my crib my hause or house will rue it I tell ya…I say don’t call me mom or mammy call me the boss…Word…I hope this staying safe section is helpful for others…Tis true I am fire and feisty too…Thank you for your follows likes and shares…Enjoy my latest satan diss track series and my newest song titled Hey Jolene for the unsung heroes and heroines in our world the strong happy couples devoted to each other and to the rearing of their children or child…It does not matter the number of children sent by the God of life to devoted couples…What matters most is your holy authentic Christian devotion to one another and your family large or small…I declare that though I be very small not much at all my strength comes from Word of God from my ancient tribe one of the lost twelve tribes of Israel…I share with my readers and viewers a prayer I sing whereby I pray for the strength of nations…A strength I would otherwise never have…With The God Of Life and the word of God on my side including the mystical lost twelve tribes of Israel the wicked who are cowards flee in your presence…For a mystical force stops the wicked from harming you…………Namaste…………

…………My prayer for strength!!!…………
…………Tis fun to tell off the devil now and again and entertaining too…………
…………Hey Jolene for our unsung heroes and heroines devoted holy families formed by strong happy couples…………