Not Yet – A Reflection

This poem titled Not Yet was authored by Akiane kramarik at age 11 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Four Page 219 “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

This poem Not Yet consists of three stanzas with eight lines each…The featured image that I choose for this reflection is from my silly excuses section on You Tube…I have a ridiculous sense of humor…I enjoy being ridiculous from time to time in a world gone stark raving mad…I will now quote from Akiane’s amazing poem…All three stanzas open with the same two lines “As you walk as you pass”…I love when Akiane does this with her poetry…Akiane writes at the age of eleven…”there is no romance or balance in the voices just a chilly laughter Do not mix with the crowds yet—The spirit has not changed them” Leaving out a portion of this poem Akiane writes at the age of eleven…”you defend all the defeated and defenseless fears but gold still refuses to be sifted Do not blossom yet—All the shovels are looking for you”…Leaving out more of this poem I quote Akiane again…”there is a helmet on each crown life seems like an illusion that can never be conceived by you Do not open your eyes yet—The cages are still bigger than the land”…Wow! I am impressed by the many dimensions in terms of depth of meanings behind Akiane’s poetry…What this poem mean’s to me the reader of Akiane’s prose and author of this review in the form of a series of reflections…Is the helmets are a mystical message that many today who wear crowns wage a war of words hence the reference to helmets on their crowns in the mystical sense…A war of words has been waged for centuries now using soft speech in the form of euphemisms and diabolical rationale to promote the profane in terms of oligarchy profane policies supported and promoted by profane laws purchased by fancy big golden money…I have a ridiculous sense of humor so if someone says to me you have a spending problem which I admit to from time to time though I do much better now…I can be a compulsive shopper to be sure and I was a compulsive gambler for a long time…My crazy response these days would be…No honey I don’t have a spending problem I just do not have enough money are you going to give me more spending money so I can go and play or are you going to criticize me for being poor…Last time I checked being poor is not a crime but being critical of folks who spend should be a crime particularly when you the one doing the criticizing sit on your fat cash and waste money left and right in your own diabolically greedy journey of eternity…That shuts up many haters who love to hate and criticize but never offer any real help or real solutions…Thank goodness I have learned how to manage on a very strict budget like most folks do these days…I am no different…So next time someone critiques you for your spending you ask them to pay the bill or offer you more spending money…Ha ha…That sounds ridiculous I know and it also sounds obnoxious I get that besides the proud one doing the criticizing would likely accuse you have having an inflated grandiose sense of entitlement…I share my humor with my readers because we all must live on simple strict budgets according to our means…There is no shame in that…I prefer to ride the bus for fifty cents with my dignity and self respect intact than to be driven around town by some narcissistic man or woman who pose as helpers yet bad mouth people like me behind my back and only help because by so doing it makes them look good like a savior of sorts if you will…I have dealt with nasty horrible people whose charity in my regard never really existed rather they were false in everything they did and only helped me years ago because by so doing it made them look good and kept them on their dirty rotten pedestals…A filthy rich bitch I once knew boasted about ways she squandered her riches including according to her discarding five hundred dollars in cash in the trash by mistake…That rich bitch lorded her wealth over others not just me and boasted incessantly about how she married well which she did…She married very well she married a medical doctor…I dare say these days from the phone calls I get many are involved with some bat shit crazy medical doctors and fear for their lives as they try to get out of the convoluted narcissistic dance and hell trap they find themselves in concerning these horribly bad toxic relationships…The PA’s or physician assistants are the worst the most diabolical from my experiences in terms of the kinds of phone calls I get…These PA’s or physician assistants are extremely narcissistic and are in some cases criminally insane…Which is not surprising given the world we live in today…The cages are greater than the land as Akiane writes because cages come in many forms…Cagey laws and cagey policies and cagey files and profane oligarchy powers that can destroy anyone’s life on a whim…With the unborn child reduced to nothing but a fifty to sixty page opinion to be destroyed on a whim of hearts and minds of men and women of depraved minds then anything goes…The shovels that seek to destroy also come in many forms such as cagey toxic relationships and cagey horrible men and women who appear good and wonderful who target folks who are idealistic so as to put their targets through various stages of idealizations whereby the narcissistic captor is idealized on a pedestal as a pillar of the community who then in very roman fashion and in a very wolf like fashion twists and turns and changes their position and destroys their targets from the inside out…By first telling their targets how wonderful they are etc…Then tearing them apart by putting them down with vile hate speech said to their faces via gaslighting and other such verbal abuse criminal tactics as well as bad mouthing their targets behind their backs in a vicious systemic diabolical character assassination attack…So yes war is still very much a part of daily life in our world full of strife…Horrible people who are evil geniuses target the strong target the weak target anyone who is an empath with any degree of intelligence because in the convoluted mind of the sociopath and psychopath tis a convoluted dance they want…These horrible people want a piece of your pie a slice of your cake and tis your job to tell these motherfuckers these scum bags that you are not for breakfast you are not for lunch you are not for dinner and you are not for desert…You can have their lunch and eat it to and take the piss out of these evil geniuses who are shit heads village idiots in many respects because these ones hide behind demonic diabolical pride frail and fragile egos that can be easily destroyed…All you have to do is get these ones to see how they have become damaged goods by throwing with force brute force right in their faces and yes get right in their faces if you must in a very American style obnoxious sarcastic way and throw their crap back at them…Make these fuckers eat their own words for breakfast lunch and dinner and desert and tell them that they are not having your oatmeal like what happens in Goldilocks and the three bears who eat oatmeal and ransack Goldilocks house in that silly fairy tale…You tell shithead evil geniuses that they are living in a fairy tale world of their own invention and no they cannot have your oatmeal today or any day…There are ways of exposing and showing the world exactly what shithead evil geniuses are truly like and how they operate…Screen shot their phone calls screen shot their texts record everything and make it go viral in very American fashion in very obnoxious American sarcastic fashion tell these fuckers to fuck off and rip them a new one…Teach the proud in the conceit of their vicious wicked lost sheep hearts a lesson in humility that they will never forget for all eternity…A song that really speaks to me that showcases ways to make toxic people eat humble pie for change…Is called Santa Diss Track by Logan Paul…Now I know Logan Paul is obnoxious and I do not agree with everything that Logan Paul says and does…That being said I absolutely love his crazy santa diss track song that I will share on this blog…I would add that I would not want Logan Paul to be a santa clause to anyone either though Logan Paul sees fit to make that offer in this crazy obnoxious song…In dealing with wicked horrible people you have to be obnoxious you have to get tough so that your enemy knows beyond a shadow of a doubt in your presence not to mess with you not to try any bullshit crap or rue it…I despise santa clause because santa clause is a fake lie from hell itself and if you rearrange the lettering in santa clause…You get satan clause which sounds like satan claws…Tis a fact that our children can be conditioned to have great expectations from their parents who often spoil their children rotten via rotten war pig fat slobs like santa clause who is nothing but a false jerk a fake lie bull shit of the lowest order…When children like me find out that santa clause is not real many children not all but many children like me get mad become angry about the stupid lie behind santa clause which makes no sense…I was one of those children who got royally pissed about the whole santa clause bull shit lies from hell…So I raised my son to be free to choose whether or not he wanted to believe in a fat slob dressed in red with a crazy beard or not…My son believed in obesity for a time found in fat santa clause but as he got older he decided to no longer believe in crazy fat men…My son found this diss track for me his mum and my son does not like or approve of both santa clause and Logan Paul both of whom are obnoxious lies…No offense Logan Paul but who in their right mind would want you to replace santa clause you are unto others a lie upon a lie that has existed for centuries which is part of the brilliance behind Logan Paul’s artistic expression which is brilliant in its own right…Well done Logan Paul and tis true I too do not approve or condone every thing you say and do Logan Paul tis a bit much a bit too crazy for little people like us….All the same I see fit to share some of Logan Paul’s creative genius on my blog and no thank you to your Maverick Merch! I am ok though with Logan Paul using his creative santa diss track song to promote his Maverick Merch! Why not? Santa clause has been selling bullshit for years now so why not let Logan Paul do the same?…Logan Paul does a great job capitalizing on the crazy and ridiculous in our crazy lost world…What is good for the goose is good for the gander I say…That is a crazy old Irish saying not my own original saying…My original saying goes like this…Life is like apple pie as good as you make it…Yup that is one of my many fake diva sayings…I do not sell merchandise but who knows perhaps some day I will come up with fake diva merch and fake transvestite merch and such…Would you buy from me if I sold shit like that? Who knows I am sure I would have a few takers a few buyers crazy enough to buy that shit…Like Logan Paul I got a message too…It goes like this…Not now you will hear how it goes when you see my satan diss track at the end of this blog…Fire…I might add that Logan Paul is brilliant and yes poor santa clause so expert in his art of playing the victim saw fit to respond to Logan Paul’s santa diss track…This is all part of an elaborate show don’t ya know…Life is a theatre….So I saw fit to perform that satan responds to my satan diss track…I hope you find this entertaining…………Namaste…………

satan diss track

…………satan diss track – relay this – Word!!! – Thank you Logan Paul for inspiring this crazy song in me from your brilliant crazy song titled santa diss track which I share with my readers and viewers…………Word!!!
…………satan responds to my satan diss track – it goes like diss…………
…………Welcome to my world of satan diss track series…holla…………
…………Santa Diss Track – Logan Paul Rips Fake Santa Clause a New One – NIce!!! Well Done Logan Paul I love your obnoxious style in this brilliant crazy song…………I must say no thank you to the idea of you being anyone’s Santa Claus that’s a little much but all the same well done on this much needed and appreciated Santa Diss Track…………
…………santa reacts to Logan Paul’s santa diss track…………