Beyond The Exceptions – A Reflection

This poem titled Beyond The Exceptions was authored by Akiane kramarik at age 10 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Four Page 146 “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

This poem Beyond The Exceptions consists of three stanzas with six lines each…The photograph I choose for this reflection is of my son sitting by a Weeping Willow in France…This was a very striking and lovely photograph…Weeping willows are lovely yet depict sorrow in the form of tears via their lovely weeping long branches…I will quote from this brilliant poem now…”stay with me as i learn that beyond the exceptions destiny hears out all the ambitions but one–indifference”…This is from the second stanza and I am purposely leaving out both the first and third stanza….To me the reader of Akiane’s great poems like this poem and author of this review in the form of reflections…This particular poem speaks about the blind indifference of false love to the unborn child and that for children to be birthed these days exceptions are made…What I mean by this is the new norm is to birth one to three to five children limiting the births of children on purpose and if that means aborting a few of their siblings so be it…Many believe that legalized abortion is a modern victory for our modernized culture our modernized world…This victory is heinous because millions around the world celebrate death to the unborn child the least among us the most helpless among us and many call that a victory…This is sick and twisted and perverse beyond your worst imaginations…How the hell did mankind come to this point where millions around the world celebrate legalized homicide as a victory homicidal abortion of the unborn child….That is so twisted I and many like me are rendered speechless…False love abounds these days and it is an exception to the rule of death on demand for men and women to agree to have large families…The new norm is this… Many couples settle down with a partner who does not want children at all or who insists on limiting the births of their children…Many men want their partners on contraception or sterilized and many men likewise opt in for voluntary sterilizations…Women the same…There is a pandemic of loathsome hatred towards children particularly the unborn child disguised as fear of birthing children…Many women and men are literally afraid of having children…This loathsome sick twisted hatred of children particularly their own offspring their own unborn children whom many love to hate with their abortion laws…Is loathsome wicked perverse sick and twisted which means that many men and women are twisted in their thinking….When I see a man today no matter his state in life I wonder how many children has he destroyed in the days that he screwed around as many men boast about doing before settling down with “the one”…The one they finally seduce into marrying them and putting up with their toxic bullshit…When I see women today I wonder how many children have these women destroyed with their contraception and birth control and abortions and their vile gossiping tongues hell bent on destroying decent people at every turn…I wonder how many women have made false phone calls falsely accusing single mothers and single fathers whom these witches love to hate of mistreating their children when in reality that is not the case at all…Religious women are the worst they are the most proud the most heinous and the worst nightmare on earth to deal with…Their constant boasting is incessant and nauseating…Women like that make me sick women like that make want to hurl…The same is true of men like that the men can be worse than the women with their vile gossip…Hyper religiosity abounds and I call these ridiculous prideful nightmarish fiends religulous…Play on word intended…For ridiculous…The couples who do have large families do their level best to raise their children well so fair juice to these fearless large families…If you study the lives of large families their children struggle the same as smaller families and their children grow up and experience the same demographic statistical problems as smaller families…Sure single parents have a disadvantage but two parent homes are often a nightmare on earth for their children to grow up in because many two parent homes are indifferent to their own children and many two parent homes have no time to pay any real attention to their children due to both parents working full time…I have observed among home schooling large families and large families in the various school systems the same problems…The parents I observed are excessively exceedingly prideful and boast all the time about how they met married and how wonderful they are…This is rampant in the roman catholic church…These couples boast incessantly and love to look down on others less fortunate as less than them as if they are on a pedestal by virtue of getting married and having large families…Then when some of their young adult children make mistakes as children can and often do…These families are crushed and cannot cope or deal with the reality that no family is perfect no matter how the family presents no family is perfect…Many roman catholic families cannot understand why many of their children go on horribly bad roads and only find out years later that their child or children were accessed for abuse by vile predators in their own family networks or in their vicious cult like church or their nasty catholic school systems that set their pupils their charges their children up to fail at every turn…Sure many catholic school children have done well in life no thanks to the nasty catholic schools mind you more due to their own unique strength of character instilled in them from home and from the true God of life…I have a few stories to tell you about large families I encountered in the filthy roman catholic sex cult…Known as the roman catholic church…One large family during my time on the East Coast in the USA confessed to me that all eight of their children were “failed contraception attempts”…This is from the mouths of a married roman catholic couple…This proud couple were so full of themselves that they boasted incessantly about how their roman catholic God saved them and their marriage…Which to this day makes no sense to sound minds but this is their claim and they have every right to make such a claim…One of their daughters rebelled and had sex with an older man who was married and she became pregnant by this older married man who was a vile predator a trusted family friend…It is vital I present this story as I saw it…That family trusted that family friend and he betrayed their trust by raping their rebellious young daughter…Even if their young daughter literally threw herself at that older man…Many men have no morals no scruples and that bad man took advantage of the rebellion in their young daughter…A good man would have not allowed sex to happen and would have sought intervention for that daughter including counseling for her concerning bad behavior…Her horrible behavior was very concerning not only did she get pregnant but she went ahead and scheduled an abortion at the very same abortion clinic her false pious parents prayed outside of in front of to end abortion…The contrast is stark and the horror is real…Their own narcissistic rebellious exceedingly proud daughter aborted their own grandchild from a clandestine sexual affair with an older man whom she boldly pursued for sex…Though she was indeed bold as brass that older man is more guilty and should have never taken advantage of that young daughter…Their daughter did end up getting married and went on to have at least two children with her husband…For some time their daughter complained incessantly on social media about how inadequate her young husband was…They are still married and have the two children…They are likely using contraception like so many other false pious roman catholic couples do…Also imagine how this large family of children including that daughter must feel knowing that they are failed contraception by products…My God that is a terrible thing to confess and her parents told many people that sordid story…My God what the hell is wrong with couples like that they are whack jobs not fit for society…These whack jobs feed the abortion industry with their blind indifference to their own children…Now for another story of another large roman catholic family that I met out East…This large family also had at least eight children or more…This exceedingly proud couple were devout roman catholics and really into the latin ritual rite instead of the novus ordo ritual rites…This describes the roman catholic masses which can be said in multiple languages including latin…Respect must be earned and respect can be easily lost…The roman catholic child sex cult from the ninth circle of hell itself lost my respect…I do not respect those that harm holy innocent children in the name of God of all things…That is profane and profanes the name of the God of life…roman catholics are profane full stop…This large family pursued a roman catholic priest who said the latin rite mass to get this man to say mass on their property…They set up a private chapel on their property for this man to say latin ritual mass…This gave that creep access to their holy innocent children and yes I received confirmations from others that their children were accessed for abuse by that vile pedophile latin rite roman catholic cunt….Yes I said cunt it’s a cuss word on purpose that scumbag abused their children…I shit you not this went on and it’s disgusting and vile…That disgusting vile couple the husband anyway invited me to a dinner to meet one of his young sons…The father admired my abilities because in those days I was a highly paid mortgage banker and well respected musician who played in places like Saratoga Springs New York and other places as a hobby not as a professional just a hobby…I had just started working in mortgage banking after deciding not to pursue my nursing degree during that loathsome dinner…That narcissistic father introduced me to his narcissistic son who was years younger than me…I had zero interest in either of them and his narcissistic son was verbally horrible to me…I saw that bad young man another time at another social event and he literally verbally attacked me with vile hate speech because of what his father did…I was outraged because when I met them for dinner I had no idea what his bat shit crazy father was up to…I already had a steady boyfriend at the time and that little shit did not stand a chance with me…That same little shit could not find a strong western woman to wed so he settled for some desperate woman from a third world country to marry one who would put up with his bullshit…Something many self respecting western women would not do…I cannot make this garbage up…I was told a few short years later that the younger children in that large family were accessed for abuse by that vile pedophile monster their latin rite creepy pedo monstrous priest…It is tragic the level of trust proud families give to roman catholic jerks with white collars and black suits of death…Tragic is the only word that describes this shit…When I lived out East narcissistic roman catholic men pursued me and would become angry when I blew them off…One time I made the mistake of arranging to meet up with two men at the same time both whom I never dated but who wanted to date me…Both were so offended by this that it took both narcs or narcissists three months to get over my innocent mistake…I did not do it on purpose I literally had sincerely forgotten about both of them…I had zero interest in either one of these loathsome men..This was a time in my life when I was learning how to do EKG’s and Phlebotomy studying computer science doing surveys from home and playing music…I ended up completing two years of nursing school and computer science before I returned to working in business…I decided not to pursue my clinical studies for nursing because I disagreed with their policies on abortion and the feeding tube…I barely had time to think never mind date though I managed to date time was short for that. During my years out East I witnessed narcissistic roman catholic men marry women from third world countries. These desperate sad pathetic men could not find themselves an American woman…Or a western woman these gals were too smart for these pompous jerks…One man who tried to date me married a woman from the Philippines she was the same age as myself and she shared the same birthday as me…The man she wed told her that he preferred me to her…I was feckin floored after all that poor woman traveled all the way from the Philippines to marry this pompous jerk…This woman proceeded to tell me all of this…Then to top it off the man I was friends with at the time called me on the feckin phone to tell me that he preferred me to her…I was shocked and I got angry I reamed him out of it and told him he better marry that gal or she will be a laughing stock in her homeland with zero chances of future marriage due to being defiled by him…I told that jerk that he compromised that woman’s reputation and good name and that their time together will not look good for future prospects for her…I slammed that phone down so hard I could have broken it for all I know…Dammit I was pissed I never liked that jerk he was ugly has hell and more than ten years older than me and his bride to be…Well he married that good woman and they have three children and the last I knew is they were living in the Philippines a move her husband made to please his wife…They seem genuinely happy together which is nice to see…I cut them both out of my life because his wife was annoying to deal with and very insecure…I ended up needing to put both of them in their place when it came to dealing with me…I kicked them both to the curb though I am genuinely happy they found each other…Better her than me for that pompous jerk…I tell my readers these stories because I have been through the mill of narcissistic prideful jerks…Another time a roman catholic man that I did genuinely like and spoke to often on the phone…Was horrible to me he was so proud that I liked him enough to call him on the phone that he boasted to others that I had a “crush” on him…Which was awkward because we were both grown adults then…That pompous jerk suggested I join a convent and declared that he did not think that I could ever get over him because he rejected me…This was very high school juvenile behavior…He went so far as to declare that he did not think that I could stay away from him at social gatherings…This was absurd because at social gatherings I rarely pursued him or tried to get his attention…I considered him a male friend a confidant whom I would have dated if he was interested but I was fine either way…I did not have a huge crush on him and I was not crushed when he said he had no interest in me…I respected him for his honesty that meant a lot to me…I was able to act like I never met him like he did not exist at social events out of respect for his wishes…I also stopped calling him…This change in my behavior shocked him and he became angry that I could do that…There is something wrong with men like that it was like he wanted to rent space in my head for free I suppose and that failed…His ego was crushed and to my shock he was more upset than me in the end that I could ignore him like that…That man did get married to a single mother later on and I am genuinely happy he found a partner…I am glad and grateful it was not me…Another roman catholic man was angry that I refused to drive to meet him for dinner because as I told him it was simple really…Other men were willing to pick me up and take me out to dinner and since I had plenty of male options I turned him down like a flat tire…That man was very handsome and not used to women he saw fit to pursue blowing him off like I did…That man married a woman from a third world country who brazenly stuck her tongue out at me once…She lost any respect I had for her in that awful moment she lowered her self in my presence to juvenile behavior no doubt due to bad mouthing done by other back biters who hated me for rejecting them…That couple have a few children and she complains that she misses her homeland…Better her than me for that proud narcissist whom she wed…Another roman catholic whack job asked me for a date…He worked as a machinist and I could tell he was a predator…He no sooner met me for dinner when he wanted me to go to his home…That was a major red flag for me…He proceeded to repeat himself saying out loud and I quote this weirdo now…”Thank God for unanswered prayers” confused by this I asked him what he meant…He meant that he was glad that he had waited to meet me…That was too much for me and he was so pushy too about getting me to his house…That creeped me out so I saw to it that I never saw that weirdo ever again…I got really bad vibes from him like he would keep you in a cage in a dungeon that was his basement or some weird shit like that…I am glad I dodged that bullet…I dodged many bullets over the years by the grace of the God of my understanding…Gosh I have so many crazy stories it would make your head spin…Other large families that I encountered in the midwest of the USA exhibited the same abusive type behaviors and concerning narcissistic pride…One large family of twelve children boasted incessantly about how they met and how wonderful they are…One of their daughters recently became a single mother which resulted in verbal abuse from other crazies in their cult…I know because the mother told me this herself and yes you guessed they are devout roman catholics…The good news is this their lovely daughter birthed a healthy child and she is engaged to her partner who is the father of their child…Her mother apologized to me for verbally abusing me for being a single mother…That woman was horrible to me during the years we were friends…She proved to be a vile backbiting gossip and when her own lovely daughter became a single mother…She got a taste of her own medicine in the form of similar verbal abuse from other horrible church members in her cult…That humiliating experience softened her wicked hard heart towards me for a wee moment where she swallowed her filthy pride and apologized to me…I have no contact with any of these weirdos now for sound reasons…Many large families that fill the churches are bat shit crazy and abusive too…Not all but many of them are that way…These families both large and small are nightmares on earth who expose their children to vile pederasty prelates and priests on a regular basis with no conscience or care or concern about the potential of heinous crimes done to the humanity of their own holy innocents – their own children…That is how narcissistic pride works in families indifferent to the safety and well being of their own children…Now that you know most of my incredibly crazy stories and journey of faith…I am convinced I am not meant to marry or to find love or anything resembling love because for me love does not exist…It is a harsh world that we live in today and the terrible ugly truth is this…For many myself included love does not exist…Good men do not exist…Nothing resembling decency exists anymore…At lesat I avoided and dodged many bullets and at least I never entered into a toxic marriage…For this I am eternally grateful and thankful that I am unto myself my own person whole beautiful and strong – my own universe. I am whole I am strong not proud about a thing I am simple and pure and I do not need a man to complete me…I have arrived at the base of my own dignity my own hard earned self respect I am my own universe…Content and grateful for all the gifts and talents that I have been given to share with other sojourners on the journey’s of our eternities…..As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my song that I wrote for my beloved child for whom love most certainly does exist…The love I have as his dedicated mother and the love my child has for me his faithful mother…This song is titled My White Butterfly…For my child who is my joy…I also have a crazy sense of humor so by all means do have a laugh at my expense…My crazy song titled Very Bad Romance is inspired by Lady Gaga’s crazy song…Funnily enough Lady Gaga was raised drum roll please roman catholic…All the same Lady Gaga is very talented so my crazy song is my way of tipping my hat off to Lady Gaga…