Across The Universe – A Reflection

This poem titled Across The Universe was authored by Akiane kramarik at age 10 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Four Page 143 “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

This poem Across The Universe consists of three stanzas with nine lines each…The Photograph I choose for this reflection is a photograph I took during my time in lovely County Leitrim Ireland which is the area my beloved elderly mother grew up in as an Irish Child. County Leitrim is in the countryside of Ireland made up of bog country and other spectacular areas…The words you see scrolled or written across the photo is the name of My Blog Sulamitess Twelve with the tagline The Journeys Of Our Eternity…That photograph inspired me to remember the scripture “The Hills Of The World Were Bowed Down By The Journeys Of His Eternity” Habacuc Chapter 3 verse 6 Douay – Rheims Holy Bible…I thought this lovely photograph with the blog title fitted this amazing poem title very well Across The Universe made up of many hills and valleys and skies…My blog is meant to be presented as a work of art with lots of space like an art gallery yet reads like a book hence my menu and sub menu formatted like a book in the same order the reflections are ordered from the book I use to write this review in the form of reflections…Wordpress informed me I accomplished this task very well…Beauty and brains in the form of a pretty blog and lots of reading too…For my very busy readers I added an estimated time to each of my blog posts out of consideration for busy schedules so that you can plan to read my posts later if you choose…I hope my readers and followers like my updated blog with a prettier presentation and easier to read format than before…I will now focus on Akiane’s amazing poem…The first stanza opens with these words “You are too curious to be perfect and grand for this world. With trusting eyes you expect second-chance love across the table across the street across the city across the ocean across the universe.” Wow so profound from a ten year old girl…I will leave the rest of this amazing poem unquoted to encourage my readers to purchase your own copy of this great work and to follow copyright guidelines that allow for limited quotes for purposes of this review…To me the reader of this poem and author if this review in the form of reflections…This poem talks about how men and women are both equally conditioned to live in a dream world…A dream world that is not realistic a fantasy world with no barriers where love of any kind good or bad is possible…Not every kind of love is good and not every kind of love is healthy or good for us…What I mean by this is there are many false love scenarios in the world and far too many today settle for false love out of a desperate need to belong to something someone to be a part of some family unit no matter the cost…Not every family unit is healthy or ideal and many partners on both sides both male and female equally can be horror stories a horror to live with a horror to deal with a nightmare on earth…Far too many today settle for nightmare toxic relationships because they are literally afraid to be lonely and as such do not want to wait for someone better and also cannot bear the thought of being alone…For someone like me I prefer the pain of being alone the pain that loneliness brings than the pain that toxic false love brings…I understand very well that if I get involved with a bad man a toxic man that will destroy me and I cannot handle another failed toxic bad relationship…I cannot deal with that…I cannot handle the drama of it all therefore I choose not to date and to live a purposeful very simple small little life…I know in the grand scheme of this vast universe that I am very small and I am free to be my own little universe…My own person my own source of joy and comfort from what I have been given to deal with…Sure I have been tempted to hate men to despise men and there are some days I really feel inside that I despise all men…Despising men would come easy to me after all no man ever truly loved me and no man ever bothered to get to know the real me or to take time to show that he gives a shit about me as a whole person a human being worthy of the dignity of respect and sincere love…For someone like me love does not exist…For someone like me love never existed…I have never known love ever from another human being with the exception of the love of my child for me his adoring doting mother…I have not known true sincere love ever from another human being male or female…That is the truth of my sorry tale…My own poor mother hated me for years and barraged me with machine gun style verbal abuse and verbal attacks so vicious my head is still spinning from years of hell on earth living with that beastly woman….I cannot wrap my head around her vile hatred for me…I write about my own love for my mother…It is true I will always love my damaged mother…That is true on my part…My damaged mother hates my guts…My damaged mother wants me dead…My damaged mother did a fine job of sabotaging my relations with my siblings and other family members and relatives beyond repair…So that I have been labeled the black sheep of my family for the girls anyway…Nothing I ever did or could do was ever good enough and no forgiveness was ever afforded me…No amount of I am sorry for my faults was ever good enough…I could never please my horrible narcissistic nightmare of a mother who found many false faults with me her own daughter…To this day my horrible mother has no interest or desire to meet her own grandchild my son who is now twelve years old…My nightmare Irish Catholic Mother who prays to a false Mary every day of her life in the form of beastly rosaries and other ritual roman catholic prayers went to her beastly roman catholic church that she forced me and my siblings to participate in for years most every day of her sorry sad pathetic life…The same church that abused my mother as an Irish child in the wicked lost Irish school system in the 1930’s 1940’s and 1950’s is the same church that my mother loves and promotes…My delusional crazy mother believes that anyone who opposes her beliefs is going to hell particularly if you hate the pope whom she idolizes as a saint on earth…My mother is delusional because she has been conditioned to hate her own children particularly me her fifth child and oldest daughter…I became a single mother through rape by a roman catholic scumbag priest who boasted about his conquest of me his target…The abuse I got from that horrible man was terrible…That destroyed my ties with my own crazy mother and my bat shit crazy family who love to hate me and bad mouth me behind my back every chance they get…A bunch of back stabbing back biters full of the devil himself with their long tongue lies about me someone they have not seen in years whom they all love to hate…I am someone roman catholics love to hate…I have been hated by that vicious backbiter church for centuries now…To say I have a beef with the filthy roman catholic church is an understatement I call it a centuries old beef in the making…My mother is conditioned to hate me and my son her own grand child thanks to her filthy vile church and their wicked lost occult practices…These religious abusive whack jobs are the lost sheep of this lost age…I do realize my description of my horrible mother is not nice…Well I lived with that beastly horrible woman for years and the hell she put me through was not nice…My mother never repented for her crimes and never ever apologized to me for a damn thing…My mother set me up to fail exposed me to pedophiles in her cult like filthy church and refuses due to her own diabolical narcissistic pride to accept that she failed miserably as a mother and as a human being to behave decently towards me her own daughter…My mother has no empathy and no character no ability to say sorry for a damn thing…The false Mary she prays to daily turned my mother into a nightmare on earth just as her false Christ narcissistic church destroyed my mother and family from the inside out…Hell I could be the most perfect flawless daughter and my crazy mother would still hate my guts no matter what…It is demons that work through my mother to foster vile hatred towards me her own daughter and grandchild whom she never met…I made many efforts to facilitate a meeting between my son and his grandmother my mother…My nightmare of a mother made it impossible for that to happen with her vile verbal abuse on the phone and verbal attacks behind my back…Crazy roman catholics are on social media claiming that you have to confess your sins your stuff your faults to their stupid predatory prelates or priests in confession or if you do not you will go to hell…Crazy roman catholics are having hissy fits that they cannot get to their stupid churches made of clay to eat their diabolical stupid wafers because these idiots believe that they must eat that white wafer in order to get this drum roll please….To receive the light to be able to understand the word of God…How stupid can you be to focus so much on a white wafer they call The Eucharist which if you oppose this crazy stupid dumb ass practice these creeps will accuse you of get this drum roll please….Attacking their church and their eucharist…Which their crazy pedophile priests gay priests and womanizing priests love to masturbate and have orgies in front of and do filthy sex acts in front of this wafer which they themselves jokingly calling the wafer….I cannot make this shit up…This is too stupid for me to make up…These church goers are bat shit crazy and full of diabolical narcissistic pride and when you oppose these creeps many become nasty as hell and combative as well as very verbally abusive…These creeps love to cut you off when you oppose them for there is no truth in them…Only wormwood lies and deceit from hell itself…I would know for I have opposed many of these creeps…They do not dare threaten me with death for I tell these creeps that upon my death as a true Christian I will return since my soul is immortal…I will return with a vengeance the vengeance of my God the God of life of the book of life to add to the book of the dead the very same creeps who dare threaten me with death..To a true Christian death has no sting…To a true Christian death has no power…This shuts up these demoniac devilish creeps fast and they scatter in my presence as do their hostile powers…A roman catholic horrible woman once approached me and said and I quote that witch “you do not want to anger the demon”…I smiled and replied Oh Snap! too late for that you do not want to anger my God the God of life whose anger is far greater than anything your demon has got…That did it she scattered so fast you would think a north wind took her somewhere…I am to the wicked lost sheep a holy terror a nightmare on earth a woman to contend with…For I know who my master is and I know whom I serve the God of life who created lucifer who is the devil and who will destroy the devil at the appointed time known to the God of life alone…The devil lies in wait for the heal of a woman mentioned in sacred scriptures set to crush his head for all eternity…Her name is Mary her name is great in heaven and Mary is not found in stupid idolatry…Mary is not found in wicked statues and lost rosary beads dedicated to a false Mary by lost sheep…To roman catholics I put this to you if your wafer that you call eucharist is so holy and pure and good then why the hell are so many devils in your church consuming that beastly wafer and doing indecent things to other men women and children???…Why are your women your wives insecure beastly nightmares often narcissistic who find false faults with others…Vile gossips with long back biting tongues…Why are your women dressing like whores like harlots parading around your twisted altars in short skirts showing off their tits and asses more like cows than women of God…Why are many of your women on contraception and birth control and having abortions and screwing any man that walks…Why are your women having affairs with other men including your wicked priests…Why is your church full of every sin and vice and iniquity known to mankind???…Yet you boldly proclaim your dens of iniquities to be pure holy and good…The God of life takes no part with the likes of you and your perfidious filthy vile speech and actions…My God your cult destroys children in the name of God…My God your filthy church dares to profane the name of the God of life with your filthy marriages your filthy weddings with women dressed in snow white body hugging dresses showing off every curve that is defiled by sexual histories outside of marriage and contraception use and abortion histories in many cases…Your altars are profane your weddings are profane your speech is profane your pride is profane your neurotic demands to feed off of a vile wafer is profane…Everything you do and touch is profane and profaned by your vile beastly cult…Your spirits were changed and you are too blind to see it so you roman catholics viciously attack lie cheat kill and destroy those who oppose you…You are excellent at switching your positions and acting stupid and playing the victim role when opposed and corrected for your vile works…You roman catholics are vile murderous filthy creatures drunk on the blood of the harlot the false Mary whom you idolize and serve so faithlessly…You roman catholics have no real faith though you boast incessantly ad nauseam about how wonderful you are and how great your prelates are and you love to hate others who oppose you…You roman catholics are most excellent at hate speech crimes and other crimes against the humanity of men women and children who are decent…You roman catholics hate decency you hate what is good you hate my God the God of life and you take things too far pushing boundaries crossing borders and destroying whole nations…You roman catholics love caesar you love your money your status your power and your gold…You roman catholics marry whores and your children are dedicated to the devil from birth to death…You roman catholics set your children up to fail and you accept that your children can be accessed for vile rape by the pedophiles in your ranks not just pedophile priests married men and single men who fill your church and rape children…The God of life takes no part with you lost sheep and your occult sex practices that has destroyed Christian sexuality beyond repair beyond recognition..And you dare to declare you roman catholics are holy…What a joke and oh how your boss the devil himself laughs at you…I refuse to laugh at you for you roman catholics do a fine bang up job of making mockeries of yourselves…Your boss the devil laughs at you and cringes when he is reminded by true Christians with half a brain that his time is indeed very short…Heaven is not for the indecent who harm children in the name of God…Heaven is not for vile idolaters full of back biting hate speech and crimes…I declare be scattered ye lost sheep and your hostile powers for you lie in wait for the heal of the true Mary to crush your serpentine head!!!!!!!!!!!! As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my song titled Everything Matters inspired by Metallica’s song titled Nothing Matters…