By The Light – A Reflection

This poem titled By The Light was authored by Akiane kramarik at age 10 in her book titled My Dream Is Bigger Than I – Memories of Tomorrow – Part Four Page 126 “You will need your own copy of this book to view the full text of this poem.  I limit quotes for the purpose of discussion and to follow copyright guidelines that allows for limited quotes.”

The poem By The Light consists of three stanzas with four lines in the first stanza and five lines in the middle stanza and four lines in the last stanza…The photograph I choose for this reflection reflects my sense of humor…Sadly what was done in the dark is being brought into the light with the help of heaven and tragically many in religious life are guilty of not caring about the welfare and well being of the children these creeps harmed in the name of God of all things…To be fair to the ones in robes who did not harm children this post is for the feisty nuns not afraid to put up a fight and not afraid to speak their minds and to tell philandering priests to f-off since nuns don’t give f’s…To understand the humor in that sentence you will have to see the silly photo of myself that I choose for this reflection…I will now discuss Akiane’s poem…I love this poem all of it…It is very profound…I will quote the last stanza…”Only from dark coal tunnels White diamonds come But only by the Light They are recognized”…You know this is very true of white diamonds they are difficult to mine and to find but once discovered under a bright light they are brilliant…The world we live in is shrouded in darkness…Many are deceived into wicked ways and idolatry and many falsely believe that brick and mortar buildings with idols in them called churches shrines and such will save them on the day of contention…I will now share with my readers a conversation I had this morning with my own elderly mother…My mother will be 86 years old on her next birthday coming up in June…I am not close to my elderly mother because my mother was a nightmare to live with…My mother was never intentionally wicked or horrible…My mother was abused as an Irish Child growing up in Ireland as she did in the 1930’s which is the decade my mother was born in…My mother was likely accessed for abuse outside the comfort of her loving home via the very abusive Irish School system which was full of systemic abuse common all over Ireland in the 1930’s…Irish children who went to school in Ireland were horribly abused and treated like trash in gulags…There are books written about the Irish Gulag’s that treated Irish children like small soldiers guilty of war crimes they never committed…It is difficult for many myself included to grasp the depravity of the minds of those that accessed children around the world not just Irish children for abuse…Nuns are being charged with molesting boys and girls among other crimes against the humanity of holy innocent children…The same with priests…These crimes are wicked and the ones who did these crimes are not one bit sorry and as such cannot be forgiven for what they did to the least of these the holy innocents they did to the true Jesus Christ and the God of life who will not deal kindly with these creeps on the day of contention…I make no claims as to statements of facts concerning my elderly mother simply because I cannot access her school records…I looked into accessing them in Ireland but was told that my mother would be required to request her own school records…That will never happen my mother is altered from years of abuse as a child…I would not ask my now elderly mother to request her own school records…Growing up with my mother as her daughter I can tell you that my mother has narcissistic tendencies and when it came to me my mother never ever apologized for a thing and my mother was always right and I was always wrong…My mother found false faults with me and would tear me apart verbally ever single day of her life…My mother was miserable to be around…There were two sides to my mother…A kind and caring loving side that shone like a white diamond when we were babies and little children…My mother was excellent with all of us as wee babies…It was not until we were in our terrible twos that the other side of our mother would surface…My mother was and remains to this day a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde personality type except my mother is not wicked…My mother is not a vile murderous killer or vile criminal…Not at all…All things considered my mother did her very best with the cards she was dealt which was not easy…My mother is holy and my mother is decent with good intentions…All eight of us were consistently provided for by our parents and we were always well fed…It is important I say this because I do not see my mother as a bad person but her behavior is horrid her behavior is diabolical and I am convinced that demons work through my poor mother…I am convinced and the only authority I have to speak from is the authority I have as her daughter who lived with this woman for years…Demons work through people who are damaged in their childhoods…In fact demons often enter into children who are abused particularly through vile childhood sexual abuse crimes…Verbal abuse crimes in the form of machine gun style verbal abuse can also compromise the stability of the target particularly if the target of machine gun style verbal abuse is a child…Abuse always opens the door to the devil and his legions of demons from hell itself…Abuse in all its ugly forms regardless of the age of the targets of abuse always opens the door to the devil and the demonic….The test is this…Will the victim of abuse perpetuate the vicious cycle of abuse or over come the vicious cycle of generational systemic abuse with the help of professionals…Demons are very intelligent and demons remain dormant for years in their victims…Many obsessed or possessed by demons are often so well controlled by demons that there are no manifestations or signs of the demonic unless the demoniac is faced with the truth…There is no truth in damaged adults who have failed to break the cycle of abuse…Those who succeed in breaking the cycle of abuse had the courage to face their demons and the truth and as such they have truth in them for they no longer abuse others…The mark of an authentic Christian is this…You will not see true Christians and not just true Christians good decent people from all walks of life every religion race color and creed who make good choices abusing others…When you meet others who are kind caring considerate and not abusive to others…You have met a good person a holy soul…Sadly these days the demons that control so many are excellent at hiding their presence and as such manifestations of the demonic presence do not always present themselves until it is too late…Ways you can tell if a person is controlled by demonic cruel and merciless powers is this…Observe their behavior is there any humility in these people because where you see diabolical pride you also find demoniacs controlled by their own demons….Demons target everyone and are equal opportunists and will devour and destroy the strong and the weak…Demons communicate through people as well…I will now describe ways demons work through my innocent mother whom I do think is a decent holy woman in her own right…God Love her the worst she will do to meself is tell me that I am going to hell and hang up on me…If that is the worst my poor damaged mother does well I say call her a saint…After what she suffered as a child my mother is a hero or heroin in my eyes…So what if she cusses me out of it and hangs up on me…I will always love my mother and I will reach out to my mother in good faith in another three to four months…I do not call my mother very often because she is a pill to deal with on the phone…I will now describe for you my most recent conversation with my damaged elderly mother…God Love her…She is not well and has not been well for a very long time…The conversation started out well we were both glad to know that we are both in good form and doing well…I know my mother loves me but due to her narcissistic behavior and tendencies my mother cannot show empathy or love due to being altered form years of hell on earth as an Irish child…My mother and I talked about Covid – 19 the Corona Virus…My mother proceeded to tell me what she knows about this virus…My mother said she has a relative on her father’s side of the family who is a Chemist and who travels the world…That she was told that the Covid-19 Virus is a more deadly strain of a similar type of virus that occurred in the 1930’s…My mother proceed to attack President Elect Donald Trump and to Blame President Trump for everything under the sun…My mother hates President Elect Donald Trump…My mother proceeded to say “God help those who voted for that buffoon President Donald Trump…” I was thinking to meself well I am a Trump supporter and I voted for Donald Trump and I will be sure to vote for Donald Trump again…I am also a registered republican opposite my lost democratic mother…Whom I describe as demoncratic since many democrats in the democratic party push democratic socialism and of course abortion on demand up to birth and infanticide after birth if the child survives the abortion attempt the child is left to die which is infanticide that is legalized thanks to the demoncratic party…Now because I understand that my mother has not been well for years…I simply listened to her diatribe her rant about President Trump….I would say the same about all who voted for the democratic leaders God help the idiots who voted them in…After all we are all entitled to our opinions and I am more than happy to be considered a fool or an idiot for Trump…I am a Trumpet for President Trump and call me any name you want in the book…I don’t care cause “F’s I don’t give nun”….So I simply listened to my mother rant and rave about her vile hatred of President Trump…When she was done ranting about how “Trump was married three times etc.”…I said to my mother…”Mum I wonder are the crazies still lining up in droves for their contraception pills and birth control and their abortions and then becoming angry that they cannot go and pray to their idols in brick and mortar buildings that they are convinced will save them???”…My mother angrily replied “I am not talking about that I am talking about President Trump.” I choose not to feed my mother’s crazy Trump rant…My mother also claims that the Covid-19 or Corona Virus was created in an attempt to get this drum roll please…Deep Breath…Is the suspense killing you yet….Ok I will repeat what my crazy mother said “The poor Pope”…Pope Francis…Now I know the world is bat shit crazy but I do not believe that the Corona Virus was invented to kill the Pope…So I said to my bat shit crazy mother whom I do love dearly…”Well Mum I hate the Pope I don’t like the Pope at all but I do not believe in violence or in attacking the wicked scum of the earth…I figure I am better than that creep…Though I would have no problem telling him off if given the chance…Why Mum I would tell that creep exactly what I think about the pedophile crimes that were covered up by his cult like filthy Church and yes Pope Francis is most excellent at playing the victim role and acting stupid. Yup I despise Pope Francis whom I prefer to call “Poopy Francis”…Well we are all entitled to our opinions and my opinion of Poopy Francis is not good…Well that did not go over well with my crazy mother who declared “You are going to hell.” To which I replied “Mum you do not have the power to condemn me to hell and you no longer have the power to hurt me..I also added Mum I am sorry that you were abused as a child by the filthy dirty rotten scumbags found in the Roman Catholic Church who harm children.” Well that did not go over very well either…I might add that my mother said when I was growing up that she wants to live a long life…Because I genuinely love my damaged crazy mother…I reminded my mother of this and she said “I was joking”…I said “Well Mum I hope you live until you are at least 100 or 103″…I said this because I wanted to speak a blessing over my lost mother…To show her unconditional love and acceptance despite our differing political views and the fact that I her daughter no longer identifies as Catholic at all and I now hate Poopy Pope Francis…and all the creepy popes who went before him…Well upon hearing from her feisty daughter that I have no problem declaring my hatred of Poopy Pope Francis and the Catholic Church very Roman in its wicked criminal empire…I proved too much to handle for my old Mum so Mum told me to “go to hell and shut up” and hung up on me…I share this to prove a point demons operate through my poor mother and these demons used the demonic hate speech rant against President Trump to incite within me a staunch Trumpet for Trump an angry response…This demonic effort failed for I care not what people think about Trump…Not one of us are perfect and I sure as hell never claimed to be perfect unlike Poopy Pope Francis dressed in white acting stupid and playing the victim….When Poopy Pope Francis is in fact a demon from hell itself from the 9th circle of hell…I told my Mum that Pope Francis is going to hell for all eternity and will burn in hell for Centuries to come for all eternity…His reward for his wicked criminal empire crimes…This proved too much for my altered mother to take for she loves Pope Francis…and hates President Trump…This makes sense to me though because my mother was conditioned to hate and to spew hate speech ever since she was an Irish child accessed for abuse outside her home…For staunch devoted Roman Catholics I suggest you study the following case of a Narcissistic Sociopath Psychopath Guru who taught Yoga…He like Pope Francis was a hierophant on a pedestal and was a sexual predator of the lowest order who set women up to crime much like many churches set children up to be accessed for rape and vile abuse crimes…Just like the papacy led by megalomaniac hierophants on steroids…This case is similar…Many are appalled that students still pay thousands of dollars to learn Yoga from this creep just as many are appalled that many still love and support the hierophant Pope Francis and his criminal empire by filling his cult like churches and feeding innocents like lambs to the slaughter to fill these churches and confessionals to be accessed for abuse…By wicked wolves in sheep’s clothing…Study the Bikram Choudhury case which is still ongoing only Bikram fled from the USA back to India…Similar to Pope Francis who loves to hide behind the vatican walls which is a sovereign nation on its own…Once loved by many now hated by millions and loved by few…More hate the wicked vatican than love that damned hellhole…As much as I hate hierophant megalomaniacs I would not harm them because I am better than these scum of the earth..I am after all an authentic Christian who hates criminal empires that love to devour men women and children via vile abuse…As a thank you for reading this reflection enjoy my crazy silly song titled White Is The New Black…Why not??? After all many like Pope Francis appear in white but their souls are black as coal and full of vile iniquities that renders the wrath of the God of life who is exceedingly angry and for now is silent in his exceeding anger…This silence from Heaven will not last forever only for a time..Heaven will act at the time known to the God of life alone – The Appointed Time!!!….Enjoy my seriously silly song titled White Is The New Black…To my poor lost Irish Mammy sure if I am going to hell as ya say then God Damn It so is all of mankind…Fair enough…I wonder what the hell I did to deserve hell fire…Not much compared to Poopy Shitty Scumbag Pope Francis with his vile crimes and coverups…Pope Francis would likely go into a 9th circle of hell demonic rage if confronted by someone like me after all I am nothing but fodder for the pigs in the eyes of piggy Pope Francis…I got news for that creep..I know to whom I return when I die…The 9th circle of hell is waiting for Pope Francis his reward for his wicked criminal empire…Enjoy the eternal flames from the 9th circle of hell Pope Francis cause when you croak or die which will be a joy for many to see and a relief for your many victims of abuse…I rejoice in my God the God of life who takes and took no part with the crimes of vile criminal Pope Francis and his wicked papal empire full of every kind of sin and vice and iniquity imaginable…There is no depth to the depravities of false Christ Churches…Enjoy my other crazy silly song titled Back To White Inspired by Amy Winehouse….For all of the abused including nuns and priests who were victims of abuse and all who got the hell out of these wicked false Christ idolatrous nations found in the Seven Churches…This post is for you…